Bismillahiraahmanirrahim

its been so long since i last updated an entry which is not related to faizal tahir

well

this is the start

there will be no more faizal tahir's stuffs from now on

well at least not written in the blog :)

jangan tanya kenapa

okay?

he will always gonna be someone significant enough to be held in my prayers. insyaAllah

cuma itu yang termampu

now im in my 5th posting already

means that i only have less than 8 months to complete my housemanship

insyaAllah

happy tapi sedih

i didnt realize that being in htar has changed me a lot

the one place that i despise

now has become the place where my life changes

ive met new friends

ive learned a lot

ive fallen in love :)

and yes

i am in love with my life now

with the people in it

thank you Allah

Youve guided me through all the hardships

i have found friendships

beautiful friendships

that made me stand tall during the difficult times

they took care and still care about me throughout each day

it helped a lot

especially during the medical days

love u guys to bits

i have found colleagues

that some of them are fine n nice

some are just 'kenalan'

for some reasons we just dont click together

hehe

i have been treated with respect

and sometimes the patients are just plain rude

:/

i've fallen in love

and i love the feeling

thats all i can say

i know for certain

that i love him

and i hope He will bless this feeling

and protect it

thank you Allah

coz i know he's a good man

i love you

thank you for the feeling

:)

okay tu dulu

sedih pulak

i know im gonna have to leave the place soon

and maybe im not ready for a change yet :/

bismillah

lagu tema terhenti di sini

ive finally decided that i will put things to a slow mode

im sorry

bukan benci

bukan mengingkari janji

i will always continously support you but through my prayers

i wont be around anymore.

thank you for every single thing

youve been kind

and i was blessed to have the chance

u are kind

semoga berjaya

insyaAllah

AMIN

always me

always love

always respect

always keepin d faith

always in my prayers

riff..

november 2011

presents

okay

just a quick one

our birthday present(s) for sir klaud

birthday card. this year tade customised card sbb apparently been busyyy~ so came up with a card and end up tepek muka sendiri kat card. :)

our birthday present to him. can anyone guess what's inside?? :P hehe

gladddd he loved it! :) and glad it fits! i'll tell when he wears it!

okay ni kasut untuk faizal gak. tetttt :P

okay tipu. ini bukan kasut ye. ini cake :) cantikkkk takkk??? :P

we bake this one for him. ehehe. percaya ke tak?? :P ok tipuuu jek. of course2 tempah.

was stunned sebab sebijik ngan kasut faizal :) altho kalau tgk betul2 ada yg x siap ( tali kasut kat atas skali tade)

coz aunty yg bake ni lambat by 3 hours :( naseb baik plan tak spoil. huish.

and the happy bday faizal pnya tulisan pun mcm sememeh ja :(

tapi thumbs up la sebab detailing dia superb. look closely, and u can see the kesan2 jahit benang tu ada. i fall in love with this one.

glad he loved it all :)

oh and hadiah lagi satu is a tshirt all the way from LA.

and caught him wearing that shirt today ;)

to faizal:

no we are not quitting on you, will never ever quit on you.

u know that right?

well u should know :)

really

xoxo

selamat hari lahir ahmad faizal :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

yet another entry for u,

specially dedicated to encik ahmad faizal bin mohd tahir

sempena hari kelahiran beliau esok :)

encik ahmad faizal

wherever u are right now, i hope u are blessed by Him

that you will be healthy and happy. and that u are always at ease :)

Alhamdulillah another year that marks your age has increased, panjang umur sehingga ke usia yang ke 33 hari ni. Alhamdulillah :)

it has been excatly a year. from the last pinktober show in hard rock penang back in 2010. and yes, i am still here.

we are still here, for you. :)

for me he is more than a mere singer

more than a rockstar

you are a kind hearted person, with a big heart :)

so i wish you well for your birthday sir

cause i know u are a veryyy kind hearted man

and i respect u whole lot for that

its been a while since i last been to yr show. your personal shows

and ive been missing the adrenaline rush

and the fun involved

but maybe this is a sign that i too must slow down

kan? :)

its been a whole lot of emotional journey supporting u :P

that now ive realized that i got offended easily if u are criticized

that i will somehow feel the emptiness when yr not around performing

and that just shows that uve become an important part/person in my life

thus this entry's for youuuu :)

i pray that u will always always always granted with the best health

i pray that yr career will always always always bloom and may you are blessed with ideas and courage at all times

i pray that you will always always be happy in whatever life takes you

i pray that you will always always always be in His blessings at all times

i pray that at times of difficulties

you will not turn down

i pray that at times of happiness

u wont ever forget Him

i pray that if ever things goes wrong

u will always have all the support that u needed to make it through

i pray that you will always blessed by all the lovely people in yr family

i pray that you are blessed with yr family sampai ke syurga

i pray that you will always dimurahkan rezeki

i pray that your kindness will stay :)

i pray for all the good things in your life

and remember

if i am not there for the upcoming shows or events or whatnots

or maybe i'll be there but no more as the frontliners as u named us

please do remember that i will keep u in my prayers

coz for me youve been good to me, and the rest of my sisters

u always made us smile. well almost always lah :P

u always managed to crack a laughter frm us all.

