it makes me, me.

i am this girl yang ditakdirkan to be a person yang setia

yeah, this is no joke man.

i am a loyal person.

be it among family members, friends or the one person you called your love

i am the loyal person.

ada my friend yang cakap, its okay being single

u can like flirt with sooo manyyy people without rasa bersalah

but hell no.

i cant function like that u know.

somehow i just dont know how to layan many people at the same time

i mean of a different gender la. like when u are texting with Person A

then in the middle of it, Person B texted u too

then i would rasa mcm pfffttt~

hahaha.

like how do u care for both/or even more than one person at a given time?

how how?

cause i sucked at doing that

macam...

u have to divide yourself into two. split it.

but if i split it up pun, one can never get the equal share.

mesti ada salah seorang yang end up dapat terlebih. and terkurang obviously.

so no

i guess it's never my game

walaupun i know it'll be risky

coz if it doesnt go well with that one person i am with at that given moment

i am soooooooo in trouble. sebab i takde backup plan. teheeee

but i guess thats the way things will have to work

at least with me.

let it be, if i'll suffer from another tremendous heartbreak

(err, i hope not lah.hehe.not that i'm with anyone at the moment though. err.ok stop. fuh.)

so...

if u happened to be that person whom i care about at that moment.

if u happened to be the person who'll receive my text suruh makan ubat when u fall sick

or if i even bought the medicine and give it to your face.

chances are..

you'll be the only person

pada masa itu

yang aku kisahkan.

tahu?

so yeah.

screw me. sebab tak pandai buat backup plan

but i honestly think that

if u layan ramai2 semua sekaligus

and then u texted all of em

take care segala

i dont think u mean it with your heart.

betul tak? (gee, this is only my personal opinion. no offense kay? :p)

i'm a bummer u see.

cause i was born this way

i cant really pushed it to in any other way no matter how hard i tried.

so yes, saya harap

life will not be cruel on me.:)

insyaAllah.

(err.cuak.haha.)