these are my important people,part 1

have you ever experienced a beautiful friendships in your life?

ever?

we all has best friends, sometimes it last but sometimes we get so carried away with life

that somehow we forgot to keep in touch

after all, we are only human

but that doesnt mean the friendship is forgotten

so i will personally revealed my many best friends / sisters

and tonight i choose to talk about my close friends, whom i met by chance in an unexpected way. well they are more like sisters to me.

we met through faizal tahir.

thats one of the blessings i got through the rockstar.

these people, initially we talked only about the artiste, the shows etc etc

but throughout time, years now,

weve grown closer and talk about anything

its funny how different each of us are, yet still be able to remain close <3

kak eja :

the eldest amongst all. kan? hehe. the first time i chatted with her, was at rc website. we were talking about spa interview at that time. i was nervous for my suruhanjaya perkhidmatan awam interview. and i learnt that shes working in a govt sector as well. first time i met her was in year 2010, for abpbh. shes a strict sister, tegas orangnya, penuh dengan etika :P hehe. kalau makan kat hotel ni mmg kne jeling sebab salah pilih fork n spoon :P hihi

regardless, a very caring one also :) and shes getting married soon. Alhamdulillah.

heart you!

kakput

(tiba2 tak ingat umur kaput :P)

first time bercakap dengan kakput was masa faizal's album release. masa tu tgh pepoyo nak awal aje beli cd faizal. so kena book sana book sini. and turned out i texted kakput, nak tak saya bookkan for her? that was the start :) and then, juga pertama kali jumpa masa event abpbh 2010, first time jumpa, then we all just clicked together. a mother of two, nowww how cool can that be? a strong woman, i dont know how strong a woman can be till i met her. juga tempat meluahkan masalah saya. sebab selalunya orang makan garam lebih ni advice dia lebih rasional :p eceh. she tried to matchmake me with her cousin, tapi tak jadik! auwww :P hehe

wanita ini kesayangan faizal tahir, juga anak2 nya juga kesayngan faizal. bak kata faizal, hugs to the kids :)

kak asmak

ini mak tiri. sebab dia garang. tapi comel. tapi garang. :P kalau dia start bebel, huiiiiiiii panjang sedepa. tak pernah chatting sgt ngan kak asmak, cuma tiba2 dia ada kat whatsapp. hehe. then met her masa ke hard rock penang utk launching adrenalin. masa tu baru tahu kak asmak ni pun strict jugak mcm kak eja,

punctual. kalau tak kena marah ngan kak asmak. hehe.

now she soften a bit, sebab shes now a mother of a beautiful princess layla :)

juga seorang wanita yang sangat strong. all my sisters are strong. definitely

kak abs

perlu ke kak abs? ehe. kak abs ni, adik jumpa kat chatspace rc jugak. masa tu dia rajin sgt chatting sana. kemudian kita borak2 la. hehe. pastu dia rajin amik order siapa2 nak kirim cd la, ape la :P hehe. kak abs pernah dapat hadiah senduk :D hahaha. adik pn pernah dapat gak :P

kita jumpa first time....kat genting jumpa first time, tapi masa tu kita tak travel sama2. hehe.

shes a verrryyy lucky woman i tell you. almost every contest dia masuk, sure menang :P hehe. namanya unsangkarable. shes not yet taken. siapa nak ngorat kena go thru us dulu. cewah. hehe.

dia ni jugak budak ketam, bak kata susue :P hehe. hati senang terusik kann. hi-5 sket! hehe

oh skrg dia juga kesayangan faizal. sikit2 dpt love. absdomen! :P

dyana

ini supergirl. masa mula2 nampak profile dia kat fb, rasa mcm wowww she must be super close to faizal tahir. nak add lah :P hahaha. then we commented on facebook lah. pm lah. the first time she called me, juga masa nak naik genting. suara kecikkk aje :P hehehe

orangnya comel, mcm stacy sikit cuma in a cuter version, suara dia sedap. pandai nyanyi. hehe

weve been thru a lot together. secrets shared. moments experienced. tkleh nak ckp byk2, nanti sedih plak :P hehe

a very good friend indeed, with a good heart. :)

shes also kesayangan faizal, royale dee :P

ahhcomey

masa mula2 tgk nama dia mcm wowww. gila ah nama fb kauu! hehe. masa tu kat personal page faizal. kecoh berebut2 nak mengomen ngan faizal :P hehe. kemudian jumpa pertama kali juga di genting. masa tu kan baru2 nak kenal :P

shes a good cook. suka makan junkfood. suka jugak makan m&m kaler kuning. :P hehe

a softy jugak. senang menangis kadang2. hehe. tp a good friend jugak :) tempat meluahkan perasaan juga. maseh ahh :P hehehe

paling best, ini insan yang faizal paling suka sakat. like serious. :P

efieazlan

ini hardcore punya bestie. dari tahun 2004. kira sendiri brape lama. hehe.dari dulu sampai skrg. dari zaman jatuh cinta pada ahseng smp skrg niiii. :) thank u yang. u knw me too much :P hehe.