and u always managed to be the sweet person and touch our hearts

you are a good kind hearted man sir faizal

and for that u deserve all the happiness in the world

if ever i did wrong please forgive me :)

u know i heart you big time.

thank u sebab selalu layan kami. bengong2 kami pun faizal layannn jugak, penat mcmana pun, faizal berenti jugak and senyum. lapar mcmana pun, faizal sanggup je amik gamba pukul 3-4 am, kitorang sayang awak tahu? ok tahu la tuh :) hehe

gambar ni curik dari kakput. dulu saya tak suka kuning, tapi lepas faizal pakai nampak cm cool pulak. :P

ini masa shout award roadtour, faizal pakai kasut pemberian kami masa ni, terima kasih sebab sudi pkai. k :)

ini pulak masa tv commercial shoot. SG MEN> pun faizal nak hadiahkan kasut pada kami. hehe. size kita tak sama ok? tau takkk? :P

ini masa of course abpbh 2010. akhirnya setelah beratus ratus undi. akhirnya faizal made it thru.

awak tengok muka kitorang kat atas tu. buruk kannn. walaupun buruk kitorang tetap support awak k. please always always remember that

:)

to faizal, no matter whether it rains or shine, no matter whether u are at the topmost or at the lowest point in your life, no matter whether its between the tears or smiles, no matter what, u know that our prayers will always be with you.

sebab awak faizal tahir. *takde kaitan*

awak baik

sebab tu kita sayang awak. okay geli. bwekk. bukan sayang, kita suka, eh respect. ntah pape la its called :P

ps: i really really really do miss u :P

ps: hope bday gift tahun ni best! xoxo.

*nyanyi lagu semesta sengsorang sambil lap air mata*

the feeling's here again

i am trying hard here

trying hard to not rush and spill my feelings for him

siapa?

biar nanti masa dan takdir menentukan

sekarang masanya tiba untuk istikharah

semoga Allah membimbing kita

i care for u. :)

and i miss u

on F&N BFF

located in bukit bintang, the F&N fest was held yesterday (24th sep)
initially didnt plan on going pn, but after ada pertanyaan dari pihak2 tertentu.. i feel like going! sbb nyaaaa da rindu nak dgr suara faizal :)

all i can say its really really worth my time. cz altho im so effin tired from work but gagahkan diri after work arnd 6 terus bergerak ke sana ;)
masa sampai dah turn one nation emcees and managed to menyelit sampai betul2 depan and at the centre of crowd. kira memang akan nampak la muka sbb depan sangat :p

then after that bunkface with their 5 songs and of course lepas tu is faizal's turn :) and the adrenalin just popped out the moment i saw the force and next faizal on stage.

the rest of the moment mcm cepat sangat. haha. he sang adrenalin, superhero, bencinta, karma andddd gemuruh!
memang suara sampai serak and berpeluh sbb layan :p
totally worth it! hehe
and masa ending of gemuruh he lompat from the stage and came to us. perfect ending indeed

:)

thank you sir.
masa dah habis tu pun we went ke tepi and borak dengan gen n ang ritz.
and saja je tunggu kat tepi then faizal
came out.
and yes again he came n as always sempat la kacau dia kejap ;)
thank you for always being so kind to me n sisters

u made me so damn addicted to yr shows that now i dont know how to stop! well i guess ill continue till d end as promised
and yes yesterday showed that u havent lose me as a fan. and im proud of u :)

ok next month bday faizal!
lets figure somethin out shall
we?

love from a rockensteiner

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the different iftar experience

okay so entry ini memang lambat gilaaa
sebab dah raya pun :)
heee
anyway just wanna share the iftar experience this year which was a lil bit different from other years

held on 19th august 2011, the iftar session of rockensteiners club (the official fan club of faizal tahir) together with the rockstar himself, and the kids from rumah amal kasih bestari subang

it was a great experience getting involved with this. about a month before the event started, we (me, efie, ahh, kakput) and the wife of the rockstar sudah berbincang regarding the anak anak yatim,
it was indeed a very good chance untuk melihat dengan mata sendiri, merasai dengan jiwa dan melihat kesusahan mereka: sebab sebelum event ini, honestly tak pernah terfikir untuk menghulurkan bantuan,
so anyways, me and efie pergi 2 oprhanages; one is RAKB and the other one is in batu caves, near sri gombak
after discussing dengan 'orang atasan', maka sebulat suara memilih RAKB: one is because the location lagi senang untuk memudahkan kerja pengangkutan because they dont have transport untuk ke tiara rini ballroom, the royale bintang.

