bismillah.. we are now already at the end of ramadhan.. subhanallah cpt sgt masa berlalu..
now im postcall sebenarnya. tired but cant sleep so i decided to blog sedikit.
i was hoping that i cud fast the whole of the month.. meaning that i missed my menses. meaning that i actually am pregnant.
but nahhh. not yet. Allah said. belum sampai masanya i guess. although i was feeling tired and kadang2 dyspneic after house chores.. i was deluded thinking maybe i am pregnant :p hehe. i guess i was hoping too much. kot. so when the 'time' comes.. i was doing caesarean section *operation utk deliver baby* and i was feeling slight cramping of abdomen.. n bila post op tengok2.... almost cry hehehe
that was how i really hope i was pregnant. walaupun we are only almost 4 months being married. i cant help but to feel this every time of the month. and i know rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yang sgt tepat dan bersesuaian.. but being surrounded by pregnant moms and babies everyday. allah knows how my heart flutters each time i saw a newborn being held by the new moms. i almost wanted to push her and held the baby. hehe. crazy. hehe
but inshaAllah we will keep on trying and trying. akan ada rezeki kami satu hari nanti. satu hari nanti pasti. inshaAllah.
by the way harini ada talk by ustzah hawa from jabatan agama islam tganu pasal bfeeding dr sudut islam.. and she taught us.. masa awal2 preconception.. byk2 baca al quran.. surah yassin n kahfi masa awal kandungan.. kemudian bila dah besar sikit bole baca surah yusuf, taha, nur, luqman n maryam. kalau lagi bagus boleh khatam 3 kali al quran spjg mengandung. subhanallah
and so this ramadhan siapa2 terbaca ni. tolong doakan saya diberi rezeki zuriat. semoga doa kalian termakbul. ameen :')
i never thot that the last ramadhan was my last as a single lady. tgk balik gamba ramadhan last year, senyum sorang2 tgk gamba saya n suami. how time flies. how beautiful destiny is.
till then..
:)
now im postcall sebenarnya. tired but cant sleep so i decided to blog sedikit.
i was hoping that i cud fast the whole of the month.. meaning that i missed my menses. meaning that i actually am pregnant.
but nahhh. not yet. Allah said. belum sampai masanya i guess. although i was feeling tired and kadang2 dyspneic after house chores.. i was deluded thinking maybe i am pregnant :p hehe. i guess i was hoping too much. kot. so when the 'time' comes.. i was doing caesarean section *operation utk deliver baby* and i was feeling slight cramping of abdomen.. n bila post op tengok2.... almost cry hehehe
that was how i really hope i was pregnant. walaupun we are only almost 4 months being married. i cant help but to feel this every time of the month. and i know rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yang sgt tepat dan bersesuaian.. but being surrounded by pregnant moms and babies everyday. allah knows how my heart flutters each time i saw a newborn being held by the new moms. i almost wanted to push her and held the baby. hehe. crazy. hehe
but inshaAllah we will keep on trying and trying. akan ada rezeki kami satu hari nanti. satu hari nanti pasti. inshaAllah.
by the way harini ada talk by ustzah hawa from jabatan agama islam tganu pasal bfeeding dr sudut islam.. and she taught us.. masa awal2 preconception.. byk2 baca al quran.. surah yassin n kahfi masa awal kandungan.. kemudian bila dah besar sikit bole baca surah yusuf, taha, nur, luqman n maryam. kalau lagi bagus boleh khatam 3 kali al quran spjg mengandung. subhanallah
and so this ramadhan siapa2 terbaca ni. tolong doakan saya diberi rezeki zuriat. semoga doa kalian termakbul. ameen :')
i never thot that the last ramadhan was my last as a single lady. tgk balik gamba ramadhan last year, senyum sorang2 tgk gamba saya n suami. how time flies. how beautiful destiny is.
till then..
:)
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