new life

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

its been so long since i spent a lil time here
well.. to begin with
life has changed, a lot.
hehe
i am now no more in klang.
now working in a district hospital.
so its either, me being oncall, postcall or precall.
hehe
i have loads of oncalls
but i do have one weekend off if im lucky ( that is if there is no programme such as blood donation etc etc)
im coping so far.
sebelum ni jadi houseman tak payah byk fikir

dah jadi MO. sendiri decide.
sendiri manage. sendiri amik risk
berdoa Allah sentiasa melindungi insyaAllah

i miss my friends in KL. well selangor.
hehe. memang rarely jumpa coz time limitation.
no more besties in new hospital
but i have nice colleagues.
i can get along with them. well for now. hehe
harapnya seterusnya pun sama. coz kitorang tak ramai so mmg kena team work yg sgt kuat utk memudahkan kerja masing2. :)

but on the other side,
duduk with parents.
so terjaga serba serbi. (duit pun save. hehe)
so insyaAllah la boleh simpan duit utk kepentingan masa depan, hehehe

but at times i miss orang jauh di klang. hehe (jauh la sgt)
so far Alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan.
i do miss him.
but i know hes there, insyaAllah baik2 saja dlm jagaan Allah.
:)
so its okay
i have to be strong


ok. itu aje. hehe :)

came across this blog http://abil4fauziah.blogspot.com/
masyaAllah
thats how strong a person can be
bila dilanda ujian

so remmber
kalau diuji sikit kita dah mengeluh
let us just be thankful for the life we have
and dont forget to pray for those yang diuji

sesungguhnya Allah SWT itu maha adil
maha mengetahui
maha mengasihani

[1] Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

[2] Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.

[3] Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

[4] Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).

[5] Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.

[6] Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.

[7] Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.

bismillah.
thats the tafsir of Al Fatihah. permulaan segala ayat.
we recite al Fatihah everyday, in each solat, every rakaat.
tapi its a loss if we do not the meaning of the ayat

including me.
honestly ive never read the complete tafsir of the Quran
subhanallah. forgive me Allah
hope its not too late to start
lets starts sisters n brothers
hopefully Quran will always stay in our heart
insyaAllah

memo

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

remember when i told u guys here i'll be leaving selangor?
i am now starting the countdown already :')
it is officially 15 more days in HTAR (Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah, Klang)

cant believe it. yet it is still the truth
Allah is the greatest planner and me as the servant must trust His plan
insyaAllah this is for the best
but tipu lah kalau tak sedih kannn

actually sedih sangat..
the feeling of you have to get out from yr comfort zone.
but its okay. i know i' ll be okay.

for now. we are acting like normal.
like we wont say goodbye in few days time
tak mahu sedih2. just chill n live in the moment
but eventually we would have to part,
but i hope and pray it is only for a while.. :)

so here...
the most meaningful song for me.
this one is for my better half (insyaAllah)

Song : Memo
Singer : Yuna

i dont mind if you wanna stay
with that smile upon your face
hang around for a little while please
dont drive away even for a mile

different continents, its not a thing
cause i know that we'll be okay
endless borders, countless days
our love will pave the way

cause i'll be your wall
for you to lean on
when you fall just try to hold on
i'll be back in your arms
together we'll always be for what may come
for what may come

i dont mind if you're far away
i'll be waiting for you anyway
under the sky of sunshine or rain
i know im gonna be in your arms again

different continents, its not a thing
cause i know that we'll be okay
endless borders, countless days
our love will pave the way

cause i'll be your wall
for you to lean on
when you fall just try to hold on
i'll be back in your arms
try to hold on
i'll be back in your arms
together we;'ll always be for what may come :')

untuk awak. i hope you know that it breaks me to say goodbye.
im scared to move on, scared to lose you initially
but then again i believe He knows whats best for us.
if this is a small test for us, then let it be
:)
i trust you and i believe you trust me, too :)
and we trust Him more. so no worries i guess.
one day i'll be back. and i hope and pray things will get better each day
please know that you are always in my doa.
i do not know what the future holds for us.
but i pray you will stay. and be the one man leading me :)

if will never regret those long texts sent via viber in october, that one thing i did is the one finally leading me back closer to Him
thank you.
for your presence, for every smile you put on my face
for willing to 'paint' me as your fave and make me yours.
you will be fine in His watch.
and we will be fine InsyaAllah

ps: im not that far u know. but i know i will miss you. no one will pamper u in HTAR now. hehe,
take care my man. i will definitely cry ( dlm hati)
be strong, take care of your iman.

love.