tersentuh hati melihat anak2 kecil yang sudah mengenal erti susah. without the love of parents. yang ada cuma mereka yang baik hati; penjaga penjaga yang menjaga mereka seperti anak sendiri. may Allah bless them ,. amin

okay anyways,the event was held as mentioned before at tiara rini ballroom, royale bintang hotel yang sebelah the curve tu.
we sampai the hotel around 3-ish itupun sebab malam sebelumnya, we didnt get enough sleep coz we were at tune studio klang; practicing for our own performance ; sempena tribute to faizal tahir. hahaha
memang cuak sebab suara dah la memang tak sedap. but we tried la, sebab nak backout memang tak boleh dah sebab itu je la satu satunya performace from the fans pun. haha :P

sampai kat tiara rini ballroom, kena soundcheck bagai. mula2 okay aja sekali tu faizal entered the room and semua dah pucat lesi tak mampu nak keluarkan suara :P hehe
soundcheck session ended at 4 something.
then terus rushing ke bilik hotel (thanks kakput!) untuk change, siap2 and kena before 530 jemput the kids at the rumah amal kasih bestari

so as planned, me (bawak estima), efie with her car, douglas bawak the kuda putih, azrul, and bubu hubby kakput gerak almost 530 jugak. and we were stucked dalam jam yang sangatttttt teruk. cuak gila sebab takut sangat tak sempat. and susah sebab kena convoi. hahaha :P

we managed to get there, tapi tengok2 rumah tu dah kosong. melompat2 kat luar rumah tu and call the mrs wifeymintak tolong contact the penjaga. hehe.
rupanya all the kids da menunggu di rumah lagi satu: penempatan untuk kanak2 perempuan. fuhhhh!~
but Alhamdulillah managed to get there in time. bawak laju tak ingat and ikut shortcut. so macam just in time je sampai. alhamdulillah!

and sempat mendengar ucapan dan bacaan doa berbuka puasa dari encik faizal tahir :)
and kemudian melayan anak2 itu berbuka puasa. seronok tengok diorang enjoying the food.
and saya pula makan sikit je sebab memang dalam bulan ramadhan yang lalu kurang makan. takde selera sangat

selepas itu after maghrib, we were called for the opening performance ; fuhhh nervous sangat!!!
dah la known fact tahu ada yang tak suka kot, tapi buat2 tak tahu je laa. honestly saya tiada niat untuk cari gaduh dengan sesiapa pun,. tak semua yang akan suka kita kan kan kan :)
so four of us : dee, efie, me n ahh.
kami nyanyikan lagu bencinta; one of faizal's personal fave song. diiringi petikan keyboard dari bubu. takdelah sedap sangat tapi tolerable kot :p
paling penting, saya lihat wajah ahmad izham omar, audi mok, jennifer thompson, muka baby rifaei (muka konpius dia. kekeke) and the rockstar himself.
rasa mcm suka sebab tengok faizal angguk2 kepala and tepuk tangan. and kenapa saya rasa dia bangun and clap to us. thanks sir :))

kemudian the emcees : anas tahir (adik faizal) n azfar oiam memang buat lawok gila2. hahaha. among the artistes yang hadir: zizan rajalawak, iqa mentor. tu je la kot. yang lain composer omar k, wakil dari sponsors. the royale ft force *tapi the new line up* : syafiq, penn, jenk.
family faizal: dr tahir n aunty muzlipah aishah, and adik2 faizal

the peak of the event: sumbangan ikhlas dari faizal kepada anak2 RAKB. comel je tengok mereka beratur nak amik duit raya dari faizal. hehe. kemudian ada jugak donation dari semua yang hadir kepada RAKB and GAZA (because ayahanda faizal terlibat with the gaza mission)

kemudian nyanyian dari faizal n the force: 1st song faizal ft anas: lagu berita kepada kawan. yang sangat sangat best.
kemudian hanyut, selamat malam n lagu raya! :)

the event ended lambat sbb tunggu the autograph session with faizal! hehe.
and comel gila sebab kedua2 kakak saya hadir malam itu, nak jumpa faizal. hehehe
semangat je dorang beratur :P
paling tak tahan kak sue saya cuak sangat! hahaha. i told her: kaksu, bagi ni kat faizal, ckp adik bagi.
kaksu: adik aku nama apa?
pftttt sangat~ hahahah

okay sila enjoy gambar2~

ini moment touching. the lil boy is idris, peminat faizal, anak sulung kakput. kami mengidamkan dah lama untuk lope jumpa uncle faizal. the first time faizal jumpa him was masa dutch lady event, faizal came up to him~ and kali ini juga, faizal mendukung idris yang terus je manja ngan uncle faizal. sweet :) thanks uncle faizal. maybe thats what idris katakan dalam hati kan kan

en fareed : boss kakya n efie, my sis kakya n kaksu

gambar paling pfft~ kecik hati sebab faizal selalu tak mahu amik gambar properly dengan saya,. fain fain fainnnnn~ hahahahaha.

me and efie~

while signing the poster for me... berani dia buat2 lupa nama saya :P

the pretty wifey: kak siti raihanim holding baby jannah yang da tido with efie. gambar with me kak anim tutop mataaa..aaaaa

hasil sign faizal tahir, motifff ada bwek?

with ibunda faizal :) terharu sbb aunty ingat nama.. and terharu sbb aunty tahu jugak kerja as apa etc etc. hehehe. thanks aunty. Allah panjangkan umur aunty and uncle. amin

uncle faizal senyum dengan lope!

