a dream too real.

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had a dream.
where in that dream
i saw someone from my past.
in that dream
we were close.
almost as close as we used to be.
and i felt it was almost good.
if not good enough.

we talked.
we laughed.
made some silly jokes.
and it all seemed so real.
and we even had a meal together.
so yes, it all seemed too real.

if all these while i've been wondering
about how's life is treating that person.
and now i know
from my dream
i could see that you're doing well enough.
and yes. i could see you're happy.
so that is all i need to know.

and i am in a way glad, and happy for u too.
that you're now climbing up stairs
to wherever your future takes u to.

and when i woke up from my deep sleep.
you are nowhere to be seen.
was it real? or was it just a dream.
cause i'd swear i could see you smiling.
but then i know.
it never was a real thing anyway.

but i'd still smile
cause i know that
we've chosen the right thing to do.
that we've matured a lil bit.
that both of us. is now seeking for our happiness in our very different way.

so yes.
i'm glad u found your happiness.
even if that does not include me in the picture.
thank u for coming in my dream.
:")

people wouldnt have approved me
of writing this perhaps.
but i would still write it.
after all, it was just a dream (or was it real)
that comes once in a blue moon right?


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