so ini takleh la ckp first time jumpa masa abp, mmg nak kena sepak. hehe. we went to konsert satu suara together which lead us here. we shouldnt have go right? :P tapi kalau tak pergi, takjumpa lah insan2 kat ats as mentioned.

u know i love you.

big time.

suhaila

ini dah kira royale family of faizaltahir. sekrang da jarang jumpa. sebab da jadi isteri orang. jumpa pertama kali masa nak ke penang. comelll sangat cm kucing :P hehe

rindu sueshi :*

in case u guys havent know, i just want u to know that i love u guys. despite all the differences we had, you guys are still an important part of me. true, we didnt meet that often, cuma 24/7 texting n whatsapping aje. regardless, we have gone so much together. all the tears n joy we've shared. the ups n downs, the journey of our sisterhood is what matters most

i couldnt believe myself that iwas blessed to have you guys who love me that much. err betol kan korang sayang saya?

thank u for being in my life. for choosing faizal in the first place, thus we met becoz of him :P

thanks for every moment shared, laughters shared. kesemuanya sekali :')

if ever after this i get busy with life, or have to go away from u guys, please know that i wil always love you.

and yes, in my prayers you guys will always be

sisters forever :*

thanking Allah for this beautiful bond. alhamdulillah :)

For his birthday cake, came up with an idea of a fondant cake in an iphone shaped, so googled it and found a beautiful n cute cake on the net

Showed it to my sis and she said one of her friends can do it for me :)

Initially nak buat sndiri tapi takot tak jadik :p hehek. Later one day i'll bake myself.

So here it is! Nice kann :)

And the taste is damn good too! Love it.! Thanks kak aini :)

:D

hello :)

we're coming towards the end untuk bulan februari.

finished paeds. now coming to my final posting ( read: mode sedih)

sad that im comin to an end. and the new life will begin soon.

haih. and havent decide nak pergi mana.

and for various reasons, sedih nak tinggalkan htar.

sedih sangat sangat sangat :(

okay tinggalkan dulu rasa sedih.

february also is an important month

becausee...

birthday mama! which falls on 26th february.

her 68th birthday, berdoa semoga mak sihat selalu n panjang umur n murah rezeki.

shes my superwoman.

tak pernah marah. serious.

bebel sikit2 aje :P

tapi suara mak pun high pitch, sama dengan anak bongsu dia ni :D ngehehehe

and birthday my twin babies! which is today.

dah 3 tahun budak2 kembar comel ni.

happy birthday sayang~ i miss your baby moments laaah. why grow up so fast fast one..

hehe

okay kejap agi kita bake cake together k!

and... last birthday which falls on 25th feb.

see, semua birthday dekat2

hehe.

hope he had a memorable birthday ever.!

and i hope he knws now how much he actually means to me :)

but cherating was awesome

coz of the moment spent with them

the memories that i will always cherish till forever.

hehe

we had so much fun playing games there. silly games.

a really nice way to chill out

love u all xoxo

untuk awak

this is a letter to the man i love.

awak,
Ive got loads of things to tell u
but not sure how
so i chose to write instead
coz one of my strength used to be in writing
although it disappeared with time
hehe

thank you for coming into my life. For being a part of it, and for becoming an important person to me. I am so ever grateful that our roads crossed each other, and that we met during our medical days. you've become a close friend those days, that often i texted u to mengadu about all the stress at work. never did i realize that i will fall for you. I guessed i was blinded for a while. But alhamdulillah that it doesnt lasted long, finally He opens my eyes and heart as well. At the end of the posting, only ive realized that i could like you a lot, definitely a lot more. But i wasnt sure, and i was doubtful that maybe it was just a crush. And i ignored it. Till the day i really left the posting, and we werent working together anymore, i started to look for you. Each time i walked down the stairs, or walked to the carpark, i secretly hoped that i would bumped into you. And sometimes we did, and the days when we did terserempak, and walked back together, really made my heart smile. Have you ever see a heart that smiles? Look at mine, it does that everytime im with you :)
I was becoming a bit childish when i like someone. And that was me, falling for you

