twisty me.

feels like i wanna write sooo many things

but somehow my ability to form sentences is restricted. limited

maybe it's my defense mechanism of trying to protect myself.

from what? that one, i'm not so sure of.

but one fact is that, when you think that you've moved forward.

the next thing you know, you were dragged back to the past

the past may not always about the ugly memories. even the sweet ones.

i was browsing through the old memories

of the memories since i was 5 0r 6

then during my primary days.

then my high school years. gosh, those were the sweetest memories ever!

i am sure that those days. i am pure innocent!

oh how i missed the days so baddddd.

those days, all i worry about is either :

a) my pocket money is enough to buy few jajans after school or not

b) my result; cukup excellent ke tidak? (hahaha)

c) petang ni nak tengok cerita kartun ape.

and mase high school days, i am so sure that my mind revolved around this thing :

a) weekend ni, nak suroh kakak mane datang school bawak foods and all those stuffs? =_=

b) bile pakcik dobi nak hantar balik all my bedsheets, comforters etc?

c) bila laa washing room ni nak kosong? pail dah penuh ngan baju sekolah busuk. teheee

d) mintak2 tak bangun lambat esok pagi sbb tak nak berebut ngan senior (aka kene pandang slack :P)

e) instead of going to school, can i pretend to be sick and join the visit to hkl instead? (oh, my feveret! )

f) prep malam ni kat sick bay je laaa. (ehem. kate PBSM kan? :D)

seeee.. how simple life was at that moment

and now.

things get complicated each and every day, well maybe it is supposed to get this way

sesuai dengan peningkatan usia mungkin? :p

and i am not that innocent anymore perhaps? heee. like now, i senang nak marah.

dont know why but senang sgt nak trigger diri sendiri marah.... huuuu T__T

and. i curse u know if i get really pissed off. hishhhh

(maybe i should check my thyroid function no?)

but alhamdulillah, despite it all.

i am able to get things organized, or for that matter i can still rationalize of what's wrong or right. :)

so that's a good thing right?

oh. and my motivation just kicks iN!

yeahhh. thank you my inner selfff!! :D

despite of all those messy things that always menyebuk dlm otak nii

but u still managed to get motivateddd! weehooo

(thanking myself for flipping back all my record book dari sekolah2 dulu, and tengok balik all those story books/novels abah gave me sejak kecil. terharuuu!)

so pleaseeee.

dont go and try to complicate my life right now

that's the last thing i ever need. okay? :D

tengsss! :)

ps : if we fall in love, then maybe. just maybe, that is the answer to my prayer. but i doubt that would happen though :)

nothing

my heart.. it aches.

title : it's called a breakup because it's broken

to those who are heart broken. untuk mereka yang ditinggalkan. ( yang meninggalkan pun boleh baca jugak, as u please)

heartbreaks are sure painful, it could be the most painful experience one could face.

but maybe less than watching someone u love passed away.

but still, the pain is huge. in a bad bad way.

it could make you suffer so much

it takes up all your energy, hindering u to be a zombie and whatnots

u wish that you could just lay still on the bed, pretended that it did not happened

that things are just fine, that you wish you still have that one person that you loved.

sometimes we think that we did not have the strength to go on

that sometimes we often felt that the world has ended. collapsed. broken to pieces

that life has no meaning without that person.

'being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. on the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts.' [quoted from the book]

well here's something for all of us.

maybe it could help. maybe it's just words

but nonetheless, i find it amazingly true. but then everything is easier said than done, right?

#1 . put down the phone.you seriously have to put down the phone, before u regretted the moment you said silly things to your ex-file. no, really. don't make that call. because why? because you're a great girl, you're someone great, and you dont have to look for that 2nd chance with someone who has proven himself unworthy of your greatness. (your greatness ok, not HIS greatness)

#2. you're gonna get through this! as shitty as u may feel right now, let us just believe that there's a silver lining behind each grey cloud. it sounds cliche, and yeah, those are just comforting words, but hey! comforting words are very helpful to get us through this., did i say us? hell yeah, us as it is :D

#3. often we heard the speech of : "it's not you, it's me speech"

belive me, those words are none better that i dont like you anymore. it's just the polite way of breaking off things. they said it to make us believe that despite it all, they are a bunch of gentle and humble man. NOTTT! pfft. (sape suroh rasa inferior complex sangat. not my loss. urgh)