ahmad rifaei zidane. kacak gila wehhh. mata bulat2!!! i nak ngorat dia chopppp! haha

uncle faizal bagi duet rayaaa~ weeee. and bagi pesan apa tu agaknya kannn

hehe. kena beratur. tapi layan jeee :) kaksu bagi fahim poster tu and he is damn excited sbb faizal tahir kasi fahim ni, katanya :)

kaksu nervous jumpa rockstar :D

us sisters

anas and azfar oiam. dua2 bengong. hahaha

the kids. :D

at tiara rini ballroom

masa mula2 setup room

big thanks to mrs wifey sebab bagi this one chance untuk involve with the rakb kids :) it made such a difference to my life, thanks kakak!
thank you to all admin rc and the members for making this happen.
thank you to the sponsors
thank you to everyone

and of course
untuk encik faizal tahir, this is a great event and i think next year patut buat lagi. or buat rumah terbuka faizal tahir jom :P hahahahaha
semoga Allah murahkan rezeki faizal n family for the good deeds they have done. nothing beats from seeing the kids smile happily. ive seen that smile and i feel like crying.
selama ni people cakap mcm2 about faizal tahir. eg: faizal sombong and berlagak :P hehe
but u know we all love u (NOT) :P
so yes,keep on standing
Allah lebih mengetahui segalanya
semoga terus diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua cabaran akan datang
be strong and act wisely :D
u are a very generous man indeed.

thank you for all youve done.
ikhlas dari hati
semoga dimurahkan rezeki untuk faizal and family
Allah bless u
:)

ri-yaz :)

and yet another entry of faizal :)

strictly untuk orang yg boleh terima kata kata pujian untuk faizal saja ok

tak suka? please hit the read button upmost. thanks :)

so another roadtrip for his show

kali ni di kuala terengganu

damn far. it's about 400 km away frm home :)

cuma sedih because sisters tak ramai :(

mula2 agak cuak sbb it was a working day. the event was on 11th may : wednesday

read: impossible for me to go unless i applied annual leave. *dan syg nak amik cuti sbb nak guna for end of posting*

but yeah. kena la sacrifice kan. kalau tak mmg takkk laa

transport: mula2 nak naik bas. tpi kalau naik bas mmg susah nak bergerak ke mana2 kan. kena hail a cab pulak. and there's 5 of us

so decision made, naik onit hensem! ehe

*note: onit tu da la cenonet n ketot je :P*

so anyway we made a move pada hari selasa malam

lepas habis kerja pukul 6 ptg, yg clock strikes 6 saja terus g punch card and lari2 kemas barang

tempat pertemuan, tetap lrt terminal putra gombak. tempat pertemuan biasa kami.

ahli2 misi: kakput, abs, ahh, ainn

other sisters missing *dee, efie, kak eja, kak asmak,sushi*

masing2 bertemu tepat pukul 10pm.

and kami memulakan perjalanan straight away around 1040 mcmtu lepas shopping air, snack, isi onit smp kenyang. hehe

i was nervous. nervous yg tahap ada dragonfly dlm perut gila2 :P hee.

sebabnya, i never drove that far sebelum ni. paling jauh pn kuantan. *pun sbb faizal* okay penang la, tp penang ada co driver.

this is a solo drive ok. heh

so tawakal kepada Allah, semoga perjalanan kami selamat sejahtera.

mula2 okay saja. nyanyi2 borak2 gosip2. kesian ainn sbb tak biasa dgn kami yg sgt kecoh.

oh and kesian la kat mereka di belakang sbb kereta kecik kan :( sorry ya :( huuu~

patut beli trajet haritu~ hehe

and then it started raining masa kami di kuantan

that was around pukul 12-ish kot?

mula2 hujan sikit2, sekali lebat. heeee

terus perlahankan kenderaan. erks, berhenti sbnrnya, and makan homemade mushroom soup buatan kakput dalam kereta.

after keluar hiway, baru mencabar sebab jalan kecik. and kena main potong2 cilok2 ;P

Alhamdulillah takde masalah sgt.

we made a stop in tganu, which is in...err kerteh? hehe tak ingat da kedai tu apa ntah

finally.

reached kuala terengganu around 3 something. 4 almost! hehe

kemudian menggedik terus drive ke pulau duyong and off to ri-yaz heritage and spa

da la gelap gelita.

hehe

mula2 tanya la price sume.

tp memandangkan atas mesyuarat org ramai, we decided to check in kat bandar saja ;p

unluckily, most of the hotels were full! which made us confused, sbb hari rabu kotttt~ and terengganu kot. hey kata la ramai sgt dtg nak tgk faizal :P hehe

so we checked in almost subuh kat alamandahotel yg cikai gila babs yg stock bilik bau lipas! hehehe

sedihh kan :p

crashed in the room. solat and terus dozed off, occasionally terbangun sbb si abs tu menyanyi hyper excited tamau tido agaknya :p

woke up at 9! and terus mandi n siap2 :)

terus check out from the hotel n made our move to ri-yaz back!

seriously i was sooo sleepy. yg tahap bila duduk je kat lobby or the entrance or whatever kat tepi hall tu rasa mata berat. badan sakit gila! huuu

n finally masuk dlm hall tu. meja byk.

tapi mostly kosong :(

but sokay lah, kami ada. and we will rock his show. :p ececey peghasan

so met kak lin *otai RC!* heee.

borak2..

and finally the event started lebih kurang pukul 1230?

mcm biasa, ada fashion show. tapi takde la drooling sgt baju dia, lawa lagi baju saya :P hehe

then excited sgt bila nampak FT force kat atas. kat cermin tuh :)

its been a while since they joined in the show :)

jantung nervous gila *bajet mcm first time tgk show dia. hee*

then adlin as the host, dtg our table interview2 sikit.

