selamat hari lahir ahmad faizal :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

yet another entry for u,

specially dedicated to encik ahmad faizal bin mohd tahir

sempena hari kelahiran beliau esok :)

encik ahmad faizal

wherever u are right now, i hope u are blessed by Him

that you will be healthy and happy. and that u are always at ease :)

Alhamdulillah another year that marks your age has increased, panjang umur sehingga ke usia yang ke 33 hari ni. Alhamdulillah :)

it has been excatly a year. from the last pinktober show in hard rock penang back in 2010. and yes, i am still here.

we are still here, for you. :)

for me he is more than a mere singer

more than a rockstar

you are a kind hearted person, with a big heart :)

so i wish you well for your birthday sir

cause i know u are a veryyy kind hearted man

and i respect u whole lot for that

its been a while since i last been to yr show. your personal shows

and ive been missing the adrenaline rush

and the fun involved

but maybe this is a sign that i too must slow down

kan? :)

its been a whole lot of emotional journey supporting u :P

that now ive realized that i got offended easily if u are criticized

that i will somehow feel the emptiness when yr not around performing

and that just shows that uve become an important part/person in my life

thus this entry's for youuuu :)

i pray that u will always always always granted with the best health

i pray that yr career will always always always bloom and may you are blessed with ideas and courage at all times

i pray that you will always always be happy in whatever life takes you

i pray that you will always always always be in His blessings at all times

i pray that at times of difficulties

you will not turn down

i pray that at times of happiness

u wont ever forget Him

i pray that if ever things goes wrong

u will always have all the support that u needed to make it through

i pray that you will always blessed by all the lovely people in yr family

i pray that you are blessed with yr family sampai ke syurga

i pray that you will always dimurahkan rezeki

i pray that your kindness will stay :)

i pray for all the good things in your life

and remember

if i am not there for the upcoming shows or events or whatnots

or maybe i'll be there but no more as the frontliners as u named us

please do remember that i will keep u in my prayers

coz for me youve been good to me, and the rest of my sisters

u always made us smile. well almost always lah :P

u always managed to crack a laughter frm us all.

and u always managed to be the sweet person and touch our hearts

you are a good kind hearted man sir faizal

and for that u deserve all the happiness in the world

if ever i did wrong please forgive me :)

u know i heart you big time.

thank u sebab selalu layan kami. bengong2 kami pun faizal layannn jugak, penat mcmana pun, faizal berenti jugak and senyum. lapar mcmana pun, faizal sanggup je amik gamba pukul 3-4 am, kitorang sayang awak tahu? ok tahu la tuh :) hehe

gambar ni curik dari kakput. dulu saya tak suka kuning, tapi lepas faizal pakai nampak cm cool pulak. :P

ini masa shout award roadtour, faizal pakai kasut pemberian kami masa ni, terima kasih sebab sudi pkai. k :)

ini pulak masa tv commercial shoot. SG MEN> pun faizal nak hadiahkan kasut pada kami. hehe. size kita tak sama ok? tau takkk? :P

ini masa of course abpbh 2010. akhirnya setelah beratus ratus undi. akhirnya faizal made it thru.

awak tengok muka kitorang kat atas tu. buruk kannn. walaupun buruk kitorang tetap support awak k. please always always remember that

:)

to faizal, no matter whether it rains or shine, no matter whether u are at the topmost or at the lowest point in your life, no matter whether its between the tears or smiles, no matter what, u know that our prayers will always be with you.

sebab awak faizal tahir. *takde kaitan*

awak baik

sebab tu kita sayang awak. okay geli. bwekk. bukan sayang, kita suka, eh respect. ntah pape la its called :P

ps: i really really really do miss u :P

ps: hope bday gift tahun ni best! xoxo.

*nyanyi lagu semesta sengsorang sambil lap air mata*

the feeling's here again

i am trying hard here

trying hard to not rush and spill my feelings for him

siapa?

biar nanti masa dan takdir menentukan

sekarang masanya tiba untuk istikharah

semoga Allah membimbing kita

i care for u. :)

and i miss u

on F&N BFF

located in bukit bintang, the F&N fest was held yesterday (24th sep)
initially didnt plan on going pn, but after ada pertanyaan dari pihak2 tertentu.. i feel like going! sbb nyaaaa da rindu nak dgr suara faizal :)

all i can say its really really worth my time. cz altho im so effin tired from work but gagahkan diri after work arnd 6 terus bergerak ke sana ;)
masa sampai dah turn one nation emcees and managed to menyelit sampai betul2 depan and at the centre of crowd. kira memang akan nampak la muka sbb depan sangat :p

then after that bunkface with their 5 songs and of course lepas tu is faizal's turn :) and the adrenalin just popped out the moment i saw the force and next faizal on stage.

