I AM MISSING SOMEONE, SO BAD THAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING..I SERIOUSLY DONT KNW WHERE THIS FEELING COME FROM..SIGH..I WISH THINGS ARE LESS COMPLICATED SO THAT I CAN PROPERLY MISS SOMEOEN WITHOUT ANY GUILT.. OKAY STOP GUESSING COS I WONT GIVE ANY HINT. ..SUFFICE TO SAY THAT MY FEELING MADE ME FEEL GUILTY AS EVER.. AND IM SCARED OF THIS FEELING..BUT STILL MR SO FAR AWAY, I MISS YOU. LIKE PROPERLY MISSING YOU AND ALL I WANTED TO DO IS SEE YOU IN FLESH. I SHOULD PERFORM A SOLAT ISTIKHARAH I KNOW..COZ THIS IS SO WRONG...REGARDLESS OF THAT, I MISS YOU IN A BAD BAD WAY.