dia.penang.kami

backdated entry sebab terlalu banyak events :)

hehe.

in short, i went to PENANG! again! yeay me!!! hee

this was a coincidence sebab masa event ini berlangsung, memang im on holiday. holiday break for end of obs gynae posting :P

so kami sepasukan bersepakat untuk turun padang lagi kali ni.

kata support kannn :P

cumanya kali ni its a charity show. awareness campaign for breast cancer.

see. it's like im working jugak, in a way. hehe.

this event was held on the 24th of oct 10.

dan sebenarnya masa tu, i already got a ticket to singapore. flight nya pagi at 10am on the 24th

tapi sebab semangat sangattt..

i bought new ticket semata2 nak pergi turun support faizal. hehe. ye saya tahu, gila ke saya ni?

and then kami sewa sebuah MPV!!!

hehe

so cool. tapi tak cool sangat untuk kakak eja sebab die sorang je yang boleh drive kenderaan panjang itu :)

hehe

so seperti biasa, kami memulakan perjalanan malam hari sabtu

sebab siangnya, pergi shopping hadiah hari jadi untuk big boss :)

dan kami mamam2 di seoul garden... slurrrrpppp :)

perjalanan kami bermula lebih kurang jam 2 pagi. eh tu ahad la kann? :P

sebabnya, kak eja tolong amik keta, then kak eja pick up kak put n kak asmak.,

kemudian baru pick me, dee, ahh and abs di rumah kaksue

maka beriringkan nyanyian koir seperti biasa, pastinya dari lagu2 boss..

sampai la tibe2 ahh tukar lagu adam lambert

seghious sume orang tidooo. haha

so sorry kakak eja

arrived penang at around 615am..

so excited!

and thennn....yeay hard rock hotel! we've arrived! :D

then berurusan sikit, told untuk check in later at around 9? ye ke? lupe da

then kami pergi break-fart di penang :P hahaha

then afterwars, kami lepak2 di tepi beach :)

mee and dee mula2 nak naik horse, nak naik ATV

tapi tak jadikkk

ok cut it short. the show started at around 2pm.

the crowd memang tak ramai sgt. majority yang dtg pn actually pakai baju 'S' :P

*coughs*

so when mr rockenstein kat atas stage, mcm selalu, dia akan salute us all :)

dan kami barisan paling hadapan...

among the songs: adrenalin, superhero, bencinta, sampai syurga, love of my life (the queens),selamat malam, hanyut.. *pikir jap, ade tertinggal ke? *

sangat syok layan :) hehe.

yang kelakar masa sampai syurga, boss nyanyi akustik and then we jadik his backup singer.. sampai he laughed at us. sooo cute ) ngehehe

and then, paling memorable moment :

FT: yang front row ni please raise up yr hand

us: *blur*

FT: raise up yr hand! NOW!

us: angkat separuh2 tangan

FT: angkat tinggi2! okay now, turn around

us: *blur lagik* i even turn my palm. haha

FT: turn around!!

us: *turning to face other audience*

FT: okay people, this is my FT Frontliners. kat mana2 show pun saya pergi, dorang mesti ada

me: *rasa nak pengsan n tacing :P*

thanks boss :)

and then masa hanyut, boss turun dari atas stage :)

meaningful sangat. the rest, biarlah tersimpan di hati saja :)

kami setia bersama boss. he is not just a performer to us, but he is something more. :)

kami FTF. missing 2 hands in here :(

okay hodoh kan. ini masa lagu hanyut. lagu terakhir. :)

ikatan persahabatan kami. ikatan kekeluargaan kami. kasih sayang antara kami. tidak mungkin terzahir dengan kata2.

dari kiri gmbr, kak asmak, abs, kak eja, me.. yang duduk depan, dee, ahh and kakput. masa ni tengah duduk2 then tiba2 boss lambai2 tangan . and i was so confused ingatkan boss lambai pada sapa :P hehe. then boss came and approached us :)

in hard rock hotel, baru pas kuar bilik :)

okay muncung2 mulut sume org :)

Ps: yang penting, Penang menyimpan sejuta kenangan indah kami..Penang tempat kelahiran ikatan kasih sayang antara kami semua. Penang yang sungguhhhh memorable :)

harapan menjadi langkahku

dan aku di sini kerana kamu :)

hello people..

its been so long right?
i have loads to update..

on Penang, on Singapore

and of course regarding surgery-my current posting

but im trying to find where's my cammie

coz my room is soo messy

u practically hve to play hide n seek

or even treasure hunt untuk cari something

hahaha

my bad. ive been so damn busy weh

ok later. i promise i will update soon :)

setelah merindui beliau sebanyak 2posts jumlahnya

akhirnya hari ini rindu sedikit terubat.

terima kasih boss :)

u made my day :)

and hopefully we can make yr day too soon :)

sesi rindu rindu big boss

okay nak layan since memang rindu kat faizal :) heee

saya upload ini untuk suka2 saja.

sila jangan salah tafsir apa2 okay

mase ni memang best sangat. the night yang malam tu kebetulan cuma me n ahh aje yg online. tak sempat nak call up org lain sebab faizal online kejap je. this was post hard rock penang punye event. so sweet of him kann :)

and this was lepas dari secretary show di kota bharu :) it was a quick show. and masa tu saya baru lepas exam professional 3. even result pun tak dapat lagi. but then tatau kenapa memang rasa nakkk sangat pegi even tahu he'll perform gune minus one je.. turned out to be one of the best memories. :) sangatttt bessssss. because it shows mase tu how cool he is :P muehehe. note that, yang dtg all the way from KL. dapat agak tak sape? :P teheee

yang ini pun die post lepas show di KB :) boss mcm sangat terharu dengan kedatangan fans dari KL *coughs* :P hehe. so sweet of him kannn.

and this one was post hard rock penang.. pun kenangan terindah jugak :)

and this..... first time dapat message dari faizal :) memang menggigil kaki tangan sejuk segala la masa ni :P hehe. see, he still calls me arifah mase ni :P hehehe.

and this, is for ahh.. believe me ahh, he still loves u all the same :)

know u get it kenapa saya suka faizal tahir? because of his amazing songs, and of course because personally think he is different. and because i believe he truly cares :)

saya sangat rindu terhadap mr rockenstein

like seriously rindu. ok not missing him in a flirty way or whatnots, just purely rindu. rindu nak tgk die nyanyi atas stage. rindu nak dgr live updates frm him

and missing the moments bila chatting2 dgn boss zaman dulu yang terindah :)

boss, we miss youuuu

and cant wait to see you :)

ps: mellow gile takde life nak rindu artis kan. hahaha. ade i kesah? :P

hard rock penang, here we comeeee AGAIN!! :) :*

alhamdulillah

i passed my assessment already

and so officially

there's only one week left for me to be in obs gynae department

who knew that 4 months will passed by so fast eh? not bad right for me? teheee :P

the only thing left is the damn pink log book to be filled, and to be signed by my MOs.