#4. you are allowed to cry. to feel the pain. eventhough it hurts, with time the pain will eventually subside. and when it all eased up, you are allowed to feel proud, for not giving up on the 1st instance. believe me on this. ( but the pain sucks. big time.) but don't let the pain of a hearbreak made your life fall. your life is too precious to let this one fellow to break everything that you have

#5. when you and your ex-file get into the relationship, you were the 2 brand-new sports cars driving side by side. you were sleek, desirable, sexy and confident, and the ride was exhilarating. after a while, you zigged, and then he zagged, you weren't driving the same speed anymore, one of you was always trying to catch up, and eventually you crashed, and totaled the cars. when the insurance paid out, one of you decided to buy a new car instead of fixing the totaled one. [one of you believe that the relationship is no longer worth fixing, and who wants a relationship that despite attempted repairs, always stalls when you try to shift gears?? definitely not you, and not me either!]

#6. it's hard to not rack your brain, searching for reasons why the two of you couldnt make it work, but sometimes the only real answer is the simplest one ; people come together and move apart. a lot of the pain that you (or we) experienced now is fear of the things being different, fear of never finding that someone, fear of being alone and a whole lot of other fears. so for now, lets take a deep breath, and realize that this will hurt for a while. only for a while, as there is no quick remedy of a tremendous fall, as much as you tried to fake it

#7. there are NO new messages! so you can stop checking, looking and worrying sick that maybe, just maybe, that your phone is not working. or there is no network. he didnt text you. did not call you. so we might as well take it all in, and stop every urges to text. even if all you wanted to do is saying hi. that's a big NO! because he made it clear that he didn't want to hear from you, even if you think he does, well you're probably wrong! if he wanted to talk to you, to check on you, to reconcile with you, he would. if he had the courage to break it off, he also has the ability to use the phone and dial your number. all the broken fingers in the world won't keep someone who's truly determined from calling, so any excuse you can think of is just an excuse!

( gee, then you must have broken all your bones too!. boooo)

#8. he just broke up with you, so he's not that great of a person, if you come to think of it. or you broke off with him, so he can't be that great or else you would still be together. so if you often have that 2nd thought whether you just blow it off big time with the person of your dream, do a reality check, that it's done. and what-ifs thinking are not valid.

#9. get rid of his stuffs or the things that reminded you of him.

#10. love yourself first. pamper yourself with all the pricey thingy that you have been eyeing for quite some time already. why not? for this instance, you need it. love yourself to the max, care for your life, and the group of people in it. spend time with them. with friends. families. because the next relationship you're in, might be the one that lasts forever, (and when it comes, you wont have time to be doing all the things on your own anymore) so might as well, enjoy this moment.. and chill!! :)

ps : those are the summaries or main points that i've learnt from that book. so if you wanna read some more, please buy it ok?? it will be good for you :)

pps : screw youuu! i may forgive, but definitely will never forget of what you did. or what you didn't do. or apa-apa je la.

ppps : and remember, it is called a BREAKUP, because it definitely is BROKEN!

vaceyyy

helloooo people!!

how was your day?

i've landed in Malaysia yesterday, cewahhh. (bajet mcm pergi oversea la sgt kan, just pergi over-the-sea je pun :P)

langkawi was great! super great, because obviously i went there with my person(s)

arrived there maghrib, and then daddy's friend picked us up.

and we also rented 2 vans for our transport there.

and then this friend of daddy's belanja us for dinner :)

baik hati. memang mcm tahu2 je perut memang tengah lapar

then went to our hotel

awana porto malai langkawi

cantikness (sorry sekarang syndrome nak tambah -ness kat sume words. hehe)

the view was great. memang kat tepi laut.

so malam2 tuh, bile mommy n daddy were asleep.

i went outside (kat balcony je) and layan angin sepoi2 bahasa (layan touching sebenarnye. haha)

yang bestnya because all of our rooms mcm dekat2 je,

and bile u went outside to the balcony

boleh nampak diorang

so ended up my sisters saw me.

and they called me, bising2 kenapa termenung

and terus dorang ajak lepak kat lua

heee :D (tapi serious tak tipu, i tak termenung pun. wtf. apatah lagi nak layan touching :P)

so ended up i spent the night outside with my 5th & 6th sister with their hubby of course. (kalau tak sape pulak yg nk bawak van tuh)

we lepak2 area pantai cenang, seronok...!!

