the feeling's here again

i am trying hard here

trying hard to not rush and spill my feelings for him

siapa?

biar nanti masa dan takdir menentukan

sekarang masanya tiba untuk istikharah

semoga Allah membimbing kita

i care for u. :)

and i miss u

on F&N BFF

located in bukit bintang, the F&N fest was held yesterday (24th sep)
initially didnt plan on going pn, but after ada pertanyaan dari pihak2 tertentu.. i feel like going! sbb nyaaaa da rindu nak dgr suara faizal :)

all i can say its really really worth my time. cz altho im so effin tired from work but gagahkan diri after work arnd 6 terus bergerak ke sana ;)
masa sampai dah turn one nation emcees and managed to menyelit sampai betul2 depan and at the centre of crowd. kira memang akan nampak la muka sbb depan sangat :p

then after that bunkface with their 5 songs and of course lepas tu is faizal's turn :) and the adrenalin just popped out the moment i saw the force and next faizal on stage.

the rest of the moment mcm cepat sangat. haha. he sang adrenalin, superhero, bencinta, karma andddd gemuruh!
memang suara sampai serak and berpeluh sbb layan :p
totally worth it! hehe
and masa ending of gemuruh he lompat from the stage and came to us. perfect ending indeed

:)

thank you sir.
masa dah habis tu pun we went ke tepi and borak dengan gen n ang ritz.
and saja je tunggu kat tepi then faizal
came out.
and yes again he came n as always sempat la kacau dia kejap ;)
thank you for always being so kind to me n sisters

u made me so damn addicted to yr shows that now i dont know how to stop! well i guess ill continue till d end as promised
and yes yesterday showed that u havent lose me as a fan. and im proud of u :)

ok next month bday faizal!
lets figure somethin out shall
we?

love from a rockensteiner

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the different iftar experience

okay so entry ini memang lambat gilaaa
sebab dah raya pun :)
heee
anyway just wanna share the iftar experience this year which was a lil bit different from other years

held on 19th august 2011, the iftar session of rockensteiners club (the official fan club of faizal tahir) together with the rockstar himself, and the kids from rumah amal kasih bestari subang

it was a great experience getting involved with this. about a month before the event started, we (me, efie, ahh, kakput) and the wife of the rockstar sudah berbincang regarding the anak anak yatim,
it was indeed a very good chance untuk melihat dengan mata sendiri, merasai dengan jiwa dan melihat kesusahan mereka: sebab sebelum event ini, honestly tak pernah terfikir untuk menghulurkan bantuan,
so anyways, me and efie pergi 2 oprhanages; one is RAKB and the other one is in batu caves, near sri gombak
after discussing dengan 'orang atasan', maka sebulat suara memilih RAKB: one is because the location lagi senang untuk memudahkan kerja pengangkutan because they dont have transport untuk ke tiara rini ballroom, the royale bintang.

tersentuh hati melihat anak2 kecil yang sudah mengenal erti susah. without the love of parents. yang ada cuma mereka yang baik hati; penjaga penjaga yang menjaga mereka seperti anak sendiri. may Allah bless them ,. amin

okay anyways,the event was held as mentioned before at tiara rini ballroom, royale bintang hotel yang sebelah the curve tu.
we sampai the hotel around 3-ish itupun sebab malam sebelumnya, we didnt get enough sleep coz we were at tune studio klang; practicing for our own performance ; sempena tribute to faizal tahir. hahaha
memang cuak sebab suara dah la memang tak sedap. but we tried la, sebab nak backout memang tak boleh dah sebab itu je la satu satunya performace from the fans pun. haha :P

sampai kat tiara rini ballroom, kena soundcheck bagai. mula2 okay aja sekali tu faizal entered the room and semua dah pucat lesi tak mampu nak keluarkan suara :P hehe
soundcheck session ended at 4 something.
then terus rushing ke bilik hotel (thanks kakput!) untuk change, siap2 and kena before 530 jemput the kids at the rumah amal kasih bestari

