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Bismilllahirrahmnirrahim

in the name of Allah the most gracious, most merciful.

its almost november now

meaning, its almost a year now

ive been living to this feeling

when He has put this feeling inside of me

i was scared.... well still am

still do.

im not sure how to love.

im not sure how to carry it within me

i was broken few times

but it turns out this time its a total different

Alhamdulillah

a 365 days knowing him

learning all about him

the pros n the weaknesses of course

i know maybe its because our age has matured a bit

hehe

so it makes this a total different from previous ones.

subhanallah

i could never really express how much he actually means

one day i will try

insyaAllah :)

my prayer would remain the same

semoga Allah melindungi hati kami

menjauhi kami dari maksiat dan zina

memberkati hubungan kami

perasaan kami

seterusnya memudahkan urusan kami

jika kami masih ragu. tetapkanlah hati kami

jika kami masih goyah,  mantapkanlah perasaan kami

jika sukar, permudahkanlah

jika masih jauh, dekatkanlah

berkatilah kami Ya Allah

i know You know everything thats stored inside of my heart

semoga Allah merestui

dan insyaAllah sujud kami takkan terhenti

hajat kami akan sentiasa mengiringi

istikharah kami akan sentiasa mengiasi diri

permudahkanlah ya Allah

peliharalah hati kami.

............................ one step closer, insyaAllah with His blessings :')