Bismillahiraahmanirrahim
its been so long since i last updated an entry which is not related to faizal tahir
well
this is the start
there will be no more faizal tahir's stuffs from now on
well at least not written in the blog :)
jangan tanya kenapa
okay?
he will always gonna be someone significant enough to be held in my prayers. insyaAllah
cuma itu yang termampu
now im in my 5th posting already
means that i only have less than 8 months to complete my housemanship
insyaAllah
happy tapi sedih
i didnt realize that being in htar has changed me a lot
the one place that i despise
now has become the place where my life changes
ive met new friends
ive learned a lot
ive fallen in love :)
and yes
i am in love with my life now
with the people in it
thank you Allah
Youve guided me through all the hardships
i have found friendships
beautiful friendships
that made me stand tall during the difficult times
they took care and still care about me throughout each day
it helped a lot
especially during the medical days
love u guys to bits
i have found colleagues
that some of them are fine n nice
some are just 'kenalan'
for some reasons we just dont click together
hehe
i have been treated with respect
and sometimes the patients are just plain rude
:/
i've fallen in love
and i love the feeling
thats all i can say
i know for certain
that i love him
and i hope He will bless this feeling
and protect it
thank you Allah
coz i know he's a good man
i love you
thank you for the feeling
:)
okay tu dulu
sedih pulak
i know im gonna have to leave the place soon
and maybe im not ready for a change yet :/
