Saturday, April 21, 2012

bunga bunga cinta



found a beautiful song :)

bunga bunga cinta (ost dalam mihrab cinta)

tak pernah terlintas di benakku
Saat pertama kita bertemu
Sesuatu yang indah tumbuh dalam gundah
Harum dan merekah

tulus hatimu buka mataku
Tegar jiwamu hapus raguku
Membuncah di hati harapan dan suci
Menyatukan janji

Bunga-bunga cinta indah bersemi
Di antara harap pinta padaNya
Tuhan tautkanlah cinta di hati
Berpadu indah dalam mihrab cinta

Memboncah di hati harapan dan suci
Dalam mihrab cinta


Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/dude-herlino-asmirandah-bunga-bunga-cinta-ost-dalam-mihrab-cinta.htm#ixzz1sgq4EFRL

touched my heart. sama seperti harapan saya. semoga Allah memberi petunjuk. AMIN

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Just random

Sometimes in life, we are so intrigued by the word-the grass is greener on the other side.

Often we forget that it might just be an illusion. :)

it does not matter whether the grass is really greener or not, but we have to thankful and appreciative of what we have. kena selalu bersyukur atas kurniaan ilahi

Same goes for the heart. Kadang2 rasa terganggu. As for me, sama lah. Manusia. Thats what makes me humane. Benda2 dari bahagian masa lepas kerapkali boleh appear out of nowhere and mengusik hati kembali
But that does not give me the right to go back in time.
I am here now, living in the moment. And there is no other feeling that i wish to have rather than this feeling im feeling now :) uhh pening tak ayat ni? :p

Dear Allah. Please get hold of my heart. Dear Iman, please be strong. Dear self, please always remember the dos n donts.

Allah, make it easy for me please :)
InsyaAllah. Semua akan mudah.

The recent event

Okay. So i lied about not going to genting. haih
I did go to genting. Wasnt excited about the award itself, more excited of meeting my dearest sisters. :) and yeah, i think this is my last abp. InsyaAllah. Belum lagi yang terakhir cz there'll be sec week n the last-his solo concert walaupun tatau bile :p

the 7 of us made it to the puncak, and tambah lagi seorang, my dearest arock! :) so happy to see em. I know i havent spend much time with them because of my work schedule. So yeah, this is like an opportunity. :)

What i love about the event is i like to watch all the fans clubs punya ragam. Hehe. Among those that were there and was obvious, fan club of shaheizy sam-they called him captain, fafau's fun corner, tasha shilla's, siti zoners, aaronators yang gila ramaiii fuhh :p and few other minority. Heh

so yeah kalau last year the rockstar won a trophy, but he didnt make this year. Sokay, i know hes cool with it :) truth be told, I kinda expect it jugak. But as i said, i came not to see him holding the award kann. Cuma kalau ada rezeki, that'll be good seeing him happy :)

Oh and masa event tu, i saw someone collapsed, and then i saw the st john ambulance team took the person outside using wheelchair. And being a doctor that i am, somehow i feel obliged to go and have a look. In my mind, what if that person is suffering from chest pain, and being me, if i am not bothered, wouldnt the sin be on me? So yes, tho i left my id in my car, i went down to the security and explained that i wanted to help if possible. So they escorted me outside. Hahaha. Quite nice ada orang escort sekejap :p tapi segan of course kena lalu kat area artis2 tu, and yes, i wore a rockstar's badge. Maybe thats why people were looking. Haha. And outside, met anuar zain. I think he just performed masa tu. and the security siap ckp, mintak laluan, she's a doctor :p haha. And he was like-- ohh hye doctor :p
Me: eh hye. Smile. Hehe

Ampun kak eja :p

So turned out patient was fine, and theres actually another doctor around. Hee. Asked few questions to the patient, suruh dorang check glucose kejp and auscultate her a while, then i left. and the paramedics all shake hand with me, and asked me, u are doctor? Then looked at my nametag. Damn. Terus rasa merah mukaa :p and i said, eh nooo, thats not my name! Hehehe.