initially it was soooo stressful. until at one point, i just feel like quitting.

like damn stressing. because the fact that i dont have much of a life really kills me at first

and then added up with the mental stress of your bosses.

phewwww!

towards the end, when you familiarize yourself with your surroundings.

things eventually get nicer.

like the nurses will help you with things.

and your fierce MOs suddenly became nicer.

and even requested you to be oncall together with them. that's nice right? tehee

and then suddenly your head of department knows you

and being nice and teach you. thats even far more better right?

i personally love working in 1b ward. the nurses are so nice to me.

and few selected nurses in ward 2b and labour room. when they are super nice to you, they will help you around with lots of things.

eg: they will help you to conduct deliveries, and just put yr name as the one doing it. :)

they will ask you to go to bed, and told u that they can manage on their own during yr oncall days.

they will put a blanket on you while you;re sleeping away. just soo cute :)

but they say that obs gynae is very well known to be stressful. like the most stressful in htar.

and i really cant say because i havent go through the others yet.but for me personally, it's still bearable.

and i will definitely my super cool nurses. with my nice MOs,

and my head of dept.

hehe

and soooooo.soon i hope i will be able to go to penang :)

and singapore!!! :)

before i started fresh in a new posting :)

pray for me ya..

ps: there's something familiar about tomorrow. berdoa semoga hati terus tabah melalui

it's been a lil while since i last updated

life has been...static. hectic.

sedar tak sedar dah almost 4 months ive been in the obs gynae dept, which means, im gonna leave soon *fingers crossed*

i've done almost everything that is needed,cuma tinggal lagi assessment viva and the pink book.

kalau takde aral means in 2 weeks time, i can start my holiday! yay! :)

had nice chat with my sumek

go figure who is that

bertabahlah sumekku

semoga semuanya baik2 sajaa.

terimakasih mendengar dengan setia walaupun kau rasa nak sepak aku

cari kerja baru cepat pelisss

duduk denganku ea :)

heeee

ps: i know it's wrong. i know im at fault. but i am really falling.. i wish i was twelve again

bertasbihlah cinta terukir di hatiku

seindah samudera senja berkilau membentang

cinta yang sejati

yang tersandar di hati

berlabuh menanti disatukan kerana Ilahi

malam penuh doa

penawar rindu kasih

munajatkan Maha cinta di atas cinta

jika memang takdir

cinta pasti bertemu

meski kau dan aku ada di hujung dunia

ketika cinta bertasbih

bagai cahaya tak bertepi

anugerah terindah itu yang ku impikan

harapan ku tamatkan di setiap sujud malamku

Tuhan bimbing cintaku

cinta kerana Ilahi

merindui seseorang. masih.

*pukul diri sendiri.*

okay here i go again with another entry. so tomorrow im going back to KL already. life must go on kan, despite of my mood yang malassss sangat nak kerja, but nak buat macamana kan, terpaksa gagahkan diri sebab ada responsibility...

so lepas ni perlu focus to my assessment because i will leave the department next month, insyaAllah :) hope sangat2 lepas assessment n tak payah extend. AMIN.

neways, raya was fine. nothing fancy, cuma berkumpul kaum keluarga je :) and me, takde baju raya yang tailor-made pun. semua beli siap, last minute ;p sebab baru perasan takde baju raya. kalau ikutkan hati nak pakai baju konvo saje, sbab baru pakai sekali je kannn. tapi mak n abah suruh jugak beli baju baru ;p ngee~ neways memang simple saja, just berjubah saja :) sejak balik umrah aritu mmg sangat suka dgn jubah :)

neway, raya was different sebab buat mini open house for the cousins :) itu saja lah. yang lain, so routine ;p hehe

the cousins *abah's side* gathered at my hse.. ramai jugak kann :) hehehe. spot me? ;p

sesi bagi duit raya dekat anak2 buah :) *adeh pokai i ;p*

my official baju raya-tak nampak sgt la sbb dukung budak comot ni ;p

ps: sorry entry before ni tadi tulis gune tepon. sekali mmg takleh baca. biarla, jadi hiasan ;p

I AM MISSING SOMEONE, SO BAD THAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING..I SERIOUSLY DONT KNW WHERE THIS FEELING COME FROM..SIGH..I WISH THINGS ARE LESS COMPLICATED SO THAT I CAN PROPERLY MISS SOMEOEN WITHOUT ANY GUILT.. OKAY STOP GUESSING COS I WONT GIVE ANY HINT. ..SUFFICE TO SAY THAT MY FEELING MADE ME FEEL GUILTY AS EVER.. AND IM SCARED OF THIS FEELING..BUT STILL MR SO FAR AWAY, I MISS YOU. LIKE PROPERLY MISSING YOU AND ALL I WANTED TO DO IS SEE YOU IN FLESH. I SHOULD PERFORM A SOLAT ISTIKHARAH I KNOW..COZ THIS IS SO WRONG...REGARDLESS OF THAT, I MISS YOU IN A BAD BAD WAY.

salam..

salam aidilfitri to all :) how's raya been so far?

hopefully its been great

mine? cukup simple, but happy to finally be with my loved ones :)

this year. the celebration is definitely different from all the other years

mainly because ive come to term with me being a grown up, with responsibility. *coughs*

basically it's different because

#1. the 1st raya im a working adult.

#2. the 1st time shopping raya menggunakan hasil duit titik peluh sendiri :) satisfaction yaaa.

#3. pertama kali malam raya tiada di rumah. sedih. -tapi ubat hati pergi jalan tar malam raya, and ended up me being a cotton freak. bought 4 pairs of baju kurung cotton, 3 for me, and 1 for my mommy :) heeee.

