365days of faith~

so here it is. after a year. after 365 days of being a rockensteiner. rockensteiners club = the official fan club of faizal tahir. yeah this is yet another entry of faizal. how pathetic my life is, sampai takde benda nak cerita dah. haha :P

i never thought i would be this kind of person. i never see myself yang sampai jadi fans artis. like helloooo~ :P everything changed after konsert satu suara. which was held last year from 12th to 14th feb 2010

went there basically sebab nak tgk siti nyanyi :P so me, efie and arock just simply went. and during that moment, i fall in love with faizal while he was on stage. and mugkin sebab emo sebab masa tu tengah fragile baru lepas putus cinta :P

so after satu suara, baru macam follow up faizal's work. okay baru register as his fan. :P kira junior members. hehe. i didnt even follow him masa OIAM. but i do remmber my sister memang support him masa tu. hehe :P now i get it kenapa diorang bising masa he didnt make it for OIAM :P

it is a wonderful year for me. a different side of me. a cheerful side of me. :) i never thought that i'l be writing about an artist. hehe. but yeah, screw it! :P

okay saya emo ni :P

it was a whole different experience. i know sometimes people look me and they're all like...duhh, u dont have to be so fanatic of faizal! i am not! err okay okay. maybe im in the middle of it, between fanatic and the normal fans. :P dulu macam tacing jugak kalau org cakap macam tu. now macam dah....suka hati laaa!

it's like having things that u never knw u needed it from the start~

i get to meet the amazing people that i love now. my awesome sisters. i love u guys lika gilaaa~ :* smooches! it was crazy i know. it was weird. sometimes people would just like...yeah, sampai bila la diorang ni nak sama2 kan. selagi FT masih ada je la kot. nope okay, u people got it all wrong.. sebab we will still be together regardless of what. we've walked through the miles. shared all our ups and downs. made fun of each other. and yes, i couldnt be thankful enough to faizal, for being the mutual reason in the first place why we end up having each other. it is awesome! and i love you sisters. InsyaAllah sampai syurga selama lamanya :) *although dah ada 6org kakak kat umah* hehe

i get to go to all the places ive never been before. macam... err hard rock penang? hehe. pergi show. pergi shooting. pergi concert. pergi awards show. pergi AJL. pergi main kejar2. bwahaha. kiddinG! :P

i get to do all the crazy things. impromptu things. the sudden destressing kind of things. macam suddenly few days before exam rasa nak pergi kuantan tgk show boss!!! lepas tu show pukul 9pm, gerak dari KL pukul 6 kottt~ then sampai kolej pukul 5am! hehe. or the times when rasa meroyan nak pergi kelantan walaupun tgh tunggu result exam! or the times when i had to let go my singapore flight ticket sebab nak pergi tgk rock for the cure! or bila hari post-call, yang memang malam before tu oncall tak tidur... lepas tu gila nak join tgk boss shooting commercial! lepas tu amik EL the next day sebab lemau :P

memang best.. dulu i think i had a different kind of perception~ now im totally different.

the only thing about it, it's just so addictive!

macam once u pergi his show. and then u cakap.. okay, i wanna slow down a bit. tapi lepas seminggu tak tgk show sibuk nak google up apa his upcoming shows

its just so damn addictive! and sangat enjoyable! especially when u have yr loved ones together enjoying it!

:)

but it's kinda hard now bila dah kerja.. kadang2 rasa mcm nak menangis bila missed it. tapi nak buat mcmana kan, responsibility of the profession comes first. macam masa BBQ RC! masa twisties bingit. masa show apa ntah kat pavillion tu.

my friends, they selalu ckp saya gilaaa sebab sanggup amik cuti for his shows. maybe i am. but its not just that. its the adrenalin rush. the excitement that u shared with yr loved ones! the thrill. the passion. and the satisfaction u obtained lepas dgr his songs!

macam once in the ward, masa hanyut baru release as single kat radio. tiba2 masa oncall malam tu macam dgr lagu hanyut. and masa tu penat gila sebab tak makan2 dari tghari, and tgh attend patient. tiba2 terus rasa cool :) and sengih sorang2 sambil nyanyi. pastu kena lepuk dgn nurse. hehe

still remembered kegilaan kami masa the release of adrenalin album! it was 12th march 2010 to be exact! masa tu dah la baru2 lagi jadi RC. then waiting for his status update in facebook sebab he promised to give clues regarding the adrenalin album. lepas tu masa tu mcm dah sleepy but tahan mata! and then i think siap text kakput *ye ke kakput* suruh bagitau kalau faizal dah update status... mcm la tak boleh tnggu the next day je kan! hehe

paling gila siap call rock corner the gardens! klcc la! midv! mcm2 kedai dok cari~ then finally dapat book kat rock corner klcc! then siap text kakput., whether she wants it too or not :P serious kelakar kotttt. heheh

and then me n efie semangat gila nak pegi collect cds tu!ada dalam 5 cds kot kitorang punya! hahaha. then paling best, semangat sgt smp parking ticket klcc tercicir! so kena bayar fine rm30!! but then best, sebab first time dgr adrenalin album, terus jatuh cinta pada hanyut~~~ wuuu :)

and i missed the journeys i travelled. penang. kelantan. kuantan. *erks sikitnya yang kena travel jauh2*

memang kena pergi lagi laaa lepas nI! hehe

so sir faizal. thank you for being a great person that you are. one of my favorite people in the world! one of the amazing gift in my life is just having u as an...errr..idol? heh.

