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i am now coming to an end of my current posting and that means, i only have ONE more posting left! before my final professional exam.

grrrrrr T____T

now i wish to turn back time, so that i'm gonna make sure that i didnt just waste my time on certain things. but yeah, it's gone. uhu.

cuak nya tak tau lah nak cakap. so sekarang officially i'm declaring myself to be a nerd! yes, i've called my parents, and told them that i wont be back home selalu sgt. i've to make sacrifices untuk kepentingan masa hadapan. so now, i really wanted to say sorry to my friends, because apparently i dont have much time left untuk berjumpa. kita jumpa nanti okay? selepas saya tamat belajar, boleh? :)

so my schedule now is full. penuh sangat. we officially made a gerak gempur latih tubi terkawal. hehe. comel kan nama dia? :p oh, that's my study group punye activity. tolong doakan kami ye semua.

and i havent made up my mind untuk mintak housemanship di mana. errrr. ingin kerja di sekitar lembah klang saja. tapi takut jugak kalau2 tercampak jauh nun di sabah sarawak kee. wawawa.

sebenarnya takut lah bila nak habis belajar. banyak sangat expectations dari orang sekeliling yang harus dipenuhi. tapi at the same time rasa seronok, untuk go through a different phase of life. a working life, walaupun most probably it will be tiring and so time consuming. but nak buat macamana kan. that's my fate. and that's what i have to go through. sepatutntya rasa thrilled gila sebab it's a dream come true (insyaAllah). kalau tak sangkut di mana-mana. in few months time je lagi, one of my dream is finally coming true. sebab it was always a childhood punya imagination to be a doctor. kenapa eh bila kecik-kecik dulu mesti nak cakap nak jadi doctor, but when we're that close to that so called dream, semua orang akan keep on tanya, kenapa lah i took this field. huhu. but apa-apa pun, i am happy. bersyukur sebab Allah tunaikan semua cita-cita and impian. insyaAllah.

okay. mahu belajar. penat sebenarnya. tapi i dont have much choice kan. hehe

please pray for me. and i'm sorry kalau ada buat salah pada sesiapa.

i've come to love medicine. and i'm gonna make sure i'm gonna love my future as well.

whatever happens, medicine is my destiny. :)

sorry lah macam poyo sedkit. ini untuk motivasi diri sendiri. hehe

take care people