so as planned, me (bawak estima), efie with her car, douglas bawak the kuda putih, azrul, and bubu hubby kakput gerak almost 530 jugak. and we were stucked dalam jam yang sangatttttt teruk. cuak gila sebab takut sangat tak sempat. and susah sebab kena convoi. hahaha :P

we managed to get there, tapi tengok2 rumah tu dah kosong. melompat2 kat luar rumah tu and call the mrs wifeymintak tolong contact the penjaga. hehe.
rupanya all the kids da menunggu di rumah lagi satu: penempatan untuk kanak2 perempuan. fuhhhh!~
but Alhamdulillah managed to get there in time. bawak laju tak ingat and ikut shortcut. so macam just in time je sampai. alhamdulillah!

and sempat mendengar ucapan dan bacaan doa berbuka puasa dari encik faizal tahir :)
and kemudian melayan anak2 itu berbuka puasa. seronok tengok diorang enjoying the food.
and saya pula makan sikit je sebab memang dalam bulan ramadhan yang lalu kurang makan. takde selera sangat

selepas itu after maghrib, we were called for the opening performance ; fuhhh nervous sangat!!!
dah la known fact tahu ada yang tak suka kot, tapi buat2 tak tahu je laa. honestly saya tiada niat untuk cari gaduh dengan sesiapa pun,. tak semua yang akan suka kita kan kan kan :)
so four of us : dee, efie, me n ahh.
kami nyanyikan lagu bencinta; one of faizal's personal fave song. diiringi petikan keyboard dari bubu. takdelah sedap sangat tapi tolerable kot :p
paling penting, saya lihat wajah ahmad izham omar, audi mok, jennifer thompson, muka baby rifaei (muka konpius dia. kekeke) and the rockstar himself.
rasa mcm suka sebab tengok faizal angguk2 kepala and tepuk tangan. and kenapa saya rasa dia bangun and clap to us. thanks sir :))

kemudian the emcees : anas tahir (adik faizal) n azfar oiam memang buat lawok gila2. hahaha. among the artistes yang hadir: zizan rajalawak, iqa mentor. tu je la kot. yang lain composer omar k, wakil dari sponsors. the royale ft force *tapi the new line up* : syafiq, penn, jenk.
family faizal: dr tahir n aunty muzlipah aishah, and adik2 faizal

the peak of the event: sumbangan ikhlas dari faizal kepada anak2 RAKB. comel je tengok mereka beratur nak amik duit raya dari faizal. hehe. kemudian ada jugak donation dari semua yang hadir kepada RAKB and GAZA (because ayahanda faizal terlibat with the gaza mission)

kemudian nyanyian dari faizal n the force: 1st song faizal ft anas: lagu berita kepada kawan. yang sangat sangat best.
kemudian hanyut, selamat malam n lagu raya! :)

the event ended lambat sbb tunggu the autograph session with faizal! hehe.
and comel gila sebab kedua2 kakak saya hadir malam itu, nak jumpa faizal. hehehe
semangat je dorang beratur :P
paling tak tahan kak sue saya cuak sangat! hahaha. i told her: kaksu, bagi ni kat faizal, ckp adik bagi.
kaksu: adik aku nama apa?
pftttt sangat~ hahahah

okay sila enjoy gambar2~

ini moment touching. the lil boy is idris, peminat faizal, anak sulung kakput. kami mengidamkan dah lama untuk lope jumpa uncle faizal. the first time faizal jumpa him was masa dutch lady event, faizal came up to him~ and kali ini juga, faizal mendukung idris yang terus je manja ngan uncle faizal. sweet :) thanks uncle faizal. maybe thats what idris katakan dalam hati kan kan

en fareed : boss kakya n efie, my sis kakya n kaksu

gambar paling pfft~ kecik hati sebab faizal selalu tak mahu amik gambar properly dengan saya,. fain fain fainnnnn~ hahahahaha.

