Bismillahiraahmanirrahim

its been so long since i last updated an entry which is not related to faizal tahir

well

this is the start

there will be no more faizal tahir's stuffs from now on

well at least not written in the blog :)

jangan tanya kenapa

okay?

he will always gonna be someone significant enough to be held in my prayers. insyaAllah

cuma itu yang termampu

now im in my 5th posting already

means that i only have less than 8 months to complete my housemanship

insyaAllah

happy tapi sedih

i didnt realize that being in htar has changed me a lot

the one place that i despise

now has become the place where my life changes

ive met new friends

ive learned a lot

ive fallen in love :)

and yes

i am in love with my life now

with the people in it

thank you Allah

Youve guided me through all the hardships

i have found friendships

beautiful friendships

that made me stand tall during the difficult times

they took care and still care about me throughout each day

it helped a lot

especially during the medical days

love u guys to bits

i have found colleagues

that some of them are fine n nice

some are just 'kenalan'

for some reasons we just dont click together

hehe

i have been treated with respect

and sometimes the patients are just plain rude

:/

i've fallen in love

and i love the feeling

thats all i can say

i know for certain

that i love him

and i hope He will bless this feeling

and protect it

thank you Allah

coz i know he's a good man

i love you

thank you for the feeling

:)

okay tu dulu

sedih pulak

i know im gonna have to leave the place soon

and maybe im not ready for a change yet :/