hehe

(ps: i love u sisters, and i hope kita akan close mcm ni sampai kita semua tua, tulang reput, pakai gigi palsu n rambut palsu. but please, dont read my blog. hehe)

to cut it short, the vacey memang satu aktiviti yang efektif

untuk merapatkan silaturrahim and..... menipiskan wallet/purse/sling bag/ shoulder bag.

goodness!

haha. biasa lah all of my sisters mcm tak ingat suami/ anak2/ makan/minum/ adik bongsu yg tak kawen lagi ni - penat okey tunggu dorang shopping

kejap nak beli sudu. kejap nak beli cawan. kejap nak beli penyepit. hahah.demmit

and i had a moment of shopping spree. bought dark chocolates byk gileee!! (hope muka tak jadi hitam la pas makan coklat camtu :P hihi)

tengok2 mcm sikit je coklat that i amik, sekali bley pulak terkejut kat cashier. hehe

:P

and the best part of langkawi was the FOOD!!

sedap gila makan laksa kat tepi airport. perghhh *drools*

and the last night tu had dinner kat WONDERLAND!

seriously if u guys went there, i seriously recommend this restaurant

(err, tapi chinese owner die, but halal tahu)

sedap gileeeee!!! and the service mcm superb!

the owner (ye ke?) was all friendly, and suggested so many dishes.

mase tu majority of the kids mcm mata garfield dah, but then after makan tu, sume jadi hyperactive balik..demm :P

mcm fahim ckp

before dinner : fahim da tinggal 1 nyawa je ni.

after dinner : okay, nyawa fahim da full

demm. inilah akibatnya apabila budak2 ni main game je 24/7. haha

okay. malas nak tulis.

but i had fun. and seronok sgt bila spent time with family

betul lah org cakap. home is where the heart is. or in this case, langkawi lah kot :P

(u know what i mean)

and we're thinking of doing this vacey thingy as our annual punye program

so maybe we'll go on cruise yeah? like dlm cerita pisau cukur, and met a guy so hot like aaron aziz perhaps on board? :D yeay me! haha

enjoy the pictures. malas nak type.

nanite people!

my cool family :)

okay people, my siblings!! (nota kaki : 3 missing in the picture)

the view.. nice kan?

lepak2 at swimming pool.

those that i love. (2 missing in picture)

tata for now

to those of you who wondered whether i am doing fine or not

(eceh perasan mcm ramai sgt nak caringkan aku.pffft. haha. )

i'm doing fine, i guess

i am fine.

i'm breathing, still sleeping, no multiple awakenings in the middle of the night or whatsoever

i'm eating well. still wanting to do the things i like

cuma malas belajar. so i guess, i am fine right?

my friends are so kind, they have been really encouraging to me

that at times rase mcm sebak sebab dpt kawan2 mcm ni

like, how did i get sooo lucky in having my ownnn group of people who actually loves me?

phew.

thank u friends, i really love u guys. :*

and ooohhh

remembered i complained a lot about my camera yang sudah dysfunctional?

well, guess what?

my sister n her hubby bought me a new cammie!!!

sangat terharuuuuu :)

see, how much support i get in the family?

i shouldnt even be complaining about anything else kan?

i'm so full of love, that if i die now

i would die of pure happiness and contentment.

hehe

neways

i'll be going to a cuti cuti malaysia trip in a few hours from now :)

so yes, i'm gonna leave all the negativity

and bring back a new me!

:)

take care people

i'll update more

on my trip

plus a book i'm reading currently.

it sure helps :D (ps: thanks ate')

ps: i just wish you arent this coward, but yeah, u sank below my expectation. gee, what a shame.

when he's just not that into you

this is boring, i promise.

P = pain

i never thought that it would be painful.

well at least not this painful

but it is.

i'm feeling it once again

only now, its worse.

kuatkan hati

makan painkiller banyak2 pun tak guna. :/

i'll be missing you

there goes my 2nd entry for today

eiiyy

orang kene study pasal esok ada pre test assessment

sigh sigh

my 3rd sister will be moving to dubai

end of this year

so meaning i have 2 months left?

before we bid farewell.

she will take leave. cuti tanpa gaji

and her kids will be schooling in dubai, i guess

saye sangaaaaaaattttt sedih ok. sedih gile

i even cried. cried n cried some more :/

i know its for their best and all, sebab they all wanted to be near their ayah kan

and my sister mestilah nak duduk ngan hubby die

but still..

i feel like a great loss already.

sigh.

will be missing my sister soooo much :/

sangatttt,

and of course, the kids.

