let's call it a day!

i should be going to sleep. it's been a real productive day. went to the hospital, clerk cases, did physical examination, found interesting findings of the patient, went back to college for my nap.hehe. then went for roti nan cheese with ayam tandoori, did my case write up (almost almost finsihing.hehe), prepared history for tomorrow's ward round and bedside teaching, did mcq for tomorrow night's latih tubi, read up on few subtopics. fuhh. i should be exhausted now dont i? hehe. but maybe i'm in my manic phase, the adrenaline rush is just there. kan bagus kalau hari2 macam ni? hehe

nway i am so happy with my life now, not because of anything of a particular reason mind you. is feels good to be this way. hehe. talking about being single, i used to think that being single would be the last thing that i wanna do. hehe. but, i am now enjoying every second of it. it feels soo good! and i am not exaggerating it ok. if i know it would be this refreshing, i would have chosen to be single a long time ago. hehe. :P

and since my life is so so busy right now, i barely have time to go through all the emotional package of being involved. like getting into a fight every now and then, having to jaga hati insan2 tertentu. and then u have to justify yourself whenever you ran late going back to college. i left that routine for quite some time now.

initially, sure i kinda miss the routine calls, like the feeling that someone of a different gender actually cares for you, all those sweet words. (haha) but after quite some time, i get used to the changes. sure i got no texts in the middle of the night, or the sudden urge to call him in the middle of night, hence disturbing my sleep, hence disturbing my concentration ability for the next morning. poyo kan? :P

i am now also more free in spending my money the wiser way. NOT! haha. bila shopping tuh, all i care about is myself right now. i wanted to buy things for myself, and i dont have to even think about buying something for him. hehe. jimat kannn? :D

and oh, i made new friends. i am so free to flirt with anyone. seronok kan (*GRINSSS* ) eh ter-Caps Lock pulak. hehehe

see, it's all soooo refreshing! :)

ok people, let's call it a day, shall we?

ps : malam tadi mimpikan arwah. pagi tadi terkejut sebab ingat ade call coming from arwah. lupa plak, kalau dah arwah mana boleh main telefon2 lagi. ingat vampire ke ape. huuuu

pps : i think you missed me, dont you?