So on the way back to my seat, the security pn tanya how come u are here doctor? And i go like, uhhh actually im here to watch faizal tahir. And he goes, ohh minat faizal tahir aa? And i go, uhh boleh la sikit2 :p haha

That was my moment of doctor there in the midst of the event. I didnt shy away from my responsibility. And yes, i feel good because of that. :)

Cut it short, finally the man came up to his beloved rockensteiners, tho kami semua duduk static saja. Hehe. And uhh he baling his scarf and people berebut nk amik, causing dee to jatuh and spoilt her mood for a while. Terus limping da kesayangan saya.

Okay and yeah. We prepared a lil something for the man. It has been so long since we spoilt him. like previously, selalu jugak kasik small small stuffs for him. So we chose to pampered him a bit on the night of event walaupun unsure boleh jumpa ke tidak ke, just gamble je. Kalau tak dapat jumpa, then we could always pass it to him, err thru the receptionist :p haha

So kaput did her superb artwork, made a gigantic twitter card for the man. It was so creative. There's no freaking way i will be able to make something like that. Hehe. and me, baked a cake for him. Haha. Okay not me. But u know what i mean right? :p

Faith work its way as i called it, somehow miraculouly managed to see him for a while, and yes gave him the heavy n huge cake by hand to him :) and yes sempat potong cake sama2 and everyone took a bite. Mcm happy birthday sgt :p hehe. And yes as usual, borak sikit2. He was busy with mentor, and trying to finish anas punya arrangement song for mentor

After that we headed off to old town, mcm routine pulak kena lepak old town sana :p tho different this time cz abg long's not there. So im sad :(

Nonetheless, the few hours we had together, spent with my sisters are always the best.
May our friendship stays thru all that we've been thru together.

And to the man, may Allah bless you always, may Allah guides you through all the difficulties that you are facing. May you always be blessed by people who are honest and loyal to you, plus the ones who love you at your best and worst, and all in between...
And i hope you will get lucky always. You will move forward and produce more amazing songs and melody to keep us all accompanied :)

And personally from me, i wish you well. Jangan selalu sakit2 :) thank you from me, for always being an amazing person towards me walaupun you always buat muka if i wanna take pikcha with you. Nevermind that. Ehe. I am truly lucky for given the chance to be one of your many thousands people who adore your work. You inspired me. From before. Till now. Always.
Hope you like the cake that i baked for you :p kahkah. Till then

love.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

On friendships

My close friend is now facing a problem. Dont know much of the details but i know its troubling her

So i dedicate this one for her
I hope it will ease her a bit

Dear you
Sometimes in life we are faced with unexpected things. Sometimes we put our trust too much to someone only to realize that the person cannot be trusted. And sometimes we think tht we know all that we need to know about someone until suddenly that someone changed, and become a complete stranger to you.
we need to accept that, things gonwrong most of the times. Trusts broken, promises betrayed, no one said life is gonna be easy

Maybe thats why they say life is not a bed of roses. it is not. Its full with thorns
But i want you to be strong, Because you deserve better..

Most of it, i want you to always know that you are never alone. He planned all this, only to make you stronger
:)
So pray to Him, tell Him every single details that you wish to tell. May Allah ease your pain

And on my part, i pray that your headt will heal faster. That you wont stumble down, instead this will make you a lot more stronger. I may not be the best person to share this with, but im here. And i wont leave you alone. If you feel like crying, i can lend myshoulder. I you feel like running away, i cn run with you (but only for a while, cause my muscles are weakened due to defaulted gym appointments. Hehe)
I am here, i will be around insyaAllah.
If you want to do crazy things, i might stop you though. You are precious to me, and to us all.

Yes things are sad at this moment. So cry it out, let it all out. But only for a while. And i pray you will wake up feeling fresher than ever. :) and your heart is stronger than an army. time is a good healer, now i believe in that because ive gone thru the similar kind of pain. And ive healed. Miraculously healed with the power of Him

Im sorry i cannot cure your heart tho i am a doctor by profession. I can only be a friend, a good one i hope and pray for you. And be here for you.

Nowww, do the things that make you happy. Go listen to faizal's songs if that makes you happy :)

And remember, i love you

xoxo