especially my aleesya :/

demmm.

sedih gilaaa.

she's my lil darling u know. dia sangat manja

and sangat cute. and i love her. so so much

and i'm gonna miss her sooo soooo sooooooooo damnnn much!

i love u lil princess.

and i'll be missing u day & night while u're away :/

aleesya, when she was 2 or 3 years old.

my hearthrob of all times. sigh. sigh

i'm sure i'll cry everytime i miss u young lady. and i'm sure all of your cousins will miss u too.

ps: i wish i can freeze the time. i dont wanna send them off to klia. :(

it makes me, me.

i am this girl yang ditakdirkan to be a person yang setia

yeah, this is no joke man.

i am a loyal person.

be it among family members, friends or the one person you called your love

i am the loyal person.

ada my friend yang cakap, its okay being single

u can like flirt with sooo manyyy people without rasa bersalah

but hell no.

i cant function like that u know.

somehow i just dont know how to layan many people at the same time

i mean of a different gender la. like when u are texting with Person A

then in the middle of it, Person B texted u too

then i would rasa mcm pfffttt~

hahaha.

like how do u care for both/or even more than one person at a given time?

how how?

cause i sucked at doing that

macam...

u have to divide yourself into two. split it.

but if i split it up pun, one can never get the equal share.

mesti ada salah seorang yang end up dapat terlebih. and terkurang obviously.

so no

i guess it's never my game

walaupun i know it'll be risky

coz if it doesnt go well with that one person i am with at that given moment

i am soooooooo in trouble. sebab i takde backup plan. teheeee

but i guess thats the way things will have to work

at least with me.

let it be, if i'll suffer from another tremendous heartbreak

(err, i hope not lah.hehe.not that i'm with anyone at the moment though. err.ok stop. fuh.)

so...

if u happened to be that person whom i care about at that moment.

if u happened to be the person who'll receive my text suruh makan ubat when u fall sick

or if i even bought the medicine and give it to your face.

chances are..

you'll be the only person

pada masa itu

yang aku kisahkan.

tahu?

so yeah.

screw me. sebab tak pandai buat backup plan

but i honestly think that

if u layan ramai2 semua sekaligus

and then u texted all of em

take care segala

i dont think u mean it with your heart.

betul tak? (gee, this is only my personal opinion. no offense kay? :p)

i'm a bummer u see.

cause i was born this way

i cant really pushed it to in any other way no matter how hard i tried.

so yes, saya harap

life will not be cruel on me.:)

insyaAllah.

(err.cuak.haha.)

entry ini pasal tudung. bosan oh

okay, entry hari ini, i would like to babble a bit about something yang 0h-so-bosan-

hahahaha

kalau tak suke, sila stop sekarang.

sebab this is purely about tudung/headscarf.

lately i often wear the indonesian style tudung. also known as tudung ekin. haha

but i called em tudung ariani. haha.

mula2 dulu mcm tak minat sangat pun, because i think mcm makcik2 style. hihi

sampai skarang pun still ada rasa mcm makcik sikit lah

but what the heck, i memang makcik pun ( anak buah dah berlambak ok) hehe

it initially started masa kenduri cukur jambul the twins.

masa tu, i borrowed from my sister, who is apparently very fond of ariani's

sangat byk collection dia. and masa pakai tu, rasa mcm not bad.

but still, takde la mcm minat mana pun kan. hehe

my first attempt pakai tudung ariani. teheee :D

then, bodek2 my sister suro hadiahkan sehelai tudung ariani. saje jek kan :p

so dapatlah sehelai, tapi mcm malu lah nak pakai pergi class segala. hehe

serious. so simpan je buat pekasam. just pakai kalau macam malas sgt nak iron tudung

then slowly, my other sisters mula berminat nak pakai ariani.

(ni semua salah kaksu. huh.)

then ikut kaksu pergi kedai ariani, takde niat sgt nak beli pun

niat mula-mula nak temankan aje, plus cuba2 test.

hehe.

skali terbeli la pulak kannn :D

heeee

since then semakin byk membeli

(tapi takde la byk sangat.hehe. ayat sedapkan hati sendiri)

i admit, the price is a bit costly for a piece of plain tudung. pffftt

but honestly, i kinda dont mind

sebab it fits nicely, compared to other tudungs.

okay maybe i didnt try byk sangat tudung jenis ni

but u can definitely feel the difference.