the rest of the moment mcm cepat sangat. haha. he sang adrenalin, superhero, bencinta, karma andddd gemuruh!
memang suara sampai serak and berpeluh sbb layan :p
totally worth it! hehe
and masa ending of gemuruh he lompat from the stage and came to us. perfect ending indeed

:)

thank you sir.
masa dah habis tu pun we went ke tepi and borak dengan gen n ang ritz.
and saja je tunggu kat tepi then faizal
came out.
and yes again he came n as always sempat la kacau dia kejap ;)
thank you for always being so kind to me n sisters

u made me so damn addicted to yr shows that now i dont know how to stop! well i guess ill continue till d end as promised
and yes yesterday showed that u havent lose me as a fan. and im proud of u :)

ok next month bday faizal!
lets figure somethin out shall
we?

love from a rockensteiner

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the different iftar experience

okay so entry ini memang lambat gilaaa
sebab dah raya pun :)
heee
anyway just wanna share the iftar experience this year which was a lil bit different from other years

held on 19th august 2011, the iftar session of rockensteiners club (the official fan club of faizal tahir) together with the rockstar himself, and the kids from rumah amal kasih bestari subang

it was a great experience getting involved with this. about a month before the event started, we (me, efie, ahh, kakput) and the wife of the rockstar sudah berbincang regarding the anak anak yatim,
it was indeed a very good chance untuk melihat dengan mata sendiri, merasai dengan jiwa dan melihat kesusahan mereka: sebab sebelum event ini, honestly tak pernah terfikir untuk menghulurkan bantuan,
so anyways, me and efie pergi 2 oprhanages; one is RAKB and the other one is in batu caves, near sri gombak
after discussing dengan 'orang atasan', maka sebulat suara memilih RAKB: one is because the location lagi senang untuk memudahkan kerja pengangkutan because they dont have transport untuk ke tiara rini ballroom, the royale bintang.

tersentuh hati melihat anak2 kecil yang sudah mengenal erti susah. without the love of parents. yang ada cuma mereka yang baik hati; penjaga penjaga yang menjaga mereka seperti anak sendiri. may Allah bless them ,. amin

okay anyways,the event was held as mentioned before at tiara rini ballroom, royale bintang hotel yang sebelah the curve tu.
we sampai the hotel around 3-ish itupun sebab malam sebelumnya, we didnt get enough sleep coz we were at tune studio klang; practicing for our own performance ; sempena tribute to faizal tahir. hahaha
memang cuak sebab suara dah la memang tak sedap. but we tried la, sebab nak backout memang tak boleh dah sebab itu je la satu satunya performace from the fans pun. haha :P

sampai kat tiara rini ballroom, kena soundcheck bagai. mula2 okay aja sekali tu faizal entered the room and semua dah pucat lesi tak mampu nak keluarkan suara :P hehe
soundcheck session ended at 4 something.
then terus rushing ke bilik hotel (thanks kakput!) untuk change, siap2 and kena before 530 jemput the kids at the rumah amal kasih bestari

so as planned, me (bawak estima), efie with her car, douglas bawak the kuda putih, azrul, and bubu hubby kakput gerak almost 530 jugak. and we were stucked dalam jam yang sangatttttt teruk. cuak gila sebab takut sangat tak sempat. and susah sebab kena convoi. hahaha :P

we managed to get there, tapi tengok2 rumah tu dah kosong. melompat2 kat luar rumah tu and call the mrs wifeymintak tolong contact the penjaga. hehe.
rupanya all the kids da menunggu di rumah lagi satu: penempatan untuk kanak2 perempuan. fuhhhh!~
but Alhamdulillah managed to get there in time. bawak laju tak ingat and ikut shortcut. so macam just in time je sampai. alhamdulillah!