#4. sambut raya di dalam ward. tabah kan saya. bangun pagi2 pukul 6, tak sempat mandi sunat raya pun.. terus punch in masuk kerja.. rasa mcm nak menitik jugak air mata bila dgr takbir tu :)

#5. 1st time bagi duit raya... :) walaupun kopak, tapi rasa puas hati :)

see. saya malas nak tulis tetiba. see u all later la i guess :) with pics i hope. im so lazyy to do this thing walaupun rasa nak bercerita ;p

and so i decided

that it cannot be undone

and so im letting you go

no matter what im feeling now

it does not matter

because apparently things can never be better

and i can never be the same again

yes, i am letting you go.

terkenang kembali lagu cinta lama

kisah mawar berduri

menusuk di hati

haruskah ku ulangi....

salam semua :)

so i havent get my salary yet

sigh T__T

sedih betul

gajiiiii...nak gajiii ;p

but i got my oncall claims for last month already

eventho tak lah banyak mana, but still something kan?

heee

so guess what did i do with my FIRST oncall claim?

i bought........

a sweater! bwahahaha

hehe

mengada kan sebab tiba2 rasa nak beli sweater superhero :P

although kecewa sebab yang menjadi idaman tak de size.

sebab super kecik, ade size xs yang tak boleh nak zip pun ;p hehehe

so beli lah yang lain..

but dalam hati tetap berazam nak beli satu lagi ;p

and i got dark knight's t shirt for freee!! weeee ~~~ ;p

and oh, saya pergi berbuka puasa bersama rakan2 dari uitm :)

saya sangat tacing sampai saya rasa nak nanges

thats how much saya merindui kalian semua

and its only 3 of em

but sedihnyeeee bila jumpa each other balik

rinduuu sangat2!!!

hopefully nanti akan dapat jumpa my besties

i miss u guys *u knw who u are kannn*

we're so busy with each other's lives, but deep down inside, pls knw that i love u guys to bits :*

okay gambar kucar kacir

seperti otak saya sekarang

i gotta go and study

sebabnya dah 2 hari berturut2 head of department dtg buat round mengejut kat ward ;p

the free tshirt,ehehe.. walaupun penat pujuk rayu salesgirl tu sebab nak tshirt superman, but its better that nothing right? :P

me and my 3 ex colleagues..its like super awesome meeting that familiar faces again after so long. sighh

and these are my new friends..:)

and this is MY eh silap, my kakak's lil princess. cute kan? sophia the cute lil princess. sonok ah main2 ngan phia dukung2 ke hulu ke hilir ;p heee
see, mulut die cemomel sangat ;D
oops. my sweater. which i wore the whole day masa oncall last sunday :D ngee~

the lil hero..meet megat junior :) kacak bukan?

:)

have a nice remaining ramadhan

and i am supposed to do a belanjawan thingy for my lil ones.. :)

my lil ones ada 14, campur dengan phia n megat junior, make it 16 can aa kakput? :p

coz you're leaving on a jet plane

four years and you'll be back again

mode sedih untuk melepaskan jejaka ini pergi

auww.

ayat skandal

will update later

gonna miss him!

perkara yang menyukarkan saya apabila saya berkerja

ialah apabila unmarried mother yang masuk ward.

ia sukar untuk saya. kerana saya akan menjadi judgmental

saya akan sedikit emosi.

saya akan menjadi skeptikal

padahal itu bukan kerja saya. saya tidak patut menghukum.

saya tidak patut dan tidak perlu

but being a human

saya pasti akan menjadi sedikit terusik

kerana bukan jarang2 mereka yang masih unmarried ni masuk ward

hari2 pulak tuh

umur pun belasan lagi.

and sadly, memang majority orang Islam

who am i to judge.

but i am a bit judgmental

walaupun saya cuba sedaya upaya untuk menutupnya dengan sebuah senyuman

berjaya atau tidak, saya tidak pasti

tapi sedih.

memikirkan nasib agama sendiri. Allahualam.

ive got soo many things to write initially

and that was yesterday

im off today...isnt that nice? :) and rare, of course ;p hehe

so far, it's been almost a month since i started work

it's been hectic, challenging, kadang2 menggugat kesabaran dan keimanan

being me.. its not easy.

but i know there are others yang diluar sana yang lebih hebat dugaannya

so i know i should not complain

but being a human, i complained a lot

this one month, i cried. i regret. i did a lot of things i know i shouldnt do

i started thinking back of why i chose this path

its wrong, its sinful, i know that.. but i did it anyway

my bad, i know

i once felt like quitting but i know that this is my destiny

so there's no way i can go against fate, can i?

the only thing that keeps me going on

is the support from my loved ones

who believes in me, when i clearly doubt my own capability

i try to convince myself, that everyday, im helping to save lives

and that helps.

seeing a newborn is safely delivered, and the expression of the mother when they first heard the cry of their babies....sangat amazing

and i tried and tried to picture my own beloved mom when she delivered us...

its a hell challenging job, i shall say

because it involves two lives instead of one

and tolong doakan saya bertemu kekuatan hari ke hari.....

tolong ingatkan saya agar jangan mengeluh walaupun jadual oncalls yang sangat memenatkan

but im coping

and im doing finee

so i guess, im surviving :)

*walaupun lately im wishing for that one person to hear me... yes, im starting to miss him again.so bad.but i hope, if youre reading this, i hope you're doing fine.

but i think its not that bad..just mentally and physically challenging* now that sounds bad. haha*

sebab i still have time to hang out with my sisters, tengok teater uda n dara, sempat berhanyut bersama2.. heee

*yes, i still follow faizal's shows if u wanna know. haha*

merindui teman2 uitm mcm damnnn~ rinduuu gilaaaaaaaaa

sumpaaahhhhh :((((

rindu kehidupan semasa medical students...i wish for that time to never end.

okay now. dah emo.

tapi kak rozi lifted my spirit by her status in fb :)

Hari yg merah; benar ada amarah, gurisan berdarah, resah dan fikiran tak tentu arah.

Hari ini kekal merah jambu; ada rindu menggebu, diburu rasa perlu, fikiran tidak menentu.

Hari kelabu; buntu, tidak tahu, menunggu, membisu.

Kata saya; warna apapun itulah jln hidup yg mesti kita lalu.

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say it in a prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far


To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

i shouldnt be missing you

but since the day we met accidentally

i keep seeing your face again

wherever you are

if you're reading this

hope youre doing well.

and hopefully that was the last time we ever see each other again..

i still miss you, when i know i shouldnt

remind me again if i forgot

the reason why i chose this road

remind me over and over again

the hopes that i carry on my shoulder

remind me again that what i do for my living

is purely something good.

remind me that whatever i do,

im trying to save someone's lives

remind me to smile if sometimes i forgot

remind me to say thanks to Allah each time i sigh

remind me to stay strong and stand tall

remind me that i have a strong heart even when the real fact is that i have not

remind me that i have such support that i can never fall

remind me to sing how to save a life.

ps: am thankful that i have amazing colleagues with me in the ward.

its been one week plus that im here. tapi somehow rasa mcm dah lamaaaa gila ;p

hehe

work is hectic..damn tiring..

but for now, i am adapting myself

to the long working hours

to the endless things to do

to the expectations of people

to all sorts of attitudes that i get from all these people. haha

true enough, life is not a plain bed of roses.