serious tak tipu

bila pakai tudung lain tu, ade something wrong with the awning yang rasa mcm tak kena je dengan muka. maybe its just my psycho mind telling me things. hehe

like for today, i wore a tudung indonesia ni pergi class. hehe. but it wasnt ariani punye product. so rasa mcm tak best sebab it made my face look bulattt. teheeee :p

neway, i kinda like ariani now. despite the price and all.

but hey, u can always buy it during promotion kan?

like, mase nak raya hari tu, dorang punye discount up to 60% ok. hehe

inilah namanya berbaloi-baloi

and oh, if u ade member card, ade lah dpt 10% off. hehe

i personally suka sekarang sebab now i sangatttt MALAS ok!

like kalau boleh nak pakai baju semua tak yah gosok. white coat pun kalau boleh takmau gosok. hehe

so bile nk pergi class tu, mule la, nak pakai tudung sarung jee. senang kan?

convenient to wear when i work next year as a houseman. weehoo

but the only thing, bila pakai tudung ni, kinda hard to selitkan stetoscope kat telinga.

wtf.

maybe i should give a suggestion to ariani people untuk do something about it, can aaa?

haha

i dont knw why i am wrting about tudung above all other stuffs.

haha

this is what happened when i am in a stressful condition.

serious. i wanna talk, but i dont know how.

hehe

so here.

bace lah pasal ariani ni.

sumpah ariani tak bayar pape untuk this entry. hehe

see, i dah berani sikit pakai ariani pergi OneUtama. haha T_T

tengok, my sisters pun semua pakai tudung jenis ini. me n kaksu wearing ariani. yang berdua kat tengah tu pakai tudung ar-rahman. eh salah. ar-rahmah :p hehe. but tak sesuai sangat with me because awning die besar and keras gile. tak suke. heh

wearing my favvy black ariani with mummy wearing hers :D

ok inilah gambar saya pakai tudung mint. muka nampak bulat kan? pfft. sembab semacam :p hehe

or maybe my face memang besar kot sebenarnye. teheee

and oh, my 6th sister finally sudah pakai tudung for good. see, sekarang orang nak blaja pakai tudung pun takya susah2 nak blaja lipat tudung segala, u can just like sarung the tudung.

and tadaaaaa- u are ready to go! :D

ps: oh siapa nak g ariani, sila ajak saya. hahaha

pps: but i heard, tudung de zahra pun ok jugak .hehe.

thanks, you :)

well.

i'm in the middle of doing my due report and seminar.

but hell. this is important, so please bear with me.

anyhoo, takdelah important as in important important which is life threatening

teheee.

but today i received an email, an unexpected email

which is nice.

infact it made my day.

thank youuu sangat sangat sangat :>

i was sooo touched after reading your mail

u made my day.

u really knows me that well, kan?

like hari ni, when u just knew that i needed something to push me up

so yes.

this is as a token of appreciation from me to you.

thank you for all your kind words

thank you for believing in me, even when i clearly dont believe myself

thank you for all your endless prayers

you're the only one so far yang bernazar puasa for me when i graduated as a doctor one day insyaallah.

;)

thank you. those words are just what i needed to put off my cranky mood for a while. or maybe to put off my cranky mood forever. may Allah bless you always. terima kasih sangattt sangaaaattt dan saangaaaaaatttt. i wish u could see how this means a lot to me. :)

p/s :this is just one good reason why i couldnt pushed you away.

writer's block. but i'm not a writer.

watched my sister's keeper

bestttt. and touching la of course

but as always, kalau bace the novel lagi beshh n layan la kan :D

nway, taylor si boyfren yang ade acute myelocytic leukemia itu sangat kacak

despite the fact that he has leukemia

and auwww they fall in love during his chemo session

and mcm sweet, dont u think?

like both of them fall in love, wpun rambut sudah tiada due to the effects of cytotoxic agents.

ini barulah orang panggil, cinta sejati tak mengira rupa atau rambut. tehee (ok i am babbling, stop please fuh)

tak tahu nak tulis apa.

but still wanna write

thanks for reading though :p

ps : i'm getting tired. of waiting, whatever that means.

cranky

i am in no mood. to study.

to do write-up. to do seminar.

tiada mood.

penat. cranky.

so this is wat i do instead :P

Name: si polan

Sisters: i got 6 of em. and i love em sangat sangat sangat.