and me posing to the official riyaz camera holding the FT card :P bwahaha

and kemudian keluar la our respected sir faizal :)

lagu pertama intro mcm medley hotfm big jam!

sampai syurga was the 1st song. mula2 sopan je saya kat meja duduk

lepas tu tak smp seminit dah bangun. and duduk on his left side of the stage. eh salah. berdiri k :P

list of songs: sampai syurga, bencinta, cubanara :P, hanyut, selamat malam, and gemuruh.

mmg superexcited tgk mereka perform. suara faizal pn awesome saja. *ecey*

abg ritz, abg kelly, gen, and jenk pn superduper awesome

jeff wai pn awesome gak :P hehehe

most memorable was masa on stage tu, kitorang dok kacau faizal je..

bila faizal tanya next song lagu apa?

me n ahh keep on ckp nak kiss my jojo! hehe.

sorrrryyy boss :P

and banyak communication btwn us maybe sbb crowd sana tak berapa...urmmpphh kot :P

hehe

dia siap cerita on stage. about his SEMESTA.

and his words: 'pandang orang2 belah kiri saya, diorang ni akan selalu ada mana2 saya pergi'

*hati bunga2 kembang*

tapi still takleh lawan ahh yg mmg nak pengsan sbb faizal mentioned her on stage :)

thanks sir. for spotting us, *padahal dah ada depan mata dia, mcmana tak nampak :P*

after the show, seperti biasa.

kami mundar mandir tnggu sir faizal kami melayan peminat2 terengganu beliau.

and us, ke belakang kacau bandmates

hehe :P

skip the waiting part.

finally met him in person. at his room aka chalet

and as always. kacau2 faizal. hehe.

and kacau jeff (his manager)

pastu sebok nak mengadu...

mcm2 la dok mengadu kat boss

cut it short! hehe.

finally kami tercheck in di ri-yaz juga. :)

and tgh nak keluarkan brg from onit yg maha supersepah.

tiba2 all of em lalu n kagum tgk onit yg bersepah gila weii! *malu nyah*

heheh

ayat boss

ahh ni kalau campak kat kandang rimau pn, rimau tanak sbb asyik makan snack je kejenyeee.

kan saya dah suruh minum susu jagung!

sengal wei :P hehe

okay. ri-yaz was damn beautiful. and calm.

mcm sesuai untuk garden wedding laaa. tp jauh sgt la jack! :P hehe

and our room sebelah dgn kerabat tganu ok! n sblh bilik adlin :P heee

and depan kami is faizal's room :P weehoo

cuma sedikit sedih sbb sisters kesayangan yg lain tiada. :(

malam tu kami keluar juga beli cake, and makan kat pantai batu burok. yummeh gila! hehe

lepastu tiduuuur pengsan tak bangun2.

best kot tido lenaaaa. macih :')

kami bergerak balik ke kuala lumpur pada hari khamis.

setelah berpatah balik ke ri-yaz untuk buat food delivery untuk faizal n team :p

safely arrived in kl at 9pm!

to sir faizal tahir aka klaud.

thank you for making our trip to terengganu soo meaningful.

thank you for your kindness.

and kesanggupan untuk melayan saya yang gila dan weng. ok bukan saya gila sorang2. dorang sume pn gila jugak :P

thank you for mentioning us. it almost made me cry.

:')

paling penting, thank you sbb sanggup layan kitorang after the show.

i knw u too must be tired. tp sanggup je melayan ktorang merepek membebel2.

please know

im very touched by your kindness. u know what i mean :')

i was so touched that i almost cry.

okay tipu. dah nanges sebenarnya.

:')

and your kindness made it even more impossible for me to stop following yr shows.

i am one of the lucky people in the world, there are thousands of your fans out there, but i was chosen to met you. few times.

and im glad for the opportunity :)

millions of thanks could not even represent how i felt, and still feel :)

all i can say is..may Allah bless you always sir

:)

im gonna keep the faith on you.

im gonna be here for always, supporting all the right things that you do

no doubt, ure gonna have me. for always :)

just one thing, i hope u wont get bored. or sick of me.

dont vomit if u ever see me amongst the crowds nanti. hehe

:)

thank you sir klaud :)

im so touched :')

uve made my world

okay dah, sila tgk gambar.

ni gmbr kamera ainn okay :)

him, rocking the stage. hehe :)

group photo :) berpayung pink :) caption geli2; faizal tahir memayungi semesta semestanya :P hehe

our room :')

off to kl. mission impossible main sumbat2 brg. hehe

the secretary week show, international lunch buffet :)

makanan tak sedap okkkk :p

okay. sorry sir. i was just kidding bila ckp,, eh arifah lagi tinggi dr faizal tahir lahhh -_- hehe

thats why faizal menjengket. :P

saya dan sir faizal klaud :)

bwekkkk :P

yet another meaningful journey for me. :)

till then

till your next show.

cant wait to see yr website operating soon.

click here

Faizal Tahir Official Website

ps: balik dr tganu rasa nak nanges sbb kena kerja. badan skt gila mcm nk patah. pulak tu oncall tak tido2. -_- anything for u sir. :)

pps: i just hope i'll find a man who approves of me supporting him. like infinity :)

we nailed it dear rockensteiners! :)

Alhamdulillah... ABPBH 2010 baru selesai :)

kali ini Alhamdulillah rezeki berpihak kepada kami

eh salah

kepada encik faizal kami :)

mula2 sebenarnya not very keen to go. that was earlier la, sbb masa tu tau faizal tak perform pun

but throughout the months, after evry efforts

after keeping up dengan RCians semua

dan kami yakin

we have tried the best kali ni utk big boss :)

so off we go pada hari ahad yang indah :)

mula2 sedih sebab just berempat sahaja *i mean the sisters*

tapi tiba2 dee could make it!

so naik genting dgn onit hijau yg ensem kacak bergaya. kereta full house!

check in at first world!

lepas tu suddenly efie pn cakap she cud make it!!!