thank you for bringing colors in my life with yr amazing songs. thank you for making me realize that there are different sides of life to look at. thank you for once being a source of strength to me when i was abt to face with my final exams *smugs* still rmmbered the day though. and yes, u still are the source of strength, with a bit of adrenalin shot from u! *although i can easily get the adrenalin shot from my workplace. tehee*

thank you for your beautiful songs although all the ballads sometimes makes me wanna cry. thank you for lifting up our moods when we are all down and moody! thank you for noticing us during the shows sometimes. thank you for the great experience and memories! thank youuu for all every lil things. every single thing. ure gonna be a legend someday down the road.

i hope and pray that u will stay healthy. u will stand taller! u will have loads and loads of fans who support you through it all. i pray that ure gonna be in the industry for a very very very very long time :) and i promise through it all we;re gonna support u always. *even if icant join, or more like i decided to slow down, i will still support u virtually :)*

this is for a great 365 days of having you as the rockenstein. and for having the rest of the clans as the rockensteiners

this if for the memories. for the smiles. for the ups and downs. for the smiles. for the screams. for the tears. for all the upcoming memories.

ure my inspiration :)

and i miss your show! *mcmana nak slow down mcm ni. heh*

pleaseeeeeee boss, a full blast FAIZAL TAHIR concert please! promise i will buy the front row ticket! :P

and these are the pictures. a few of em from the 365 days of being a rockensteiner

this one was prior to release of the new album! 12th march babe! with free stamps and postcards! still not too late if theres anyone out there who still wanna buy. worth every single cents spent okay. i promise. pinky swear :)

one of the few memories boss buat2 lawok kat FB! missing these moments like really bad :)

the spontaneous jokes of his memang buat kitorang gelak guling2 sampai pengsannn :P

okay kantoi sgt memang dok print screen je status FB boss. bwahahah

kantoiii lagiK! dengyuh arifah~

dan lagiiii

dan lagiiiii :P

comel. love youuuuu toooo bosssssss~

shout awards! tolong bantu membantu distribute tickets to RC! weeee~ walaupun boss tak menang hot guy award, tapi seghius boss patut menang~ hehe

tapi menang power vocal award okayyy :P yeayy!

because of boss, dapat berkawan2 dgn mereka iniiii~ hehehe.

the lovesssss. kesayangan hati. peminat faizal tahir. :P oh itu idris, idris please say hye to uncle faizal! :D

muka2 hodoh kami masa rock for the cure in hard rock penang october 2010!!!! masa hanyut~~ weeee :)

post HRCKL adrenalin showcase! tengok muka sembab lepas nangis

sisters of the heart! walaupun bertemu dan bersatu kerana faizal. but i really love em~ thank you Allah for loving me this much

adrenalin by arthur kam and boss masa Friends For Arthur Kam somewhere in August 2010 in bentley music damansara

masa boss promote adrenalin kat MHI! sanggup bangun pagi sebab nak tgk MHI! hehehe

okay stalker~ ni masa mayan g dinner at bora asmara and noticed faizal ada kat blakang. cer tgk nampak takkk? :P tapi boss tak ngaku la pulok :P

masa charity show somewhere in april kat kuantan..UMP! weee~

sedih kot dtg kuantan pastu tak dpt tembus ke depan punnn :P ehe

masa ABP road tour in Klang Parade. see memang mcm dah ada hint sbb sebelum ni tak pernah pergi Klang. lepas tu dpt hosp Klang :P bwahahah

masa ni masa awal2 jadi fans. cam nak pengsan tgk boss ada kat depan muka :P :P

cuppies masa hard rock penang~ hehe.

memori tercipta~ weee in KB! sebab naik bas 2 tingkat! hehehe

hello faizal, saya peminat awak, boleh kita amik gmbr sama2 takkkk :D

okay kantoi sebenarnya kitorang suka bagi pesanan penaja kat boss. selalunya kakput yg buatkan,. :D hehe

signing session. serious masa ni shaking kot! hahahah :P

oh ini masa genting!!! tiba2 boss jadi superhero panjat2 tangga and dtg kepada RC :) weee.

the first time i met them. we just clicked together. muachhss!

okay kacak gila topi tu! hehehe

nomination of selamat malam~~~

the beginning of everything.. konsert satu suara.. missing it. *nanges laju2*

the personal fav of FT's video.

masa ni rock for the cure in HRC penang

dengar suara belakang tu~~~ semua suara kitorang

hehe

sebab mcm sweet sgt masa nI~

and sbnrnya nak upload semesta masa HRCKL tapi mcm bising sgt dgr suara saya jerit2 nak pegang tangan dgn dee n ahh :P hehe

to boss, keep on producing good musics! and ill be here to support u.

selamat menyambut maulidur rasul boss! take care!!

kalau tak sempat nak jmp in the next shows, pls knw that i miss u in flesh! :D

like a rock we are

YOU are the HOPE

I am the FAITH

we'll be FOREVER

through all the sun rain that comes

i THANK YOU

aku lemah tanpa muuu