raya experience.

alhamdulillah syawal has come.
a definitely rare syawal this year. yg pertama sebab kerja di kuala terengganu. staying 400 kms away frm family. so boleh bayangkan la utk anak bongsu cm ni, dok jauh rasa dia mcmana. but i have my husband. penawar rasa rindu family yg laen. hehe. and of course syawal pertama bergelar isteri. i have never thot that i wud be a wife by this syawal. tp perancangan Allah kan maha hebat. Alhamdulillah.

balik ke kg dgn rasa excited yang amatttt. hehe. siap cuti sebab nak kemas rumah kat kuala tganu kemas beg kemas baju. wpun husband kerja smp kol 3. hehe. kitorang gerak pulang arnd 430 kot. trafic was a bit messy masa nak keluar from kuala tganu. sepjg perjalanan i didnt sleep at all. cant believe it! hahah. memang tak tidur. dok cerita2 dgn husband. sambil nyanyi2. pastu pulak buka dalam kereta saja. minum twister n makan wafer loackers. sbb kita ikot jalan jabor. hehe. bila dah smpai r&r gambang baru solat n makan properly. best sebab 1st time rasa mcm balik kg yg jauh. haha. and ktorg tak dgr radio. dok dgr mp3 dlm iphone syg. so share sorg satu pakai earphone. hahaha. arrived safely at bentong arnd 11pm. :)

1st syawal. malam sebelum raya tu mmg sibuk memasak. i cooked mee kari utk family this year sbb takut husband x de makanan. hehe. cz ktorg x buat ketupat. cuma rebus nasi impit je. n of course lemang n rendang. hehe. woke up early pagi raya tu. terus pergi dapur siap2 kan makanan. kejut suami. gosok baju suami. gosh i feel so grown up sometimes. ahaha. went to smyg raya and feel so touched. byk sgt nikmat Allah dah beri. subhanallah. thank u Allah.
balik smyg sesi amik gambar mcm biasa bdgn family. and 1st time ever. mintak ampun maaf dgn suami..:')

kita raya di temerloh. and my cuzzies i yg terkejut tgk saya sedikit different. siap tlg ukur labuh tudung saya lagi. haha. and rasa weird tgk saya pakai socks and handsock. haha. but tak kesah la. alhamdulillah i feel proud to be syariah compliant. :)

after that petang kita gerak ke klang.. tp kitorang singgah dating dlu tgk movie. eheheh. dah lamaaaaa sangat x watch a movie together. tgk percy jackson. pilih couple seat of courseee. hehe. dah halal dah nak dok couple seat dok pegang tangan sepjg masa pun. hahaha. i love i love :p

smpai rumah mak arnd 10pm.budak2 tgh galak dok main mercun n bunga api. memang bunyi diaaaa ya rabbi... haha. bergegar kepala rasanya. syg pun dok gile main mercun. risau isteri dia tengok. hahaha. 2nd syawal. pusing2 raya rumah sedara mara.. sgt ramai. smpai skrg pun x abes round lg.
mmg smpai mlm baru balik rumah. fuhh

among the things i learnt.. kat sini mmg pentingkan berkunjung ke rumah sedara mara lg. alhamdulillah. and tepat wktu utk solat. kalau time smpai rumah sape2 tu azan. mmg akan trus solat there and then. bagus kan. and i melted beberapa kali bila tengok syg layan anak buah yg umur 1 year.. memang melt betul. tgk dia layan naik buai la. minum susu la. timang2 la. i could almost picture him being a daddy to our children. inshaAllah. semoga Allah makbulkannnn. ameen. :')

i still love it when kita keluar ramai2 satu family and he hold my hand. bila pergi shopping barang dapur satu family. he wud still hold my hand. i love it when i can hold his hand no matter when. love it when i can hug him everyday without fail. he is truly my nyawa. sungguh cinta lelaki itu. kerna Allah. inshaAllah

enjoy the pictures. ;)

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bismillah.. we are now already at the end of ramadhan.. subhanallah cpt sgt masa berlalu..

now im postcall sebenarnya. tired but cant sleep so i decided to blog sedikit.
i was hoping that i cud fast the whole of the month.. meaning that i missed my menses. meaning that i actually am pregnant.

but nahhh. not yet. Allah said. belum sampai masanya i guess. although i was feeling tired and kadang2 dyspneic after house chores.. i was deluded thinking maybe i am pregnant :p hehe. i guess i was hoping too much. kot. so when the 'time' comes.. i was doing caesarean section *operation utk deliver baby* and i was feeling slight cramping of abdomen.. n bila post op tengok2.... almost cry hehehe

that was how i really hope i was pregnant. walaupun we are only almost 4 months being married. i cant help but to feel this every time of the month. and i know rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yang sgt tepat dan bersesuaian.. but being surrounded by pregnant moms and babies everyday. allah knows how my heart flutters each time i saw a newborn being held by the new moms. i almost wanted to push her and held the baby. hehe. crazy. hehe


but inshaAllah we will keep on trying and trying. akan ada rezeki kami satu hari nanti. satu hari nanti pasti. inshaAllah.

by the way harini ada talk by ustzah hawa from jabatan agama islam tganu pasal bfeeding dr sudut islam.. and she taught us.. masa awal2 preconception.. byk2 baca al quran.. surah yassin n kahfi masa awal kandungan.. kemudian bila dah besar sikit bole baca surah yusuf, taha, nur, luqman n maryam. kalau lagi bagus boleh khatam 3 kali al quran spjg mengandung. subhanallah

and so this ramadhan siapa2 terbaca ni. tolong doakan saya diberi rezeki zuriat. semoga doa kalian termakbul. ameen :')

i never thot that the last ramadhan was my last as a single lady. tgk balik gamba ramadhan last year, senyum sorang2 tgk gamba saya n suami. how time flies. how beautiful destiny is.

till then..

:)

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