*but masih rindu kakput n kak asmak n susue okay*

been so long since dpt gather kesemuanya :(

maybe another hard rock session after this?

oh okay lepas tu meet up dgn RC lain la

bila gate tu dibukak je,

berlari2 dgn jamal nak book tempat utk RC :)

naseb tak tergolek!

sedih sbb takde banner Rockensteiners. left it in ampang :P hehe

tapi managed jugak duduk sama2 ramai2

just like last year punya seating :)

tunggu dan tnggu...

and boss pn lalu kat blue carpet!

and stopped and looked, and salute us all :)

tehaghu sungguh ghasenya!

then saat itu tiba.

muka pucat.

tangan sejuk

sakit dada

seriously sangat cuakkkk

holding hands together dgn mot n dee

muka tertunduk2 takut nak dgr result

dalam hati rasa mcm 50 - 50

that maybe he could win this

and maybe not

but we have tried the best tahun ini

and miracle as it is,

they announced his name

FAIZAL TAHIR!

terus bangun and melompat2

and peluk2

and menangis syukur :')

finally we made this come true!
see, RC masih strong :)

cuma tak dapat lagi hadiahkan kereta untuk boss and family

maybe next year

kami akan lipat gandakan usaha InsyaAllah!

but tersangat happy

tangan trembling sangat2

and it proves

that if we work together memang boleh punyaaa :)

and at the end of it, mcm dah jadi ritual pulak jerit2 nama faizal

and he climbed up to us,

saying thank you :)

and kami nyanyikan lagu superhero untuk superhero kami malam itu

sampai semua audience lain pandang pelik... maybe dorang mcm rasa kitorang gedik :P

bwahahaha!

bukan its not that. it shows kami sangat sporting :P

and zizan pn nyanyi lagu gemuruh kat mic, and kami sambung ramai2! :D

to big boss, a big congratulations dari saya dan seluruh semesta yang menyayangi kamu

uve said it to us, that takkan menang ABP last year,

it proves ure wrong. tettt!

terharu melihat wajah boss menajdi terharu yang teramat sangat

gembira melihat boss menggenggam award itu, hadiah dari kami

untuk penebus air mata kesedihan kami pada AJL lepas

penebus buat kekalahan yang tak patut pada masa itu

this is for you

semoga menjadi pemangkin semangat untuk terus berkarya in the next years

for you, to show you that if u ever feel down

u always have us around

insyaAllah kalau murah rezeki next year will be greater

you are the hope.

and we'll keep the FAITH.

cepat sikit konsert @ showcase. or karaok3 sessions ok :P

big hugs to princess jannah!

and to rc, thank you for being the best group ever

hari2 update each other

thank you specifically untuk rienn malin n opah

sebab tolong isikan paper untuk saya yang pemalas! and susah nak cari masa!

thankssss so much!

couldnt have done it without u guys around

we're in this together

next year kita akan make a miracle happens insyaAllah

:*

the pictures below :

ketika sang superhero naik atas kepada kami. see, tengok muka jeff eggsaited sgt! :D

peluk ramai2!!! boss menang weiiii!!!!

nanges2 cakap dgn ahh!

muka cuak kami... nervous macam nak amik result SPM kottt :P

setelah selesai semuanya. terjumpa pulak dgn superhero ni :P dia pun layan je nak amik gmbr lomo tu :P ngeheheheh :P serious terjumpa ok, bukan sengaja tnggu! ktorang tunggu anas jek :P

okay proper picture please :)

i know everyone wants to look sharp and beautiful tonight, but the most beuatiful people in this room tonight is my fans, my semesta. :)

rock on. keep the faith!

sayang sayang sayang semuaaaaa RC! :)

*nanges dgr lagu semesta*

:)

thing about me is
i was hurt few times before
and i havent feel anything for 1year plus
until now
till this moment
im feeling it all over again
the thing is
im not sure
im not confident enough

i knw its weird
this one person
is a different person than me altogether
hes a cheerful person
a caring brother
a loving son
we live in 2 different worlds

and i dont know how
and i dont why i let myself to feel this again
truth is
im scared of the feeling again
so scared that i feel like slapping myself everyday for falling
sighhh

but what if
what if, if this is the one chance for me to be happy?
what if, if i dont take this one chance
he'll disappear into thin air
vanished
invisible

please guide me Allah
dont let me fall for him if hes not the one

truth is
i just want him to be happy
to have the best of everything
even if that doesnt include me in it

maybe this is the real meaning of caring for someone? :)

rasa nak buat blog baru :)