this is my world. and i have to endure with it

cuma kadang2 je, kadang2 rasa mcm......

i wish i have taken a different path

but that is not a question anymore

coz i am here now. i am here in the present.

and i am me. destined to be here.

cuma yes, the pressure makes me want to go back to the people i love so badly

but sad enough, there's no freaking time to do that :(

damn. i miss my familyyy sooo much

and jeles tgk my semestas asek bermeet up. damn. i missed the times when we were in penang...... T___T

and i met someone. from my past

suratan atau kebetulan?

and seeing that familiar face once again in flesh. made me stumble

sebab sampai sekarang, i can still see that face in my mind.

mungkin itulah kali terakhir. seeing that face again

sedih. tapi saya tahu saya kuat.

cuma sedih. sebab there's so many things left unsaid. but maybe its for the better

im tired. this is my entry after 48 hours of working

till then..

xoxo

i had an emotional breakdown yesterday

i felt all drained up, and empty

like all that left of me is just my body

physically there

but not my heart and soul

the stress were building up and suddenly exploded

felt like quiting.

but i knw that wouldnt make my parents happy

i used to be a fighter

now, i dont know

but all i know is, Allah is with me.

and i shall go wherever He leads me

i'm tired

and it's only 1/3 of what im supposed to do

God how am i going to stand tall then

gotta sleep

16 hours of working is soo tiring :|

nobody says life will be easy

it sucks

but i have to chin up

and try to make the best out of it

the core key here is actually

i miss my mom. sooo bad

i miss my dad..

*bunyi macam kanak2 kecil*

i wanna go back home :(

i miss college.

i miss my friends

i miss my semesta

ok stop acting like a kid. i have to sleep. tomorrow i got patients

prolly loads of them

im not gonna wail

im gonna smile

and sail through this path

*cekalkan hatiku Tuhan*

my dear mom, i miss youuu sooo bad :((

merindui al haram

salam :)

its been sooo long ya since i updated this blog

heee. i can just pictur how it will look like in the next few days

makin tak berupdate lah kan :p heee

i am now in the middle of my kursus induksi untuk pegawai perubatan latihan siswazah

kat kl saja..

huhh. sangat hectic lah

sebabnya, baru saja pulang dari Al-Haram., terpaksa pula gagahkan diri ke sini untuk berinduksi

Alhamdulillah, sudah selamat pulang dari umrah. landed safely in Malaysia hari sabtu hari tu pada pukul 3pm? *dah lupe, nyanyuk sangat*

everything went well there, Alhamdulillah

sangat merindui kota Madinah, Mekah and bandar Jeddah yang cantik

i missed it soooo much.

maybe sebab dulu pergi sana masa masih kecil, so kali ni pergi lebih seronok. baru terasa feel orang cakap :)

saya sehat2 saja di sana, cuma ada nose bleed and a bit of hemoptysis, might be because of the hot weather there, and berangin. angin die panas, kering. itu yang buat berdarah tekak tu ;p hee

besides that everything else went well.. :) syukur

spent 4 days in madinah. oh rinduuu sangat dekat masjid nabawi. rindukan raudhah. rindukan penjaga masjid yang strict gile kat depan pintu masuk masjid ;p

rindu suasana havoc and chaotic depan masjid bila semua peniaga2 sibuk menjaja and promote barang masing2 siap bernyanyi2 sambil lambung2 jubah :D heee~

rindukan air laban perisa strawbery. rindukan roti canai keras, hee ;p

rindu nak minum air zam zam chilled dalam masjid. oh rinduuu. rinduuu nak solat jenazah berjemaah hari2 di sana

Alhamdulillah, Mekah pun saya rinduuuu sangat. mestilah rindu. sepanjang perjalanan dari Madinah to Mekah, dalam bus tu. saya sudah terkenang kenangkan Kaabah, yang kali terakhir saya lihat 11 tahun yang lepas. berdebar nak jejakkan kaki ke tanah haram kali ni.

al maklum, usia meningkat, dosa pun makin banyak. Alhamdulillah tiada dugaan hebat untuk saya. yang ada cuma kecil-kecil, dan rasanya tak perlu cerita di sini.

seronok bertawaf di Baitullah bersama kakak2, emak dan abah. seronok bersaie 7 kali sambil memerhati ragam manusia dari segenap negara, bersatu untuk agama Islam

saya bertemu beberapa jemaah di Mekah, yang cerita mereka cukup menginsafkan saya, dan membuatkan saya bersyukur. terlalu banyak nikmat yang Allah kurniakan untuk saya. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.

manusia memang sangat ramai, penuhhhh sangat Masjidil Haram. kalau nak tawaf sunat lepas maghrib lagi lah ramai, but Alhamdulillah ada jugak spot untuk kami bertawaf bersama-sama.

Alhamdulillah murah rezeki, dapat solat di hijir ismail, cuba sedaya upaya untuk mengucup hajarul aswad, tapi tetap gagal kerana manusia berasak-asak dan bertolak-tolak sehingga saya yang tak berapa nak besar ni terpelanting ke belakang. maka tak dapatlah mengucup batu dari syurga itu.. tak de rezeki lagi. mungkin satu hari nanti ya? :)

rindukan suasana dalam masjid. yang penuh dengan pelbagai bangsa, berbagai bagai ragam manusia.. rindukan bacaan imamnya yang mendayu dayu..

cuaca Mekah terik, tapi mungkin tidak seterik Madinah.. tapi yang paling mengagumkan, walaupun cuaca panas di sana, tapi saat sujud di lantai Kaabah, lantai itu sejuk. tidak hangat walau sedikit pun. Allah Maha Besar, inilah bukti kekuasaanNya

tapi Mekah sudah berbeza from the last time i remembered. Mekah sedang dalam pembangunan yang sangat dahsyat. Ustaz yang menjadi tour guide tu pun cakap, ini tanda tanda akhir zaman. Bangunan pencakar langit sudah ada di sana, megah berdiri betul2 di sebelah MasjidilHaram. nauzubillah. menara tertinggi di dunia, if im not mistaken, yang membuatkan masjid Nya tampak kecil. looks like they are trying to commercialize Mekah. Semoga Allah lindungi semua umat Islam. Amin

ziarah di Mekah, tempat paling saya tunggu2....cuba teka?? hee ;p Jabal Rahmah, also known as bukit jodoh *coughs* where the history relates back to Adam dan Hawa. di Jabal Rahmah lah tempat pertemuan mereka di dunia setelah beratus tahun terpisah, hence, the place is synonymly has been related to jodoh. maka berdoalah saya di sana, mendoakan yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri, untuk rakan2, untuk kesejahteraan rumah tangga mereka yang saya sayang

tawaf selamat tinggal, saya laksanakan selepas solat jumaat, pertama kali saya lihat seramai itu manusia yang memenuhi kawasan masjid..sehingga rasa pening2 lalat sebab tak pernah tengok jemaah seramai itu. sebabnya makin ramai ke sana sempena bulan Rejab, dan selepas ini Syaaban dan insyaAllah Ramadhan. oh sebak sungguh sewaktu mengucapkan selamat tinggal kepada rumah Allah itu. semoga dimurahkan rezeki saya untuk berkunjung berkali kali lagi ke sana untuk ibadah haji dan umrah. Amin InsyaAllah

bandar Jeddah pula, sangaaattt cantik. kami singgah seketika, seperti ziarah yang sebelumnya ke masjid terapung menyaksikan laut merah.. sungguh cantik bandar Jeddah. patutnya umrah trip perlu includekan a night stay in Jeddah. the city is soooo cantik :)

