An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say it in a prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far


To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

i shouldnt be missing you

but since the day we met accidentally

i keep seeing your face again

wherever you are

if you're reading this

hope youre doing well.

and hopefully that was the last time we ever see each other again..

i still miss you, when i know i shouldnt

remind me again if i forgot

the reason why i chose this road

remind me over and over again

the hopes that i carry on my shoulder

remind me again that what i do for my living

is purely something good.

remind me that whatever i do,

im trying to save someone's lives

remind me to smile if sometimes i forgot

remind me to say thanks to Allah each time i sigh

remind me to stay strong and stand tall

remind me that i have a strong heart even when the real fact is that i have not

remind me that i have such support that i can never fall

remind me to sing how to save a life.

ps: am thankful that i have amazing colleagues with me in the ward.

its been one week plus that im here. tapi somehow rasa mcm dah lamaaaa gila ;p

hehe

work is hectic..damn tiring..

but for now, i am adapting myself

to the long working hours

to the endless things to do

to the expectations of people

to all sorts of attitudes that i get from all these people. haha

true enough, life is not a plain bed of roses.

this is my world. and i have to endure with it

cuma kadang2 je, kadang2 rasa mcm......

i wish i have taken a different path

but that is not a question anymore

coz i am here now. i am here in the present.

and i am me. destined to be here.

cuma yes, the pressure makes me want to go back to the people i love so badly

but sad enough, there's no freaking time to do that :(

damn. i miss my familyyy sooo much

and jeles tgk my semestas asek bermeet up. damn. i missed the times when we were in penang...... T___T

and i met someone. from my past

suratan atau kebetulan?

and seeing that familiar face once again in flesh. made me stumble

sebab sampai sekarang, i can still see that face in my mind.

mungkin itulah kali terakhir. seeing that face again

sedih. tapi saya tahu saya kuat.

cuma sedih. sebab there's so many things left unsaid. but maybe its for the better

im tired. this is my entry after 48 hours of working

till then..

xoxo

i had an emotional breakdown yesterday

i felt all drained up, and empty

like all that left of me is just my body

physically there

but not my heart and soul

the stress were building up and suddenly exploded

felt like quiting.

but i knw that wouldnt make my parents happy

i used to be a fighter

now, i dont know

but all i know is, Allah is with me.

and i shall go wherever He leads me