boleh camtu? :P

365days of faith~

so here it is. after a year. after 365 days of being a rockensteiner. rockensteiners club = the official fan club of faizal tahir. yeah this is yet another entry of faizal. how pathetic my life is, sampai takde benda nak cerita dah. haha :P

i never thought i would be this kind of person. i never see myself yang sampai jadi fans artis. like helloooo~ :P everything changed after konsert satu suara. which was held last year from 12th to 14th feb 2010

went there basically sebab nak tgk siti nyanyi :P so me, efie and arock just simply went. and during that moment, i fall in love with faizal while he was on stage. and mugkin sebab emo sebab masa tu tengah fragile baru lepas putus cinta :P

so after satu suara, baru macam follow up faizal's work. okay baru register as his fan. :P kira junior members. hehe. i didnt even follow him masa OIAM. but i do remmber my sister memang support him masa tu. hehe :P now i get it kenapa diorang bising masa he didnt make it for OIAM :P

it is a wonderful year for me. a different side of me. a cheerful side of me. :) i never thought that i'l be writing about an artist. hehe. but yeah, screw it! :P

okay saya emo ni :P

it was a whole different experience. i know sometimes people look me and they're all like...duhh, u dont have to be so fanatic of faizal! i am not! err okay okay. maybe im in the middle of it, between fanatic and the normal fans. :P dulu macam tacing jugak kalau org cakap macam tu. now macam dah....suka hati laaa!

it's like having things that u never knw u needed it from the start~

i get to meet the amazing people that i love now. my awesome sisters. i love u guys lika gilaaa~ :* smooches! it was crazy i know. it was weird. sometimes people would just like...yeah, sampai bila la diorang ni nak sama2 kan. selagi FT masih ada je la kot. nope okay, u people got it all wrong.. sebab we will still be together regardless of what. we've walked through the miles. shared all our ups and downs. made fun of each other. and yes, i couldnt be thankful enough to faizal, for being the mutual reason in the first place why we end up having each other. it is awesome! and i love you sisters. InsyaAllah sampai syurga selama lamanya :) *although dah ada 6org kakak kat umah* hehe

i get to go to all the places ive never been before. macam... err hard rock penang? hehe. pergi show. pergi shooting. pergi concert. pergi awards show. pergi AJL. pergi main kejar2. bwahaha. kiddinG! :P

i get to do all the crazy things. impromptu things. the sudden destressing kind of things. macam suddenly few days before exam rasa nak pergi kuantan tgk show boss!!! lepas tu show pukul 9pm, gerak dari KL pukul 6 kottt~ then sampai kolej pukul 5am! hehe. or the times when rasa meroyan nak pergi kelantan walaupun tgh tunggu result exam! or the times when i had to let go my singapore flight ticket sebab nak pergi tgk rock for the cure! or bila hari post-call, yang memang malam before tu oncall tak tidur... lepas tu gila nak join tgk boss shooting commercial! lepas tu amik EL the next day sebab lemau :P

memang best.. dulu i think i had a different kind of perception~ now im totally different.

the only thing about it, it's just so addictive!

macam once u pergi his show. and then u cakap.. okay, i wanna slow down a bit. tapi lepas seminggu tak tgk show sibuk nak google up apa his upcoming shows

its just so damn addictive! and sangat enjoyable! especially when u have yr loved ones together enjoying it!

:)

but it's kinda hard now bila dah kerja.. kadang2 rasa mcm nak menangis bila missed it. tapi nak buat mcmana kan, responsibility of the profession comes first. macam masa BBQ RC! masa twisties bingit. masa show apa ntah kat pavillion tu.

my friends, they selalu ckp saya gilaaa sebab sanggup amik cuti for his shows. maybe i am. but its not just that. its the adrenalin rush. the excitement that u shared with yr loved ones! the thrill. the passion. and the satisfaction u obtained lepas dgr his songs!

macam once in the ward, masa hanyut baru release as single kat radio. tiba2 masa oncall malam tu macam dgr lagu hanyut. and masa tu penat gila sebab tak makan2 dari tghari, and tgh attend patient. tiba2 terus rasa cool :) and sengih sorang2 sambil nyanyi. pastu kena lepuk dgn nurse. hehe

still remembered kegilaan kami masa the release of adrenalin album! it was 12th march 2010 to be exact! masa tu dah la baru2 lagi jadi RC. then waiting for his status update in facebook sebab he promised to give clues regarding the adrenalin album. lepas tu masa tu mcm dah sleepy but tahan mata! and then i think siap text kakput *ye ke kakput* suruh bagitau kalau faizal dah update status... mcm la tak boleh tnggu the next day je kan! hehe

paling gila siap call rock corner the gardens! klcc la! midv! mcm2 kedai dok cari~ then finally dapat book kat rock corner klcc! then siap text kakput., whether she wants it too or not :P serious kelakar kotttt. heheh

and then me n efie semangat gila nak pegi collect cds tu!ada dalam 5 cds kot kitorang punya! hahaha. then paling best, semangat sgt smp parking ticket klcc tercicir! so kena bayar fine rm30!! but then best, sebab first time dgr adrenalin album, terus jatuh cinta pada hanyut~~~ wuuu :)

and i missed the journeys i travelled. penang. kelantan. kuantan. *erks sikitnya yang kena travel jauh2*

memang kena pergi lagi laaa lepas nI! hehe

so sir faizal. thank you for being a great person that you are. one of my favorite people in the world! one of the amazing gift in my life is just having u as an...errr..idol? heh.