Alhamdulillah, termakbul juga hajat saya tahun ini untuk berkunjung ke sana, terima kasih abah dan mak :) terima kasih berbanyak2... yang istimewanya, ulang tahun ke 24, saya raikan di tanah suci, satu kenangan yang saya akan ingat sehingga ke akhir nafas saya. sungguh sebak dapat meraikan hari itu di sisi sang Pencipta :) hadiah paling istimewa dalam hidup saya. seawal pagi, sudah receive text dari mereka yang mengingati saya, kemudian received a text frm abah saying happy birthday, dan doa padanya untuk saya semasa Solat Subuh di MasjidilHaram. semoga Allah makbulkan nya. Amin

seawal pagi air mata saya tak henti2 mengalir pada tarikh 17 jun, terlalu sebak dan hiba. saya yang penuh dengan keuzuran dan dosa, terasa sungguh kecil di sisi Dia

saya rindukan ketenangan di sana. rinduuuu dan tersangatt rindu. so, siapa2 yang dah mampu, saya sarankan pergilah ke sana, dan rasai nikmat berada di sana, sementara badan masih sihat, sementara masih ada kelapangan...

semoga ibadah kami semua diterima oleh Nya.

dan Alhamdulillah, saya sudah dapat kerja di sebuah hospital. semoga Allah berikan saya kekuatan yang tak terhingga untuk terus berjuang dengan seikhlas hati, walaupun dugaan datang mendatang. semoga saya dapat menyenangkan hati pesakit yang sedan gundah, semoga saya dapat ease a bit of the pain kalaupun tidak kesekuruhannya, semoga saya dapat menjadi seseorang yang wajar dihormati, saya tahu laluan saya masih panjang, masih berliku, namun saya yakin dan percaya, Allah ada bersama dengan saya setiap ketika. dan saya tidak perlu takut akan apa2 yang lain. semoga rezeki saya murah, semoga pesakit2 saya cepat sembuh, semoga saya dapat berbakti dengan ikhlas. dan semoga saya diberi kesempatan untuk membalas budi baik, jasa emak dan abah, kakak2 tersayang, abang2 ipar yang tak pernah jemu bersama saya serta anak2 saudara yang saya sayangi.

terima kasih Tuhan. atas nikmat ini. kuatkan hatiku. semoga aku melangkah ke dunia baru ku pada hari Isnin ini dengan semangat yang jitu. kuatkan hatiku. permudahkan jalananku. Amin.

sorry entry saya kelam kabut ;p saya tak punya banyak masa untuk edit2 ;p hehe

my mixed and compressed entry

been meaning to update

but kinda busy

with all the preparations

left college. i missed my friends :((

sangat rinduuuu~ i miss farah, my roomate for 4 years :(

i miss my housemates... all of em.. sedih bila masuk rumah, and found it empty.. siap ada junior lagik kat rumah kami :(

i miss akmal, my bestieee...

i miss my posting-mates... the new group, and the old group

i miss my old groupp... :((

yesterday lalu taman tasik metropolitan tuh.. and i almost almost cried.. too many memories of me and friends di situ :(

the last time i was there, was for my old group punye pre grad photoshoot. see, saya memang emo :( huhu

sore throat pulak. kena minum air masak banyak2. semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya.

done my medical check up, done my surat sumpah. hoping and praying that induksi will be after my umrah. *praying hard*

nervous nak kerja. but i know i have to toughen up and face this. mencari kekuatan dan semangat untuk terus berdiri.

done with adrenalin showcase, it was awesome, because i have my semesta sisters with me. although i must say that the show in penang lebih memorable.. hehehe ;p hard rock KL was too packed. and i dislike that. tak macam penang. huhu

i miss my semesta sisters. i cried malam selepas show, letting them go. terasa sebak yang terlalu.

i found this on kak zu;s blog. my cuppies order haritu . u guys can try. sedaappp :) and comel. tengok sendiri kay ;p

this is my mixed entry. the last one before i departed, i think. doakan saya semua sahabatku. insyaAllah saya akan doakan kalian yang saya sayang ;) doakan juga untuk Palestin.

baby Alanna, telah kembali ke rahmatullah. penghidap Gaucher's disease type 2, tak sempat bertemu. tapi saya yakin she was a fighter semasa hayatnya. tenanglah di sana baby Alanna, syurga jannah menanti mu. tabahlah buat alanna's mommy, daddy and seluruh keluarga. InsyaAllah

im signing out. semoga bertemu lagi.

saya rindu anda2 semua

update mengantokkk

im updating from my phone now..hee..1st tyme :p oh and my blog mcm dah kucar kacir, and i dont know how to repair..hehe.ada yang nak tolong ajar x? :p

i got sooo many things to share, tp sekarang mcm busy jugak, settling all the forms yang nak kene submit, and busy packing up to go..ohh soo sad

anyway, Alhamdulillah dengan berkat dari Allah,i have officially graduated from faculty of medicine, UiTM..sangat terharu, sebak and sangat gembira.. Mcm tak percaya, i have come this far, that i am now qualified, and waiting ti practice, semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan selepas ini.. Macam still terbayang2 hari pertama pendaftaran masuk UiTM, heret bag besar2, excited and thrilled sbb dapat masuk medic.. Masih teringat mcmana i cried so hard when i failed my semester exam..masih teringat all the sweet, and not so sweet memories.. The times when i get scolded by the lecturers, the times when sometimes i keep on pondering on why i entered this field.. And here i am, standing at in between, in between not being a student anymore, and not quite a doctor..