me and efie~

while signing the poster for me... berani dia buat2 lupa nama saya :P

the pretty wifey: kak siti raihanim holding baby jannah yang da tido with efie. gambar with me kak anim tutop mataaa..aaaaa

hasil sign faizal tahir, motifff ada bwek?

with ibunda faizal :) terharu sbb aunty ingat nama.. and terharu sbb aunty tahu jugak kerja as apa etc etc. hehehe. thanks aunty. Allah panjangkan umur aunty and uncle. amin

uncle faizal senyum dengan lope!

ahmad rifaei zidane. kacak gila wehhh. mata bulat2!!! i nak ngorat dia chopppp! haha

uncle faizal bagi duet rayaaa~ weeee. and bagi pesan apa tu agaknya kannn

hehe. kena beratur. tapi layan jeee :) kaksu bagi fahim poster tu and he is damn excited sbb faizal tahir kasi fahim ni, katanya :)

kaksu nervous jumpa rockstar :D

us sisters

anas and azfar oiam. dua2 bengong. hahaha

the kids. :D

at tiara rini ballroom

masa mula2 setup room

big thanks to mrs wifey sebab bagi this one chance untuk involve with the rakb kids :) it made such a difference to my life, thanks kakak!
thank you to all admin rc and the members for making this happen.
thank you to the sponsors
thank you to everyone

and of course
untuk encik faizal tahir, this is a great event and i think next year patut buat lagi. or buat rumah terbuka faizal tahir jom :P hahahahaha
semoga Allah murahkan rezeki faizal n family for the good deeds they have done. nothing beats from seeing the kids smile happily. ive seen that smile and i feel like crying.
selama ni people cakap mcm2 about faizal tahir. eg: faizal sombong and berlagak :P hehe
but u know we all love u (NOT) :P
so yes,keep on standing
Allah lebih mengetahui segalanya
semoga terus diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua cabaran akan datang
be strong and act wisely :D
u are a very generous man indeed.

thank you for all youve done.
ikhlas dari hati
semoga dimurahkan rezeki untuk faizal and family
Allah bless u
:)

ri-yaz :)

and yet another entry of faizal :)

strictly untuk orang yg boleh terima kata kata pujian untuk faizal saja ok

tak suka? please hit the read button upmost. thanks :)

so another roadtrip for his show

kali ni di kuala terengganu

damn far. it's about 400 km away frm home :)

cuma sedih because sisters tak ramai :(

mula2 agak cuak sbb it was a working day. the event was on 11th may : wednesday

read: impossible for me to go unless i applied annual leave. *dan syg nak amik cuti sbb nak guna for end of posting*

but yeah. kena la sacrifice kan. kalau tak mmg takkk laa

transport: mula2 nak naik bas. tpi kalau naik bas mmg susah nak bergerak ke mana2 kan. kena hail a cab pulak. and there's 5 of us

so decision made, naik onit hensem! ehe

*note: onit tu da la cenonet n ketot je :P*

so anyway we made a move pada hari selasa malam

lepas habis kerja pukul 6 ptg, yg clock strikes 6 saja terus g punch card and lari2 kemas barang

tempat pertemuan, tetap lrt terminal putra gombak. tempat pertemuan biasa kami.

ahli2 misi: kakput, abs, ahh, ainn

other sisters missing *dee, efie, kak eja, kak asmak,sushi*

masing2 bertemu tepat pukul 10pm.

and kami memulakan perjalanan straight away around 1040 mcmtu lepas shopping air, snack, isi onit smp kenyang. hehe

i was nervous. nervous yg tahap ada dragonfly dlm perut gila2 :P hee.

sebabnya, i never drove that far sebelum ni. paling jauh pn kuantan. *pun sbb faizal* okay penang la, tp penang ada co driver.

