Friday, April 8, 2011

we nailed it dear rockensteiners! :)



Alhamdulillah... ABPBH 2010 baru selesai :)
kali ini Alhamdulillah rezeki berpihak kepada kami
eh salah
kepada encik faizal kami :)

mula2 sebenarnya not very keen to go. that was earlier la, sbb masa tu tau faizal tak perform pun
but throughout the months, after evry efforts
after keeping up dengan RCians semua
dan kami yakin
we have tried the best kali ni utk big boss :)

so off we go pada hari ahad yang indah :)
mula2 sedih sebab just berempat sahaja *i mean the sisters*
tapi tiba2 dee could make it!
so naik genting dgn onit hijau yg ensem kacak bergaya. kereta full house!
check in at first world!
lepas tu suddenly efie pn cakap she cud make it!!!

*but masih rindu kakput n kak asmak n susue okay*
been so long since dpt gather kesemuanya :(
maybe another hard rock session after this?

oh okay lepas tu meet up dgn RC lain la
bila gate tu dibukak je,
berlari2 dgn jamal nak book tempat utk RC :)
naseb tak tergolek!
sedih sbb takde banner Rockensteiners. left it in ampang :P hehe
tapi managed jugak duduk sama2 ramai2
just like last year punya seating :)

tunggu dan tnggu...
and boss pn lalu kat blue carpet!
and stopped and looked, and salute us all :)
tehaghu sungguh ghasenya!

then saat itu tiba.
muka pucat.
tangan sejuk
sakit dada
seriously sangat cuakkkk

holding hands together dgn mot n dee
muka tertunduk2 takut nak dgr result
dalam hati rasa mcm 50 - 50
that maybe he could win this
and maybe not
but we have tried the best tahun ini

and miracle as it is,
they announced his name
FAIZAL TAHIR!
terus bangun and melompat2
and peluk2
and menangis syukur :')

finally we made this come true!
see, RC masih strong :)
cuma tak dapat lagi hadiahkan kereta untuk boss and family
maybe next year
kami akan lipat gandakan usaha InsyaAllah!

but tersangat happy
tangan trembling sangat2
and it proves
that if we work together memang boleh punyaaa :)

and at the end of it, mcm dah jadi ritual pulak jerit2 nama faizal
and he climbed up to us,
saying thank you :)
and kami nyanyikan lagu superhero untuk superhero kami malam itu
sampai semua audience lain pandang pelik... maybe dorang mcm rasa kitorang gedik :P
bwahahaha!
bukan its not that. it shows kami sangat sporting :P

and zizan pn nyanyi lagu gemuruh kat mic, and kami sambung ramai2! :D

to big boss, a big congratulations dari saya dan seluruh semesta yang menyayangi kamu
uve said it to us, that takkan menang ABP last year,
it proves ure wrong. tettt!
terharu melihat wajah boss menajdi terharu yang teramat sangat
gembira melihat boss menggenggam award itu, hadiah dari kami
untuk penebus air mata kesedihan kami pada AJL lepas
penebus buat kekalahan yang tak patut pada masa itu
this is for you
semoga menjadi pemangkin semangat untuk terus berkarya in the next years
for you, to show you that if u ever feel down
u always have us around
insyaAllah kalau murah rezeki next year will be greater
you are the hope.
and we'll keep the FAITH.
cepat sikit konsert @ showcase. or karaok3 sessions ok :P
big hugs to princess jannah!

and to rc, thank you for being the best group ever
hari2 update each other
thank you specifically untuk rienn malin n opah
sebab tolong isikan paper untuk saya yang pemalas! and susah nak cari masa!
thankssss so much!
couldnt have done it without u guys around
we're in this together
next year kita akan make a miracle happens insyaAllah
:*

the pictures below :

ketika sang superhero naik atas kepada kami. see, tengok muka jeff eggsaited sgt! :D
peluk ramai2!!! boss menang weiiii!!!!
nanges2 cakap dgn ahh!