Anyways, my convocation went well.. The emotions were beautiful, my friends were all so happy, and my beautiful family
made my day..wake up early, and i was so nervous the night before the convocation, smpai termimpi dalam tidur that i didnt get up on stage sbb terlalai, tak dgr nama sendiri kena panggil. Heee. Bangun2 je rasa thankful gile that it was just a dream..hee..bersiap2, and finally arrived at uitm around 7ish, menggelabah sbb tgk ramai sgt parents dah queue..dalam hati doa, pleaseee let my parents in..i want them in, to feel the excitement with me..and then siap2, pin sana, pin sini and pakai mortar board semua, prektis tunduk2 kot2 terjatuh..ngee

then received a text from my daddy, and his text buat saya rasa sangat touching, he said that i made him the happiest dad on earth.. *nanes*.. Anywas, we made it to the hall, duduk ramai2 with my batch, rasa mcm nak tampar pipi berkali2 lagi sbb seronok tgk all of us sit together, muka happyyyy sangat.. And we were all so thrilled bile nampak our lecturers, and our beloved dean jalan masuk *comel kan kami* heee

my turn ialah nombor 62, received the scroll from tan sri dato sri panglima rahman arshad, pro chancellor of uitm..the moment was a bit blurry, sebab i was very careful, takut tertrip on stage, i was numbed with all the emotions until i cant remembered whether i was smiling or not, for that instance..

Since my faculty was the 1st on stage, so we had to wait agak lama untuk habiskan semua..oiyai, serious ramai graduan..ngeee :p the moment yang memang meremangkan bulu roma, was when the uitm song berkumandang, this is where i begin, and i shall remember that for the rest of my life, and i promise, i will carry that name with pride, wherever i go

keluar dari hall, met mom and dad, for that precious moment i was soo touched that my mom and dad were there, they were the one who raised me up, yang memberikan kesenangan sepanjang masa, and betul lah, tak pernah sekali pn they left me dalam kesusahan.. They worked hard for me, and now it's time for me to repay all their sacrifices..then met my sisters, and the kids..sangat sweet, i received sooo many presents, flowers, etc etc.. Thank you for making my day my dear loved ones :*

ohh mlas pulak nk sambung type :p later i tepek gmbr2 eh..thank you to those yang sentiasa mendoakan and wish me well..ive come to the end of my students life already*sobs*
thank you mak and abah, thank you my beautiful sisters, for celebrating and for all the moral support.i heart you guyss!!

Xoxoxo
ill update later, im sooo sleepy :p

journal penang;p haha

hello assalamualaikum :) hari ni nak cerita pasal penang :) ohh ye, ini juga entree berkaitan dengan uncle faizal bin tahir ye. hoho. padan muka korang boring baca kann~ tak kesah ;p

baru pulang dari penang~ ok, tak baru sangatlah sebenarnya. mission ke penang kali ini disertai oleh efie, kakput, kakeja, kakasmak, abs, ahh, dee, n sue :) tujuan utama untuk ke penang ialah untuk the launching of the new baby of elf tee, baby adrenalin-->oh the one yang dpt title the best album of the year tuuu. hihik ;p

tapi gamble jek, we didnt have the tickets pun, well at least i dont..hehe. kesian kan, penat pujuk2 anak uncle tahir tu ;p tapi some of us menang contest, so kira mcm ada la tikets.

anyhow, berkumpul di jalan duta isnin malam. mula2 planned to meet at 10pm, tapi semua orang a bit delayed. and saya dan efie delayed sebab sesat dengan sangat best kat area puchong sebab nak amik cuppies.. oh nasibbaik la cuppies tu sangat cantik and sedap :) *i planned for a lil surprise untuk mereka2 yang lahir di bulan may* so sebab itu, gigih sangat kene sorok cuppies tu dari orang yang berkenaan.hehe

finally meet everybody kat jalan duta around 11-ish, nak dekat kol 12 sebenarnya..memulakan perjalanan ke utara, naik 2 kereta.. penumpang dlm keta mama efie: efie, me , kakput, ahh, dee and sue.. the other car ada kak asmak, abs and kakeja*later jemput die kat ipoh*

dengan lafaz bismillah, kami mulakan perjalanan ke penang. efie yang drive mula2. suasana kereta sangat best, menyanyi, gossips, ketawa suka suki secara jemaah. memang sangat hebat lah, buat sound check dlm kereta dari album AMK smp la Adrenalin. siap tambah lagu satu malaysia lagik tu ;p hebat kan kami. hehe. faizal dengar ni konpemmm bangga ;p kan da ckp, we'll be yr fans yang sangat membanggakan ;p

hehe

dalam kereta pun sempat gaduh2 lagik. and that was me and dee la of course, paling suka bergaduh ngan dee, pastu ngan ahh. hahaha. ngan kakput pun same. kata usik2 manja. auwww ;)

kemudian kami berenti kat r&r sg perak untuk freshened up a bit, dan minum2.. oh suasana r&r tu terus hidup dengan kehadiran kami. kami gelak mmg bingit saty r&r, hahaha. pedulik hapee kann. seronok sangat travel ramai2 mcm tu ;) ohh masa kat r&r ni la baru jumpa kak eja yang mereka jemput di ipoh. hehe.

lepas freshened up tu, i took over.. cuak mula2 sebab tak biasa bwk keta panjang cm grand livina. hehe. but alhamdulillah. selamat semuanya :) ditemani oleh mereka yang struggle to not fall asleep. sweet kan korang ni :*

bila dah nak sampai penang tu semua orang dah eksaitedddd sangat! hehehe. menjerit2 dorang panggil nama faizal ;p bajet he can hear lah ;p hoho..

sampai kat atsa bridge tu, main kejar2 between the 2 cars untuk amik2 gmbr. hehe. mentang2 takde orang sangat kan masa tu ;p

kemudian teruskan lagi memandu ke batu ferringhi. nampak je hard rock hotel tuu, rasa macam tak percayaaaa sangat dah sampai! hehe. lepas tu pulak, nampak kereta bigboss kat depan tu. semua dah hoverr excited! ;D

lepas park tu, wait for kakeja, kakput n ahh to settle the room

mcm penat gila pulak tiba2 rasa bila dah keluar kereta. rasa cm nak pengsan sebab mamai. lepas tu pulak jantung berdebar2 sangat! ;p

kemudian ada issue sikit la mula2 pasal bilik, tapi berjaya disettlekan. jyeahh. tidur hard rock baybeh! :D :D

ohh. and sempat tengok faizal rehearsal. kesiannn sangat muka dia masa tuh, pukul 5am, in his bathrobe. sangat zombie muka dia. even jagger punya muka pun sangat stoned masa keluar and borak2 with us too.