this is a solo drive ok. heh

so tawakal kepada Allah, semoga perjalanan kami selamat sejahtera.

mula2 okay saja. nyanyi2 borak2 gosip2. kesian ainn sbb tak biasa dgn kami yg sgt kecoh.

oh and kesian la kat mereka di belakang sbb kereta kecik kan :( sorry ya :( huuu~

patut beli trajet haritu~ hehe

and then it started raining masa kami di kuantan

that was around pukul 12-ish kot?

mula2 hujan sikit2, sekali lebat. heeee

terus perlahankan kenderaan. erks, berhenti sbnrnya, and makan homemade mushroom soup buatan kakput dalam kereta.

after keluar hiway, baru mencabar sebab jalan kecik. and kena main potong2 cilok2 ;P

Alhamdulillah takde masalah sgt.

we made a stop in tganu, which is in...err kerteh? hehe tak ingat da kedai tu apa ntah

finally.

reached kuala terengganu around 3 something. 4 almost! hehe

kemudian menggedik terus drive ke pulau duyong and off to ri-yaz heritage and spa

da la gelap gelita.

hehe

mula2 tanya la price sume.

tp memandangkan atas mesyuarat org ramai, we decided to check in kat bandar saja ;p

unluckily, most of the hotels were full! which made us confused, sbb hari rabu kotttt~ and terengganu kot. hey kata la ramai sgt dtg nak tgk faizal :P hehe

so we checked in almost subuh kat alamandahotel yg cikai gila babs yg stock bilik bau lipas! hehehe

sedihh kan :p

crashed in the room. solat and terus dozed off, occasionally terbangun sbb si abs tu menyanyi hyper excited tamau tido agaknya :p

woke up at 9! and terus mandi n siap2 :)

terus check out from the hotel n made our move to ri-yaz back!

seriously i was sooo sleepy. yg tahap bila duduk je kat lobby or the entrance or whatever kat tepi hall tu rasa mata berat. badan sakit gila! huuu

n finally masuk dlm hall tu. meja byk.

tapi mostly kosong :(

but sokay lah, kami ada. and we will rock his show. :p ececey peghasan

so met kak lin *otai RC!* heee.

borak2..

and finally the event started lebih kurang pukul 1230?

mcm biasa, ada fashion show. tapi takde la drooling sgt baju dia, lawa lagi baju saya :P hehe

then excited sgt bila nampak FT force kat atas. kat cermin tuh :)

its been a while since they joined in the show :)

jantung nervous gila *bajet mcm first time tgk show dia. hee*

then adlin as the host, dtg our table interview2 sikit.

and me posing to the official riyaz camera holding the FT card :P bwahaha

and kemudian keluar la our respected sir faizal :)

lagu pertama intro mcm medley hotfm big jam!

sampai syurga was the 1st song. mula2 sopan je saya kat meja duduk

lepas tu tak smp seminit dah bangun. and duduk on his left side of the stage. eh salah. berdiri k :P

list of songs: sampai syurga, bencinta, cubanara :P, hanyut, selamat malam, and gemuruh.

mmg superexcited tgk mereka perform. suara faizal pn awesome saja. *ecey*

abg ritz, abg kelly, gen, and jenk pn superduper awesome

jeff wai pn awesome gak :P hehehe

most memorable was masa on stage tu, kitorang dok kacau faizal je..

bila faizal tanya next song lagu apa?

me n ahh keep on ckp nak kiss my jojo! hehe.

sorrrryyy boss :P

and banyak communication btwn us maybe sbb crowd sana tak berapa...urmmpphh kot :P

hehe

dia siap cerita on stage. about his SEMESTA.

and his words: 'pandang orang2 belah kiri saya, diorang ni akan selalu ada mana2 saya pergi'

*hati bunga2 kembang*

tapi still takleh lawan ahh yg mmg nak pengsan sbb faizal mentioned her on stage :)

thanks sir. for spotting us, *padahal dah ada depan mata dia, mcmana tak nampak :P*

after the show, seperti biasa.

