Bismilllahirrahmnirrahim
in the name of Allah the most gracious, most merciful.
its almost november now
meaning, its almost a year now
ive been living to this feeling
when He has put this feeling inside of me
i was scared.... well still am
still do.
im not sure how to love.
im not sure how to carry it within me
i was broken few times
but it turns out this time its a total different
Alhamdulillah
a 365 days knowing him
learning all about him
the pros n the weaknesses of course
i know maybe its because our age has matured a bit
hehe
so it makes this a total different from previous ones.
subhanallah
i could never really express how much he actually means
one day i will try
insyaAllah :)
my prayer would remain the same
semoga Allah melindungi hati kami
menjauhi kami dari maksiat dan zina
memberkati hubungan kami
perasaan kami
seterusnya memudahkan urusan kami
jika kami masih ragu. tetapkanlah hati kami
jika kami masih goyah, mantapkanlah perasaan kami
jika sukar, permudahkanlah
jika masih jauh, dekatkanlah
berkatilah kami Ya Allah
i know You know everything thats stored inside of my heart
semoga Allah merestui
dan insyaAllah sujud kami takkan terhenti
hajat kami akan sentiasa mengiringi
istikharah kami akan sentiasa mengiasi diri
permudahkanlah ya Allah
peliharalah hati kami.
............................ one step closer, insyaAllah with His blessings :')