tapi sangat best bila dengar lagu adrenalin, superhero berkumandang.. dah la pagi2 buta kannn. pastu sunyi sepi, sekali faizal nyanyi.. perghhh~ and lagi hyper bila dengar lagu hanyut~ cair kali ke 690 hokayy ;p

okay kemudian masuk bilik. terpesona sangat dengan bilik dia. hehe. cantikkkk~~ the view menghadap pantai.. oiyaiii. pastu terus main smack down kat katil and pingsannnn~ ;p hahaha

memang terus collapse lah. handphone bunyik kat sebelah telinga pun tak dengar~ pengsann smp kene kejut ngn kak asmak. tu pun reluctant gila nak bangun. hoho. tapi sebab perut dah lapar, terpaksa gagahkan diri. dah la bilik kat hard ghock tu tejukkk ya ampun~ seb baik bawak gajah pink peneman masa tidur. hehe ;p

bangun2 rushing2 pergi makan dekat mana ea? waaa, tatau nama tempat ;p oh tapi penang sangatttt panas. peluh2 busuk i ;p hahah. pastu sempat la jalan2 jap, tengok2 viewww. cantik oh pantai dia ;D kemudian pulang ke Hard Rock Hotel, pose kat bawah plak, amik2 gmbr..

borak2, jumpa RC lain, and berkenal-kenalan di situ..

and kemudian ada rehearsal red carpet rupanya.. staff kat HRH sangat sporting gilaaaa~ hahaa

siap tarik kitorang untuk jalan ats red carpet for practice purpose and then dorang pun practice la jerit2 bagai nak gila... haha. sangat kelakaaa hokayyy~ sengal betul dorang ni.. but sangat bestt :D

oh kemudian jumpa ahmad izham omar, the big boss of monkey bone, pasha and the gang..ehemmmm. and masa ni lah. we got our tickets!!! our VIP tickets tau!! sangat sweeeeeet :) :) ohh suke bila ingat balik. ehe. thanks the monkeys and of course thanks to mr elf tee :) tak sangka dapat the tickets. ehe. siap kesemua of us tuuu, mission accomplished baby!!

ohh, and siap dpt room lagik kan. thank you. kami sangat sangat sangat terharuuuuuu ;) tsk

kemudian kami dengan super happy naik room, kemudian sambung gosip2.. haha. seronottt sangat! and suddenly ada call... jeng jeng jeng~~~ we are invited to the press conference!! ohh terlebih sudah ni~ hyper balik,, berdebar, *i berdebar ada reason lain ea* hoho

masuk je hard rock cafe, mestilah penuh dengan press

and faizal dah ada atas stage, giving his speech. beautiful speech. sangat best. sangat suka bila dengar die speaking kann~ masa tu rasa mcm terharu bagai sebab witnessing these moments. the launching of his new precious baby, yang hopefully akan bring him even further. terharu sebab i was there with my semesta sisters. i was there with him. i was there, and that feeling is beyond words. *ye, saya emo* haha

to finally see him this far, rasa sangat puas :) and doa saya semoga dimurahkan rezeki untuk encik faizal, his team, his family and semua yang berkaitan. because i know he is a good person at heart. and semua team dia pun sangat baik. Amin. oh and i sat behind a group of press yang mcm tak berapa suka faizal la kot, i keep hearing bad stuffs coming out from their mouth kan, and for that moment, i know its hard being seorang faizal, being seorang kak anim. susah sangat kann nak go on, knowing people talk bad stuffs abt u. but apa nak buat, mulut orang bukannya boleh tutup pun.

oh okay, tertacing lebih pulak. hehe. kemudian ada surpriseee for him. ada special meal hard rock create for him. burger and air adrenalin~~~ sangat best kennn~ sebab tu la ramai orang dengki kat encik faizal ni kot. dah la jadik the first artis yang signature diabadikan kat HRC penang :D :D

post- PC tu, the monkeys baik sangat suruh we all stay if we wanna meet him and snap pictures ke. but kami tanak lah. kesian kat faizal, he needs rest. dah la sound check sampai subuh kann. snap gmbr kat depan tu pun dah cukup, i know he notice us :D

ohh i jadik hyper balik bila nampak kak anim and mik.. tapi kejap je, pastu dah ilang. heh. mik sangat tomei tomei and kacak :)

naik room balik, dah pukul brape entah... and then nak mandi pool~~~ yay!!! haha. suke kan, wpun saya takut air sebenarnye ;p me, efie, dee, ahh and sue je yang turun. yang lain nak rest dalam bilik *konon je tuu, sbnrnye nak gossip lagik kann.haha*

seronok jek main2 air..wpun tak pandai swimming. pura2 lah pandai kannn ;p ehhe. paling best bila me, dee and ahh main kat tempat kanak2. seronok gila menjerit kena simbah ngan baldi air kat situ ;p tanpa disedari sbnrnye faizal ada kat lobby. hahah * bleh nampak kot* dangg ah!

ohh lepas tu. paksa dee semua naik atas cepat, suruh siap cepat2, planning for a surprise partyyy~ tapi in the end tak berapa jadik

sebab dee ada dlm bilik. hoho. siap dee cakap mula2 tanak turun. but sebab kena paksa so terpaksa lah turun. kelakar sgt bila i hafta run bawak cupcakes, smbil junjung cupcakes atas kepala sebab kitorang turun bwh sama2. nasib baik masa tu tak terserempak ngan sapa2 *coughs*

and dialog dee, kenapa awak bawak kek faizal turun kat pool ni? kenapa nak kena amik gmbr ngan cake faizal, tadi kan dah amik gmbr.. bising kan budak kecil ini ;p

sampai2 je, tengok muka kak eja semua dah nak ketat dah ;p hehe. and lepas tu terus nyanyi lagu birthday, suruh tiup lilin, and amik2 gmbr sambil hugging2. memang tak partyy la kann. hehe.. lepas tu semua orang nak nak siap2 mekap2 for the big night :D

malam tu pulak, rupanya ada dinner dulu :) sweet kan, dapat dinner free ;p heheh. tapi makan pun mcm dah tak berapa selera, tak sabarr nak tunggu the big showw! yeeehaa..

made the grand entrance ke hard rock cafe dlm 9-ish.. masuk2 terus naik to the vip area. *ehe*

sampai2 je pose dulu ramai2, amik gmbr with the band members, wish good luck and kacau2 audi mok, and the super women.