kami mundar mandir tnggu sir faizal kami melayan peminat2 terengganu beliau.

and us, ke belakang kacau bandmates

hehe :P

skip the waiting part.

finally met him in person. at his room aka chalet

and as always. kacau2 faizal. hehe.

and kacau jeff (his manager)

pastu sebok nak mengadu...

mcm2 la dok mengadu kat boss

cut it short! hehe.

finally kami tercheck in di ri-yaz juga. :)

and tgh nak keluarkan brg from onit yg maha supersepah.

tiba2 all of em lalu n kagum tgk onit yg bersepah gila weii! *malu nyah*

heheh

ayat boss

ahh ni kalau campak kat kandang rimau pn, rimau tanak sbb asyik makan snack je kejenyeee.

kan saya dah suruh minum susu jagung!

sengal wei :P hehe

okay. ri-yaz was damn beautiful. and calm.

mcm sesuai untuk garden wedding laaa. tp jauh sgt la jack! :P hehe

and our room sebelah dgn kerabat tganu ok! n sblh bilik adlin :P heee

and depan kami is faizal's room :P weehoo

cuma sedikit sedih sbb sisters kesayangan yg lain tiada. :(

malam tu kami keluar juga beli cake, and makan kat pantai batu burok. yummeh gila! hehe

lepastu tiduuuur pengsan tak bangun2.

best kot tido lenaaaa. macih :')

kami bergerak balik ke kuala lumpur pada hari khamis.

setelah berpatah balik ke ri-yaz untuk buat food delivery untuk faizal n team :p

safely arrived in kl at 9pm!

to sir faizal tahir aka klaud.

thank you for making our trip to terengganu soo meaningful.

thank you for your kindness.

and kesanggupan untuk melayan saya yang gila dan weng. ok bukan saya gila sorang2. dorang sume pn gila jugak :P

thank you for mentioning us. it almost made me cry.

:')

paling penting, thank you sbb sanggup layan kitorang after the show.

i knw u too must be tired. tp sanggup je melayan ktorang merepek membebel2.

please know

im very touched by your kindness. u know what i mean :')

i was so touched that i almost cry.

okay tipu. dah nanges sebenarnya.

:')

and your kindness made it even more impossible for me to stop following yr shows.

i am one of the lucky people in the world, there are thousands of your fans out there, but i was chosen to met you. few times.

and im glad for the opportunity :)

millions of thanks could not even represent how i felt, and still feel :)

all i can say is..may Allah bless you always sir

:)

im gonna keep the faith on you.

im gonna be here for always, supporting all the right things that you do

no doubt, ure gonna have me. for always :)

just one thing, i hope u wont get bored. or sick of me.

dont vomit if u ever see me amongst the crowds nanti. hehe

:)

thank you sir klaud :)

im so touched :')

uve made my world

okay dah, sila tgk gambar.

ni gmbr kamera ainn okay :)

him, rocking the stage. hehe :)

group photo :) berpayung pink :) caption geli2; faizal tahir memayungi semesta semestanya :P hehe

our room :')

off to kl. mission impossible main sumbat2 brg. hehe

the secretary week show, international lunch buffet :)

makanan tak sedap okkkk :p

okay. sorry sir. i was just kidding bila ckp,, eh arifah lagi tinggi dr faizal tahir lahhh -_- hehe

thats why faizal menjengket. :P

saya dan sir faizal klaud :)

bwekkkk :P

yet another meaningful journey for me. :)

till then

till your next show.

cant wait to see yr website operating soon.

click here

Faizal Tahir Official Website

ps: balik dr tganu rasa nak nanges sbb kena kerja. badan skt gila mcm nk patah. pulak tu oncall tak tido2. -_- anything for u sir. :)

pps: i just hope i'll find a man who approves of me supporting him. like infinity :)