muka cuak kami... nervous macam nak amik result SPM kottt :P


setelah selesai semuanya. terjumpa pulak dgn superhero ni :P dia pun layan je nak amik gmbr lomo tu :P ngeheheheh :P serious terjumpa ok, bukan sengaja tnggu! ktorang tunggu anas jek :P

okay proper picture please :)
i know everyone wants to look sharp and beautiful tonight, but the most beuatiful people in this room tonight is my fans, my semesta. :)
rock on. keep the faith!
sayang sayang sayang semuaaaaa RC! :)

*nanges dgr lagu semesta*
:)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

thing about me is
i was hurt few times before
and i havent feel anything for 1year plus
until now
till this moment
im feeling it all over again
the thing is
im not sure
im not confident enough

i knw its weird
this one person
is a different person than me altogether
hes a cheerful person
a caring brother
a loving son
we live in 2 different worlds

and i dont know how
and i dont why i let myself to feel this again
truth is
im scared of the feeling again
so scared that i feel like slapping myself everyday for falling
sighhh

but what if
what if, if this is the one chance for me to be happy?
what if, if i dont take this one chance
he'll disappear into thin air
vanished
invisible

please guide me Allah
dont let me fall for him if hes not the one

truth is
i just want him to be happy
to have the best of everything
even if that doesnt include me in it

maybe this is the real meaning of caring for someone? :)

Monday, February 21, 2011



rasa nak buat blog baru :)
boleh camtu? :P

Sunday, February 13, 2011

365days of faith~



so here it is. after a year. after 365 days of being a rockensteiner. rockensteiners club = the official fan club of faizal tahir. yeah this is yet another entry of faizal. how pathetic my life is, sampai takde benda nak cerita dah. haha :P
i never thought i would be this kind of person. i never see myself yang sampai jadi fans artis. like helloooo~ :P everything changed after konsert satu suara. which was held last year from 12th to 14th feb 2010

went there basically sebab nak tgk siti nyanyi :P so me, efie and arock just simply went. and during that moment, i fall in love with faizal while he was on stage. and mugkin sebab emo sebab masa tu tengah fragile baru lepas putus cinta :P

so after satu suara, baru macam follow up faizal's work. okay baru register as his fan. :P kira junior members. hehe. i didnt even follow him masa OIAM. but i do remmber my sister memang support him masa tu. hehe :P now i get it kenapa diorang bising masa he didnt make it for OIAM :P

it is a wonderful year for me. a different side of me. a cheerful side of me. :) i never thought that i'l be writing about an artist. hehe. but yeah, screw it! :P

okay saya emo ni :P

it was a whole different experience. i know sometimes people look me and they're all like...duhh, u dont have to be so fanatic of faizal! i am not! err okay okay. maybe im in the middle of it, between fanatic and the normal fans. :P dulu macam tacing jugak kalau org cakap macam tu. now macam dah....suka hati laaa!
it's like having things that u never knw u needed it from the start~

i get to meet the amazing people that i love now. my awesome sisters. i love u guys lika gilaaa~ :* smooches! it was crazy i know. it was weird. sometimes people would just like...yeah, sampai bila la diorang ni nak sama2 kan. selagi FT masih ada je la kot. nope okay, u people got it all wrong.. sebab we will still be together regardless of what. we've walked through the miles. shared all our ups and downs. made fun of each other. and yes, i couldnt be thankful enough to faizal, for being the mutual reason in the first place why we end up having each other. it is awesome! and i love you sisters. InsyaAllah sampai syurga selama lamanya :) *although dah ada 6org kakak kat umah* hehe

i get to go to all the places ive never been before. macam... err hard rock penang? hehe. pergi show. pergi shooting. pergi concert. pergi awards show. pergi AJL. pergi main kejar2. bwahaha. kiddinG! :P