:)

and then faizal came out, dari atas. so kitorang yg kat atas ni dah menjerit mcm orang gile, pastu orang bwh muka blurr je kenapa ktorang dok jerit2 ;p dah lah masa tu hrc gelap gelitaa.. surprise kann ;p so kami disuruh diam jangan memekik panggil nama faizal sebab nak wat surprisee! ;p

and then pommm! faizal berdiri kat atas kedai hard rock, when ppl expected him on stage. cool sangat. lagu adrenalin pembuka tirai *wpun ada salah lirik sket* :p and then lagik superhero, bencinta,cuba, sampai syurga, selamat malam, mahakarya cinta, batu dan golek, ladadidum, and when he sang hanyut, sumpah cair gile tergolek2 dengar suara uncle faizal. besttt sangat222!!! *nanges*

and then lagik, november rain, featuring salman tahir okayy~ gile ahh, masa ni memang unexpected sangat. and we were screaminggg like mad, calling for jack ;p hoho. kalah abang ok, jerit nama jack smp nak terputus anak tekak ;p *exaggerating* hehe

sedapp suara jack. feel die pun malam tu lain mcm habis lah! haha. mcm rockstarr sangat ;p

and then lagu penutup, semesta... and serious tachingg sangat masa nih. pegang tangan each other and sing along~ lagu favoriteeeee. menitik air mata dengar faizal first time nyanyi lagu ni secara live in front of us. you has brought us closer. thank u faizal

so he didnt sing karma, muzik from his new album, so tunggu di hrckl yee :D :D

lepas tu the crowd keep on calling his nameee.. and...faizal keluar sekali lagik.. and this time nyanyi lagu gemuruh, istana budaya style tauu! my feverettt!!! sumpah layan gile sampai lompat2, smp tag royale FT champ tu putus T__T danggg~

kesimpulannya, the show was amazing, sangattt22 best!! and paling best, sebab enjoyed it togther, ramai2 with the sisters <3>

lepas tu, siap banyak gilaa orang tak dikenali took our pictures, mintak kitorang pose.. and record kitorang layan lagu superhero ;p hoho

serious saya jerit smp rasa suara tak boleh nak keluar lagik dah, smpai sakit anak tekak ;p hehe. tapi sangat lah bestnyeeee~kira mcm worth every penny spent kalau beli tiket. hehe.pasti boss tak menyesal bagi tiket kat kitorang kann? :p

post performance, faizal naik atas with us laa. so masa ni lah adegan salam salam, amik2 gmbr, bagi2 hadiah.~cemomel sangat. ;p and saya telah berjaya buat faizal terkejut sbb saya melompat untuk duduk sebelah dia. ;p hoho. and masa ni lah i gave him the cuppies.

and as usual lah buat muka cemomel and cakap eh awak, bday saya lambat lagi tau

ceh. mcm la org tak tahu kan ;p anyways smpt la merepek ape ntah lagik kan masa tuh.

sekali faizal gave the cuppies tu jeff, and jeff terbalikkan kek ituu :(

terus menjerit super kuat marah jeff ;p haha. cuak jeff, dengan faizal pun sekali menjerit terkejut sbb saya histeria jap ;p mau tak histeria, punye la jaga cakes tu dengan kasih syg. jeff ni~~ haishh.

and lepas kacau semua orang, kacau lagik the band members semua. siap marah kenapa dorang baling poster kat atas tak lepas2. ;p hehe

baru la keluar, and kat luar tu pun banyak press suruh pose, sbb pakai baju S ramai2 kan ;p hoho. blasah la. siap nyanyi lagu semesta dorang record ;p

lepas tu, lepak2 kat lobby cuci mata *ehemmm* hehe. and then gosip2 makan cuppies together. so sweet lah. kenangan palinggg manis~~ vacation sama2, menikmati VIP treatment sama2, and terlalu banyak memories yang tak boleh nak cakap dengan kata2

i know u guys know how much it means~ :) saya sayang anda semua sampai syurga ya :)

ok penat dah nak type sbenanrya, jom tgk picturess. sbnrnye gmbr ni kene scroll paling bwah pastu baru leh naik ats ;p

our cuppiesss. cemomel kaler pinkyyy kan ;p hehe

sedapppp yummmyyy~~ :D :D

pun tak sanggup makan muka sendiri , akibatnya dengki makan muka org lain ;p

ini cuppies untuk mereka. sebelum jeff comotkann. grrr~~~ congrats FT, genervie, ritz, arthur, kelly, izham, audi, jack, jeff, doug, mamat, kak anim.. err and to the monkey bones semua, pasha, helmie, etc etc ;) u guys rockk!

oh and cemomel gak dorang, tak sampai ati nk makan muka sendiri, so tukar2 makan muka each other! ;p hihihi

ohh suke. me n mrs ft :) santekk kan :)

muke cememeh saya. haha. akibat terlalu byk melompat dan buat aksi heavy metal ;p haha. percaya x? ;p

FT dah naik atas to us. cecey ;p

muahhh to my semesta :D

jack n FT on stage = habis suara jerit2 . haha

when salman tahir bergabung meletuppp~~~ feel gila muka dia. hoho.

ini stage. :)

our superherooo~

ngan my mommy genervie, yang sangatt stunning!!! hot gilee! urghh ;p and thanks mommy, u tried so hard nak baling posters kat atas kan, tapi asek tak lepas ajee. heh. lepas ni ada date steamboat kann? :P

with arthur.. oh sangat tiutt ;D

with abg ritz and wife, kak yong yang rock onnn!! :D

free dinner at hard rock hotel :D dapat free cd lak tu kannn ;p

muka dah amik auraa.. ;p

dah tukar outfit yeee :D

sangat suka picture iniii :)

the birthday girlsss :)

birthday surprise kengkononnya ;p

aksi lompatan. ada aksi lebih menarik, tapi tanak upload ;p

oh pose bebas ini ;p

faizal's semesta. wahh ayat diva kann ;p hehe. sayang sampai syurgaaa ;)

faizal with the adrenalin burger and drink :)

the press conference ;D

inilah sesi practice red carpet. mengada kan budak tu nak lambai2 ;p

with the big boss of faizal, ahmad izham omar. thank youuu for the royale FT champs :D :D

camwhoring ngan efieee :D hehe. lawa kann toilet hard rock ;p

we were hereee baybeee~ :D

on arrival to hard rock hotel. siapa tu yang duduk mcm nak pengsan je muka tuh. masa ni tak dengar lagi faizal nyanyi. pas dgr terus segar mata. oiiyaii ;p

dalam kereta. nak sampai penang dah rasanya masa ni ;p

pasukan kami. hebat kan? taphooo sangat ;D

ini muka muka kami di r&r sg perak. sesi gossip, freshened up sebelum smbung journey :) mcm satu family yang besar dan happy kan? :)

p/s: saya curi gmbr dr kamera efie, susue, kakput, n me myself ;p sorry lah, i tak bli dslr lagi. ngah menabung kat kwsp ni ;p hehe