thank you for bringing colors in my life with yr amazing songs. thank you for making me realize that there are different sides of life to look at. thank you for once being a source of strength to me when i was abt to face with my final exams *smugs* still rmmbered the day though. and yes, u still are the source of strength, with a bit of adrenalin shot from u! *although i can easily get the adrenalin shot from my workplace. tehee*

thank you for your beautiful songs although all the ballads sometimes makes me wanna cry. thank you for lifting up our moods when we are all down and moody! thank you for noticing us during the shows sometimes. thank you for the great experience and memories! thank youuu for all every lil things. every single thing. ure gonna be a legend someday down the road.

i hope and pray that u will stay healthy. u will stand taller! u will have loads and loads of fans who support you through it all. i pray that ure gonna be in the industry for a very very very very long time :) and i promise through it all we;re gonna support u always. *even if icant join, or more like i decided to slow down, i will still support u virtually :)*

this is for a great 365 days of having you as the rockenstein. and for having the rest of the clans as the rockensteiners

this if for the memories. for the smiles. for the ups and downs. for the smiles. for the screams. for the tears. for all the upcoming memories.

ure my inspiration :)

and i miss your show! *mcmana nak slow down mcm ni. heh*

pleaseeeeeee boss, a full blast FAIZAL TAHIR concert please! promise i will buy the front row ticket! :P

and these are the pictures. a few of em from the 365 days of being a rockensteiner

this one was prior to release of the new album! 12th march babe! with free stamps and postcards! still not too late if theres anyone out there who still wanna buy. worth every single cents spent okay. i promise. pinky swear :)

one of the few memories boss buat2 lawok kat FB! missing these moments like really bad :)

the spontaneous jokes of his memang buat kitorang gelak guling2 sampai pengsannn :P

okay kantoi sgt memang dok print screen je status FB boss. bwahahah

kantoiii lagiK! dengyuh arifah~

dan lagiiii

dan lagiiiii :P

comel. love youuuuu toooo bosssssss~

shout awards! tolong bantu membantu distribute tickets to RC! weeee~ walaupun boss tak menang hot guy award, tapi seghius boss patut menang~ hehe

tapi menang power vocal award okayyy :P yeayy!

because of boss, dapat berkawan2 dgn mereka iniiii~ hehehe.

the lovesssss. kesayangan hati. peminat faizal tahir. :P oh itu idris, idris please say hye to uncle faizal! :D

muka2 hodoh kami masa rock for the cure in hard rock penang october 2010!!!! masa hanyut~~ weeee :)

post HRCKL adrenalin showcase! tengok muka sembab lepas nangis

sisters of the heart! walaupun bertemu dan bersatu kerana faizal. but i really love em~ thank you Allah for loving me this much

adrenalin by arthur kam and boss masa Friends For Arthur Kam somewhere in August 2010 in bentley music damansara

masa boss promote adrenalin kat MHI! sanggup bangun pagi sebab nak tgk MHI! hehehe

okay stalker~ ni masa mayan g dinner at bora asmara and noticed faizal ada kat blakang. cer tgk nampak takkk? :P tapi boss tak ngaku la pulok :P

masa charity show somewhere in april kat kuantan..UMP! weee~

sedih kot dtg kuantan pastu tak dpt tembus ke depan punnn :P ehe

masa ABP road tour in Klang Parade. see memang mcm dah ada hint sbb sebelum ni tak pernah pergi Klang. lepas tu dpt hosp Klang :P bwahahah

masa ni masa awal2 jadi fans. cam nak pengsan tgk boss ada kat depan muka :P :P

cuppies masa hard rock penang~ hehe.

memori tercipta~ weee in KB! sebab naik bas 2 tingkat! hehehe

hello faizal, saya peminat awak, boleh kita amik gmbr sama2 takkkk :D

okay kantoi sebenarnya kitorang suka bagi pesanan penaja kat boss. selalunya kakput yg buatkan,. :D hehe

signing session. serious masa ni shaking kot! hahahah :P

oh ini masa genting!!! tiba2 boss jadi superhero panjat2 tangga and dtg kepada RC :) weee.

the first time i met them. we just clicked together. muachhss!

okay kacak gila topi tu! hehehe

nomination of selamat malam~~~

the beginning of everything.. konsert satu suara.. missing it. *nanges laju2*

the personal fav of FT's video.

masa ni rock for the cure in HRC penang

dengar suara belakang tu~~~ semua suara kitorang

hehe

sebab mcm sweet sgt masa nI~

and sbnrnya nak upload semesta masa HRCKL tapi mcm bising sgt dgr suara saya jerit2 nak pegang tangan dgn dee n ahh :P hehe

to boss, keep on producing good musics! and ill be here to support u.

selamat menyambut maulidur rasul boss! take care!!

kalau tak sempat nak jmp in the next shows, pls knw that i miss u in flesh! :D

like a rock we are

YOU are the HOPE

I am the FAITH

we'll be FOREVER

through all the sun rain that comes

i THANK YOU

aku lemah tanpa muuu