i get to do all the crazy things. impromptu things. the sudden destressing kind of things. macam suddenly few days before exam rasa nak pergi kuantan tgk show boss!!! lepas tu show pukul 9pm, gerak dari KL pukul 6 kottt~ then sampai kolej pukul 5am! hehe. or the times when rasa meroyan nak pergi kelantan walaupun tgh tunggu result exam! or the times when i had to let go my singapore flight ticket sebab nak pergi tgk rock for the cure! or bila hari post-call, yang memang malam before tu oncall tak tidur... lepas tu gila nak join tgk boss shooting commercial! lepas tu amik EL the next day sebab lemau :P

memang best.. dulu i think i had a different kind of perception~ now im totally different.
the only thing about it, it's just so addictive!
macam once u pergi his show. and then u cakap.. okay, i wanna slow down a bit. tapi lepas seminggu tak tgk show sibuk nak google up apa his upcoming shows
its just so damn addictive! and sangat enjoyable! especially when u have yr loved ones together enjoying it!
:)

but it's kinda hard now bila dah kerja.. kadang2 rasa mcm nak menangis bila missed it. tapi nak buat mcmana kan, responsibility of the profession comes first. macam masa BBQ RC! masa twisties bingit. masa show apa ntah kat pavillion tu.
my friends, they selalu ckp saya gilaaa sebab sanggup amik cuti for his shows. maybe i am. but its not just that. its the adrenalin rush. the excitement that u shared with yr loved ones! the thrill. the passion. and the satisfaction u obtained lepas dgr his songs!

macam once in the ward, masa hanyut baru release as single kat radio. tiba2 masa oncall malam tu macam dgr lagu hanyut. and masa tu penat gila sebab tak makan2 dari tghari, and tgh attend patient. tiba2 terus rasa cool :) and sengih sorang2 sambil nyanyi. pastu kena lepuk dgn nurse. hehe

still remembered kegilaan kami masa the release of adrenalin album! it was 12th march 2010 to be exact! masa tu dah la baru2 lagi jadi RC. then waiting for his status update in facebook sebab he promised to give clues regarding the adrenalin album. lepas tu masa tu mcm dah sleepy but tahan mata! and then i think siap text kakput *ye ke kakput* suruh bagitau kalau faizal dah update status... mcm la tak boleh tnggu the next day je kan! hehe
paling gila siap call rock corner the gardens! klcc la! midv! mcm2 kedai dok cari~ then finally dapat book kat rock corner klcc! then siap text kakput., whether she wants it too or not :P serious kelakar kotttt. heheh
and then me n efie semangat gila nak pegi collect cds tu!ada dalam 5 cds kot kitorang punya! hahaha. then paling best, semangat sgt smp parking ticket klcc tercicir! so kena bayar fine rm30!! but then best, sebab first time dgr adrenalin album, terus jatuh cinta pada hanyut~~~ wuuu :)

and i missed the journeys i travelled. penang. kelantan. kuantan. *erks sikitnya yang kena travel jauh2*
memang kena pergi lagi laaa lepas nI! hehe

so sir faizal. thank you for being a great person that you are. one of my favorite people in the world! one of the amazing gift in my life is just having u as an...errr..idol? heh.
thank you for bringing colors in my life with yr amazing songs. thank you for making me realize that there are different sides of life to look at. thank you for once being a source of strength to me when i was abt to face with my final exams *smugs* still rmmbered the day though. and yes, u still are the source of strength, with a bit of adrenalin shot from u! *although i can easily get the adrenalin shot from my workplace. tehee*
thank you for your beautiful songs although all the ballads sometimes makes me wanna cry. thank you for lifting up our moods when we are all down and moody! thank you for noticing us during the shows sometimes. thank you for the great experience and memories! thank youuu for all every lil things. every single thing. ure gonna be a legend someday down the road.