and sempat mendengar ucapan dan bacaan doa berbuka puasa dari encik faizal tahir :)
and kemudian melayan anak2 itu berbuka puasa. seronok tengok diorang enjoying the food.
and saya pula makan sikit je sebab memang dalam bulan ramadhan yang lalu kurang makan. takde selera sangat

selepas itu after maghrib, we were called for the opening performance ; fuhhh nervous sangat!!!
dah la known fact tahu ada yang tak suka kot, tapi buat2 tak tahu je laa. honestly saya tiada niat untuk cari gaduh dengan sesiapa pun,. tak semua yang akan suka kita kan kan kan :)
so four of us : dee, efie, me n ahh.
kami nyanyikan lagu bencinta; one of faizal's personal fave song. diiringi petikan keyboard dari bubu. takdelah sedap sangat tapi tolerable kot :p
paling penting, saya lihat wajah ahmad izham omar, audi mok, jennifer thompson, muka baby rifaei (muka konpius dia. kekeke) and the rockstar himself.
rasa mcm suka sebab tengok faizal angguk2 kepala and tepuk tangan. and kenapa saya rasa dia bangun and clap to us. thanks sir :))

kemudian the emcees : anas tahir (adik faizal) n azfar oiam memang buat lawok gila2. hahaha. among the artistes yang hadir: zizan rajalawak, iqa mentor. tu je la kot. yang lain composer omar k, wakil dari sponsors. the royale ft force *tapi the new line up* : syafiq, penn, jenk.
family faizal: dr tahir n aunty muzlipah aishah, and adik2 faizal

the peak of the event: sumbangan ikhlas dari faizal kepada anak2 RAKB. comel je tengok mereka beratur nak amik duit raya dari faizal. hehe. kemudian ada jugak donation dari semua yang hadir kepada RAKB and GAZA (because ayahanda faizal terlibat with the gaza mission)

kemudian nyanyian dari faizal n the force: 1st song faizal ft anas: lagu berita kepada kawan. yang sangat sangat best.
kemudian hanyut, selamat malam n lagu raya! :)

the event ended lambat sbb tunggu the autograph session with faizal! hehe.
and comel gila sebab kedua2 kakak saya hadir malam itu, nak jumpa faizal. hehehe
semangat je dorang beratur :P
paling tak tahan kak sue saya cuak sangat! hahaha. i told her: kaksu, bagi ni kat faizal, ckp adik bagi.
kaksu: adik aku nama apa?
pftttt sangat~ hahahah

okay sila enjoy gambar2~

ini moment touching. the lil boy is idris, peminat faizal, anak sulung kakput. kami mengidamkan dah lama untuk lope jumpa uncle faizal. the first time faizal jumpa him was masa dutch lady event, faizal came up to him~ and kali ini juga, faizal mendukung idris yang terus je manja ngan uncle faizal. sweet :) thanks uncle faizal. maybe thats what idris katakan dalam hati kan kan

en fareed : boss kakya n efie, my sis kakya n kaksu

gambar paling pfft~ kecik hati sebab faizal selalu tak mahu amik gambar properly dengan saya,. fain fain fainnnnn~ hahahahaha.

me and efie~

while signing the poster for me... berani dia buat2 lupa nama saya :P

the pretty wifey: kak siti raihanim holding baby jannah yang da tido with efie. gambar with me kak anim tutop mataaa..aaaaa

hasil sign faizal tahir, motifff ada bwek?

with ibunda faizal :) terharu sbb aunty ingat nama.. and terharu sbb aunty tahu jugak kerja as apa etc etc. hehehe. thanks aunty. Allah panjangkan umur aunty and uncle. amin

uncle faizal senyum dengan lope!

ahmad rifaei zidane. kacak gila wehhh. mata bulat2!!! i nak ngorat dia chopppp! haha

uncle faizal bagi duet rayaaa~ weeee. and bagi pesan apa tu agaknya kannn

hehe. kena beratur. tapi layan jeee :) kaksu bagi fahim poster tu and he is damn excited sbb faizal tahir kasi fahim ni, katanya :)

kaksu nervous jumpa rockstar :D

us sisters

anas and azfar oiam. dua2 bengong. hahaha

the kids. :D

at tiara rini ballroom

masa mula2 setup room

big thanks to mrs wifey sebab bagi this one chance untuk involve with the rakb kids :) it made such a difference to my life, thanks kakak!
thank you to all admin rc and the members for making this happen.
thank you to the sponsors
thank you to everyone

and of course
untuk encik faizal tahir, this is a great event and i think next year patut buat lagi. or buat rumah terbuka faizal tahir jom :P hahahahaha
semoga Allah murahkan rezeki faizal n family for the good deeds they have done. nothing beats from seeing the kids smile happily. ive seen that smile and i feel like crying.
selama ni people cakap mcm2 about faizal tahir. eg: faizal sombong and berlagak :P hehe
but u know we all love u (NOT) :P
so yes,keep on standing
Allah lebih mengetahui segalanya
semoga terus diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua cabaran akan datang
be strong and act wisely :D
u are a very generous man indeed.

thank you for all youve done.
ikhlas dari hati
semoga dimurahkan rezeki untuk faizal and family
Allah bless u
:)