Brothers: tiada yang kandung. walaupun nak sgt yang kandung :( but hey, i've got 6 BIL. haha. logic la kan? :P

Shoe size: hehe. takmo cakap kat sini, boleh? unless if u wish to personally buy me a pressie, please send me a private text :D

Height: 160 cm. kadang2 boleh jadi 161.5 cm. kalau ralat berlaku. kalau pakai stilletos. boleh jadi lebih tinggi. yeah

Where do you live: sekarang? di selangor

Have you ever been on a plane: yup. last time mase pergi sabah in april. will be going on plane lagi in few weeks time. oh yes, i need time to chill. kenapa rasa mcm depress sgt ni? :(

Swam in the ocean: not fond of water. hehe.

Fallen asleep at school: of course pernah, siap penah letak minyak cap kapak kat kening sebab try tanak tido; last2 skali tido gak :P

Broken someone’s heart: erm?

Fell off your chair: penah kot. mase dulu2 kan, kat skola org suke main tarik2 kerusi tu kan. kelepop jatuh suda!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes. pathetic tak? :(

Saved e-mails: mestilah. especially if it means something kan?

What is your room like: just like me. messy

What’s right beside you: bolsters. and handphones. and yes, they are not ringing. wtf

What is the last thing you ate: fried rice home made punye. hehe

Chicken pox: the last time mase form 4. hehe

Sore throat: erm tak ingatlah. but ade lah selalu jugak.

Stitches: belum ada. hehe

Broken nose: hoho, nastyyy. takmmooo

Do you believe in love at first sight: maybe yes they exist. tapi personally, tak tahu lah. heh

Like picnics: suke lahhh! ;D

Who was/were…The last person you danced with: mana ade dance2 nii uuu.

Last made you smile: my adorable twin nephews.

You last yelled at: someone. sorry

Today did you…

Talked to someone you like: my sisters.

Kissed anyone: yes yes

Get sick: i'm depressed. that's sick right?

Talk to an ex: ex? axe?

Miss someone: i guess so. benci kan?

Who do you really hate: sedaya upaya cuba taknak benci sape2 sebab the thing works like karma. tapi apakan daya, i'm only human, haish

Do you like your hand-writing: dulu masa sekolah mcm cantik skit. sekarang mcm dah super duper hodoh. kenape?? :P

Are your toe nails painted: mane ade. cane nak amik wudhu? hehe

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: teringin jugak to sleep in those high end punye hotel suites. best kan? okay, save it for the best occasion :D (haha. mode gatal.)

What color shirt are you wearing now: blueish

Are you a friendly person: it depends really.

Do you have any pets: nope. i am never fond of animals

Do you sleep with the TV on: tak lah.

What are you doing right now: thinking. feeling. writing.

Can you handle the truth: invariably yes. even if its hard to face. huhu

Are you closer to your mother or father: mom

Do you eat healthy: entah

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: demm. check lah sendiri kalau nak tahu. huh

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: someone whom i'm comfortable with. but now dia tiada? :(

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: both. mungkin i can diagnose myself with bipolar disorder then? hrmmm

Are you confident: depends lah. haha. but usually during exams, asal examiner gertak sikit je, i tend to fumble. a lot ok? haha

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

-i was in seri puteri. had a greatt tyme thereee!! :D (ok dulu rasa cm tak best, asek homesick je) hee

-budak selebet. ok sekarang pun selebet lagi. hehe.

-good in japanese dulu. demm., rindu nak ckp jepun ok

-tengah sebuk hafal nama2 seniors, kot?haha. rindunyeee :P

-sebuk cari reasons every weekend sbb nak balik overnight. hehe

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- bawak satu pemili pergi haji n umrah.

-beli rumah besar2, supaya senang adik beradik nak lepak2. hehe

- beli keta besar sbb senang anak ramai2 nak lompat2 dlm keta. or patut beli bas je? :p

-shooooppppingggggg

-menabung untuk hari tua. hehe

5 of my bad habits:
-i procrastinate a lot now :(

-sgt pemalas

-sangat cepat rasa nak marah ( maybe i should do a thyroid fx test no? )\

-emotional.hahaha

-erm..boros?? hehe

5 places I’ve lived/living:
- pahang
- jalan kolam ayer
- cyberjaya
- UM
-shah alam/ selayang

ps : tanak tag sape2, sape nak buat boleh buat. sape tanak buat kene buat jugak. heh

pps : sumpah ade mood swings. kenapee?? this is all YOUR fault ok. YOURS alone. huh. (hee, tgk tu nak salahkan org pulak dah :P)