i hope and pray that u will stay healthy. u will stand taller! u will have loads and loads of fans who support you through it all. i pray that ure gonna be in the industry for a very very very very long time :) and i promise through it all we;re gonna support u always. *even if icant join, or more like i decided to slow down, i will still support u virtually :)*

this is for a great 365 days of having you as the rockenstein. and for having the rest of the clans as the rockensteiners
this if for the memories. for the smiles. for the ups and downs. for the smiles. for the screams. for the tears. for all the upcoming memories.
ure my inspiration :)


and i miss your show! *mcmana nak slow down mcm ni. heh*
pleaseeeeeee boss, a full blast FAIZAL TAHIR concert please! promise i will buy the front row ticket! :P

and these are the pictures. a few of em from the 365 days of being a rockensteiner


this one was prior to release of the new album! 12th march babe! with free stamps and postcards! still not too late if theres anyone out there who still wanna buy. worth every single cents spent okay. i promise. pinky swear :)
one of the few memories boss buat2 lawok kat FB! missing these moments like really bad :)
the spontaneous jokes of his memang buat kitorang gelak guling2 sampai pengsannn :P
okay kantoi sgt memang dok print screen je status FB boss. bwahahah
kantoiii lagiK! dengyuh arifah~
dan lagiiii
dan lagiiiii :P
comel. love youuuuu toooo bosssssss~
shout awards! tolong bantu membantu distribute tickets to RC! weeee~ walaupun boss tak menang hot guy award, tapi seghius boss patut menang~ hehe
tapi menang power vocal award okayyy :P yeayy!
because of boss, dapat berkawan2 dgn mereka iniiii~ hehehe.
the lovesssss. kesayangan hati. peminat faizal tahir. :P oh itu idris, idris please say hye to uncle faizal! :D
muka2 hodoh kami masa rock for the cure in hard rock penang october 2010!!!! masa hanyut~~ weeee :)
post HRCKL adrenalin showcase! tengok muka sembab lepas nangis
sisters of the heart! walaupun bertemu dan bersatu kerana faizal. but i really love em~ thank you Allah for loving me this much
adrenalin by arthur kam and boss masa Friends For Arthur Kam somewhere in August 2010 in bentley music damansara
masa boss promote adrenalin kat MHI! sanggup bangun pagi sebab nak tgk MHI! hehehe
okay stalker~ ni masa mayan g dinner at bora asmara and noticed faizal ada kat blakang. cer tgk nampak takkk? :P tapi boss tak ngaku la pulok :P
masa charity show somewhere in april kat kuantan..UMP! weee~
sedih kot dtg kuantan pastu tak dpt tembus ke depan punnn :P ehe
masa ABP road tour in Klang Parade. see memang mcm dah ada hint sbb sebelum ni tak pernah pergi Klang. lepas tu dpt hosp Klang :P bwahahah
masa ni masa awal2 jadi fans. cam nak pengsan tgk boss ada kat depan muka :P :P
cuppies masa hard rock penang~ hehe.
memori tercipta~ weee in KB! sebab naik bas 2 tingkat! hehehe
hello faizal, saya peminat awak, boleh kita amik gmbr sama2 takkkk :D
okay kantoi sebenarnya kitorang suka bagi pesanan penaja kat boss. selalunya kakput yg buatkan,. :D hehe
signing session. serious masa ni shaking kot! hahahah :P
oh ini masa genting!!! tiba2 boss jadi superhero panjat2 tangga and dtg kepada RC :) weee.
the first time i met them. we just clicked together. muachhss!
okay kacak gila topi tu! hehehe
nomination of selamat malam~~~
the beginning of everything.. konsert satu suara.. missing it. *nanges laju2*


the personal fav of FT's video.
masa ni rock for the cure in HRC penang
dengar suara belakang tu~~~ semua suara kitorang
hehe
sebab mcm sweet sgt masa nI~

and sbnrnya nak upload semesta masa HRCKL tapi mcm bising sgt dgr suara saya jerit2 nak pegang tangan dgn dee n ahh :P hehe




to boss, keep on producing good musics! and ill be here to support u.
selamat menyambut maulidur rasul boss! take care!!
kalau tak sempat nak jmp in the next shows, pls knw that i miss u in flesh! :D


like a rock we are
YOU are the HOPE
I am the FAITH
we'll be FOREVER
through all the sun rain that comes
i THANK YOU

aku lemah tanpa muuu