Thursday, June 20, 2013

hello KT

bismillah..

writing this in our home in kuala terengganu. :) yes, i am now in darul iman. Alhamdulillah Allah dah mudahkan jalan untuk kami :) seberat hati untuk tinggalkan mak abah sejauh ini, tapi berdoa semoga Allah memelihara kedua2 mereka. inshaAllah. because a wife's place is always next to the husband. maka dengan itu, adanya saya di sini to function as a wife. lillahi ta'ala.

its not tht bad. i am in o&g dept, one step closer to my dreams. inshaAllah. its very tiring sebenarnya sbb ure dealin with mom n baby as well. tapi entah kenapa sejak dari med school i keep on falling in love with d obgyn department. ramai orang tanya, kenapa x mintak klinik kesihatan cz if then i wil be a lot more free dari segi masa. but i believe marriage shudnt put u to a stop to yr dreams. kan? eceh ke skrg je tgh semangat hehe. but inshaAllah... saya harap Allah mudahkan jalan dan mudahkan urusan saya dan suami. saya niatkan ini kerana Allah. biarlah saya menolong wanita2 yg berjihad utk melahirkan seorang lagi insan ke dunia. ini hukumnya fardhu kifayah. semoga dengan ini dpt membantu saya mengumpul credit point untuk ke alam sana. inshaAllah.

ive started being oncall. penat toksah cakap lah. haha. sekejap2 labor room call. sekejap2 lagi ward pulak call. sebab im still new, so dlm tempoh tagging ni i have to gain as much as i can. so nanti inshaAllah boleh buat caesarean section sndiri. excited nih walaupun takut. it still gives me d feeling of auwww, theres a baby inside the womb. n my maternal hormone kicks in. damn. hehe

but i do, miss the friends i left in bentong. sekarang masih dalam proses adaptation. lucky ive got my husband here with me. so balik rumah lepas penat kerja nampak suami ada... hilang semua penat. hehe.

we are now almost 3 months being married. subhanallah. alhamdulillah. dlm 3 months tu sebulan lebih duduk jauh. but x lama sgt la. tapi dapat la merasai feeling rindu kat suami yang jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati. hehe. ramai orang tanya saya masa saya lepas kawin, so hows married life? best tak?

my answer is... Alhamdulillah. this is d best feeling ever! seronok sangat in the sense of u know u have someone that wil always be with u. walau apa pun.. susah senang sama2.. inshaAllah. it is more awesome sbb dah ada imam di rumah. solat jemaah sama2 walaupun tak dpt hari2 sbb kadang2 our working schedule clashes with each other.. but yes, isnt it wonderful to b able to solat sama, baca yassin sama2. able to salam n kiss him each time we part for work. ehe. but of course this comes with a lot of responsibility..kalau dulu duduk ngan mak abah. blk rumah boleh lepak2 tido tgk tv. nnt malam dinner is served. haha.

now...basically i wake up arnd 545 am sbb in bit slow still in cooking. hehe. akn try to fix a breakfast walaupun as simple as toasted bread..kalau rajin sikit goreng nasi or bihun. but.. kalau terlambat bangun, memang smpt buat nescafe je. haha. noon memang tak masak unless kalau on weekend. and after work, if im not oncall sampai rumah dalam pukul 6. after asar trus masuk dapur preparing dinner.. i actually enjoyed doing that :) walaupun isteri sorang ni masak xde la hebat sgt. but inshaAllah nak cari redha Allah. nak senangkan hati suami.

these are my responsibilities.. basuh baju. sidai. lipat. gosok. masak. etc etc. i enjoy doing it. :) alhamdulillah sikit pun rasa x terbeban. berdoa semoga Allah akan sentiasa beri kelapangan walau sepenat atau sesibuk mana..

but honestly kita x sempat nak pusing2 ganu lagi. but then well. weve got plenty of time.

the feeling of u know u have yr own lil family. just the 2 of u, makes me feel whole. ini pinjaman Allah yg sgt berharga. subhanallah terima kasih Allah.

what wud make it even more better is the presence of a kid in the hse. eheh. i dont know why but ive been drooling over babies in labor room everyday. i wud snap their pics n send the pics to him. pity husband. hehe. takpe rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yg tepat kan. inshaAllah. semoga ada rezeki kami nanti

erm apa lagi nak cakap ni. semoga Allah mudahkan urusan kami suami isteri. semoga Allah pelihara kedua orang tua kami di selangor dan phg. inshaAllah. we will come back. inshaAllah. we will

till then

be an awesome muslim ok. ameen

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