i dont have anything to say

okay, i've watched the movie valentine's day today.. well. i was very intrigued to watch it because, patrick dempsey is in the movie, together with the hot mark sloan. and again, because of patrick dempseyy :)

hehe. so struggled hari ni lepas dengar talk by the Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam people, rushed to get the tickets. went to tropicana city mall

okay jugak the mall. macam tak ramai orang sangat, and suke lah sebab mcm privacy sikit kan :) hehe. and plus, ticket die murah. weirddd. ke ade discount raya cina or something

had our lunch at the otak-otak place. cantik restaurant dia, the concept macam style la. hehe.

the menu punye cover pun, buku sekolah punye kulit tu. hehe. cuteness. and dikelilingi oleh blackboards kat dlm restaurant. i felt young, and that's good kan? :D

then they even gave us HAPPY FAMILY CARDS for us to play with while waiting for the food. sungguh best. we played dengan bersungguh sungguh sampai ada kakak depan meja tu asyik pandang and senyum2. hehe

the movie, sadly was not that ermmm. interesting? though it was sweet and all, tapi macam..serabut sikit sebab too many characters, but ada lah the sweet moments, and plus all the actors and actresses memang santek2 and kacak2 kann. hehe. and plus, patrick dempsey was there. heheheh

oh and today we had our briefing. next month will be our interview with the suruhanjaya and hell, i am soooooo nervous. hehehe :p mengada betul nak kena interview la pulak. and kena la menghafal the organisasi semua tuh. tapi pengerusi SPA tu nama die tan sri jamaluddin, now that i will remember :p hehehe

and i have to start thinking about my choices , like seriously, i have to choose yang mana macam serasi di jiwa sebab i'll be spending most of my time there, and yes, maybe a few good years there. insyaallah.

wish me luck people.

:)

ohh, happy holiday semua. i'm not going anywhere, i'm just gonna spend the days being a nerd, because we have extra classes. yay us! :D hehe

be safe people, be safe. ( special for amyan :P)

ps : mendoakan kesejahteraan untuk aunty H yang celebrate birthday hari ni. semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and sihat tubuh badan. insyaAllah.

pps : and oh, finally dah buang semuaaaa ancient memories.

reunion of the oldies :)

okay people. so hari ni saya sangat penat.. sebab..

hari ni ade small reunion of my daddy's friends. (okay2, tahu takde kaitan.. tapi ade jugak la sikit kan :p)

it took place at our lil home at janda baik, pahang. reunion of MPSI (maktab perguruan sultan idris, perak)

my dad bersungguh gila organize this reunion thingy, mula2 mcm malas la nak balik, but then tak sampai hati sebab my parents asyik tanya je nak dtg ke tak kan. hehe

it was awesome! to witness all the older generations tadi, mostly semua mestilah berjaya kan. and it was fun sebab tengok dorang hug each other, sambil buat lawak mase zaman kat maktab dulu :) hehe

they even look back at the old pictures while they were in college, and gelakkan each other. nice huh? and to think that most of em are now 60 plus la, masih semangat to attend the reunion. oh how beautiful the value of friendship is :)

and of course la i busy attend their spouses with my mom and other sisters. hehe. peramah pulak aku hari ni. ahemmm :P seronok bila dengar uncles-uncles tu cerita about my dad while he was in college dulu, and gave me some motivational thoughts since well, i'm the only one in the sibling yang masih study.. ohhh thank u uncles! :)

so macam.... nanti bila kita dah tua kita buat reunion jugak eh kawan2? hehe. oh lupa, diorang semangat siap ada baca sajak, nyanyi la, main keyboard la. hehe. so nanti kawan2, masa kita reunion kita buat pancaragam la. hehe :P

(terbayang muka masing2 bila dah tua, muka ada wrinkles, dah pakai dentures, ohh nice! :D hehe)

enjoy the pictures..!

my ever pretty mom in the centre with wives yang datang.

ini semua cikguuuu tauuu! hehe. comel jek. oh hensemnyee daddy i! hehe

note yg gambar uncle baju hitam pakai spek tu, muka dia mcm arwah uncle i (adik my dad), sbb tu i letak gmbr ni, rinduuu T__T

uncle semangat main keyboard. hehe. comell jek!

our cars.

okay i letak gmbr ni sebab uncle ni hemsemmm. eh tipu jek. sebab ade gmbr budak pompuan kat blakng tu. hehe. aheemmmm!:P

my dad with his friends...semoga dipanjangkan umur semua,murah rezeki, sihat tubuh badan. aminnn :)

their old picture. jom cari mana satu my dad!! haha. boleh juling mata nak cari ni :P

i letak gmbr ni sebab suke camera uncle ni. hehe. plus uncle ni baik. plus emsem. hehe. (sorry kalau uncle ni ayah korang ke. hehe)

see, tengok gmbr2 lama. kenangan kann :)

ohh, ini anak sedara liza izyani. hehe. aku geram jek tengok amir ni comel sgt lized weh! :P

the banner.

our teratak at janda baik

ps : tapi semua org asyik nak tanye i bile nak kawennn.demmm! i muda lagii tauu! hehe

pps : its been 100 days. and i am still here, i'm fine :)

aku jatuh cinta

sudah lama mencari

tapi tak ku temui

rasa yang selalu

ada di hati

ada di hati

kini aku temui

jalan cerita cinta

sekian lama mencari cinta

dulu cinta tiada lagi

dan aku masih mencari-cari

kerna hatiku sanggup menunggu

cinta dari mu

cinta dari mu

memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta

memang benar aku hampir jadi resah

bila cinta dari mu hadir

bagai lena dari mimpi

bagai terasa

bagai terasa

dulu cinta tiada lagi

dan aku masih mencari-cari

kerna hatiku sanggup menunggu

cinta dari mu

cinta dari mu

memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta

memang benar kata hatiku padamu

tapi aku tak kuasa

menyatakan padamu

rasa cintaku

rasa cintaku

buatmu selamanya

:)

liyana jasmay : aku jatuh cinta.

NOT! :P

when i'm scared

i am now in the last posting of my clinical rotation. the last posting ever as an undergrad student, insyaAllah. rasa macam thrilled, that i made it up to this point, but of course lah cuak kan. that my student days are now becoming more obselete. so sila kuatkan hati untuk face the most difficult, the most unfair exams on earth, and that's the words my dean always says (siang tadi pon die cakap lagi. hukhuk)

anyway, it's nothing new la kan. i have my finals in couple of weeks time, and i have to work my ass off.

erm.. ive been feeling a weird feeling these past few days. ehemmmmm. *coughs*

i dont what this is exactly, but i'm scared, and happy. happy kenapa? dont ask, i also dont know :P

just that i dont know what to feel? does that make any sense

but hell yeah, i'm scared and i dont want to hurt myself anymore. faham ke? haha

but i hope this is just one temporary feeling, and it will passed. hopefully. fingers crossed.

walaupun, it has happened before, but that doesnt count la, masa zaman kanak-kanak lagi

ok shut up! :D

pegang hatiku Tuhan, lindungi aku.

jagakan hatiku

as my heart is very fragile and couldnt risk of falling again.

permudahkan semuanya.

semoga ada sinar di esok hari. amin