It took me long enough to figure it out, after all the istikharah, and the prayers, i still feel the same about you. And it wont go away. Slowly i confessed to all my close friends, that i, may be falling.
for you. and i started to show it to you, by all the foods delivered , as if im the mak odah of klang hospital. Hehe. One day in ramadhan month, did you remember i came at 3 in the morning to gave sahur to you. Damn i was nervous and god knows how fast my heart beats at that time. Seeing you, makes my day complete. And looking at you each time, i feel at ease, and the feeling as if ive come home. :)

I am very certain that i havent feel this before. The calmness i got each time i looked at you. The feeling of i found my home and peace eventhough i was tired to the max, dissolves soon after i looked at you.

awak,
the reason why i gave you a long long text in viber somewhere in october was because i was scared to lose you. Still am. Still scared. But i believe in Him. And i do believe that kalau niat kita ikhlas He will make the path easier for me. For us. I hope.

I actually cried the moment ive realized that i care for you more than im supposed to. That i like you a lot nore than im allowed to. Cause after years of shutting down myself. Of not allowing myself to fall deep. I did fall. Even deeper than ive fallen before. And thank god you were there to catch me. :)

i think ive loved before, had a relationship of years duration. And
I never think i could recover after too many heartbreaks. But then i did. After i met you.

awak,
im here now, for you. And you should always know that. If you're hurt, if you're tired, if you're messed up, troubled or each time you're happy, you're thrilled. I am here. No matter how, how bumpy our roads might be now, or in the days to come, you should know that you can always count on me. And that is one. I am the only one. Hehe . Elemen tamak di situ.

i want you to know that i can be clingy. I know sometimes im like that. Hehe. And can be moody. and sometimes all i wanna do is to get your attention. So please bear with me. Throughout all my emotional dramas that i portrayed, i hope you would always be the patience guy that i know. And please do, tegur orang each time i made a mistake. Each time i did something out of your liking.

And i want you to know. i was a fanatic fan of Faizal Tahir. Now dont ask me who is faizal tahir nemore. Hehe. No he is not a houseman. I used to go to all his concerts and stuffs, but if you disapprove i promised i would stop. Anything for you. Cause u mattered more.

And i want you to know that i dont really understand football. Or be it futsal. But i would love to accompany you for your match. And i hope one day i can be your company to watch football together. Though i might be sleeping half of the game. Hehe.

More than that, i want you to know, that i care about my family a lot. That they are a huge part of me, and we bonded closely. I want you to know that i will always share my problem with my sisters.and i was spoilt by my parents. They never let me live a difficult life. And i hope you know too that i love my friends. The one who mattered to me. I think you know that. and i think i could care about your family too. All of them. I could try, and will always try. Again, anything for you

And yes, i want you to know that i sucks at saving money. And i have zero knowledge about how to manage property. And i am a big spender. Hehe. I hope you can teach me ,patiently of how to save a lot. And a lot more! :)

And sometimes i dont know how to face a problem. But i promise you, if you're troubled, you wont be alone. Im here.

And i know that im not a great cook. But ive learnt. Hehe. And i hope or day i can prepare your meals, each time. I couldnt promise it would be delicious each time but i promise it would e edible. Hehe


Im a soft hearted person. I cry easily. And i hope you will bear with me. I dont expect you to cry with me. I just need to borrow your shoulder for me to cry on.

And i go googoo gaagaa over babies. Cute babies. And that is something present in me since i was little. I always wanted a younger sibling. Maybe thats why. And i hope to have many cute babies of my own. Okay enough said

And i love to read. I mean novels and story books. Not our medical books. Hehe. If one day you couldnt sleep, i hope i could read them for you till you snore. Hehe

And i couldnt sew. I really have tried but it was so ugly. If you have buttons coming out from your shirt, dont ask me to sew it for you. Coz i sucks. But i will find a tailor for you. Hehe. I can only stitch people. *sad face*

there are a lot more that i wish to tell you. But i believe we still have time for that, to learn and understand about each other

But for now, i hope you know, that you mattered. I swear i wouldnt say the three words till im married. So i wont say it. But i hope you know how important you are to me. you are my #1 person on my own chart. Hehe. And i know it will be a long journey, and we dont talk about it, but i hope you know that i pray each time, that you will be my future. We will be each other's future. And yes, arifah cares for you, and would still choose you even if i was given another option. Coz arifah has been falling for you for quite some time now najmi, and it wont go away.

:)

xo